Date: Thursday, May 28, 2009 Time: 10:44 PM im sorry shiyun , i guess i got you into trouble Labels: 6 month anniversary ♥ ![]() |
Date: Sunday, May 24, 2009 Time: 10:31 PM
PLEASE TAG IF YOU KNOW :D THANKS A ZILLION im back home at 9.10 i guess . woke up at 10+ , quickly prepared & went over to baby's hse . only called him to open the door when i reached his doorstep. slacked at his hse awhile & waiting for baby to wash up & stuffs :D went out at around 2+ , called mummy :D ended up , mummy said asked us to walk around ourselves x.x" so baby & me went for movies at westmall instead . watched ' night at the museum 2 ' with baby . nearly fall asleep , is a great show but i dun understand it . after movies , had a very big arguement w baby . we had ' cold wars ' & baby treated me very coldly . bus-ed back to amk , went to long john for dinner . things were getting better at thn . went up to raiders to take a look & baby decided to play lan since we got nth to do . baby played L4D & i played audition with devilzzzz & jonie aiai :D haven't been touching audition for quite a long time . they obviously pwned me ): off-ed comp at around 8.15pm . baby smked & send me to my hse nearby & he went back camp . i walked home alone , stopped at playground area , called siewvoon & had a heart-to-heart talk before i went home. thanks alot (: you're a good friend indeed! i guess , i scared you uhs :x im on phone with baby now & his back in his camp too . time seriously flies , 6months anniversary around the corner only :D i finally know , what my heart want . i still care for you, i still love you like the past. it's only a wrong feeling for the past 1week. i didn't took the wrong step if not im sure to regret now. thanks alot boyf , although i know today's arguement definitely a serious one. afterall , im still forgiven by you , iloveyou (: Labels: 6 month anniversary ♥ ![]() |
Date: Friday, May 22, 2009 Time: 4:35 PM
weather wasn't really great this few days , especially today . the weather today wasn't a pleasant one . had intensive chinese as usual & english lessons after recess . today mainly was only language lessons , bored x.x" had chinese remedial today at 12.25 , but was late . slpt thru & woke up by friends once teacher release us . having a headache by thn , terrible . cabbed home with kunmiao & huimin . im home at around 2 . watched some drama & i sign up plurk just now too . kind of blur & i doesn't know how to plurk yet :x if someone could teach me , it'll be great! (: leave a tag if you're willing :D skipped night classes today , guess i'll be on bed thn . goodnights! updates later again . xoxo/ [edit] im back again :D slpt after i went offline till around 8pm . woke up by some messages . ate my dinner , used comp awhile (: watched tv , nth much happened . boyf haven called me yet , so ya . kind of bored now thou im on msn with kiayee & ivy x.x" wondering what's his doing & what time he'll be calling me. how i envy others ehs x.x" i wont be out w baby tml i guess . siewvoon's hse tml for tuition & maybe some dramas :D [/edit] Labels: i miss him badly . ![]() |
Date: Thursday, May 21, 2009 Time: 11:20 PM
im so bored -.-" school tomorrow going to kill me too ): im starting to hate life now -.-' totally sucks , but i've no choice. O's chinese 10 days ltr ,yawns! went back home after chinese remedials. chinese lessons was slacky , nth much :D hope tomorrow lessons will be like that too . im falling asleep during every periods , tired but dun just dun feel like sleeping. starting to have this habit alrdy -.-" went to J8 at around 5pm ? & only reached home at 7pm+ i was suppose to be home earlier , but my phone got some problem againzx. & needed to wait for an 1hour . no choice , i mrt back to amk , bought subway & mrt back J8 to collect my phone. saw afiq & his girlf i guess (: said hello & bid goodbye. collected my phone & bus-ed home . finally , my w980 is back :D miss it so muchzx! okays , im going off now. byes :D Labels: weird and different. ![]() |
Date: Wednesday, May 20, 2009 Time: 10:08 PM
school today was very tiring , i could fall asleep anytime . 4 periods of chinese intensive programme , still ok lor . after recess periods was totally free :D had survey & quiz . back to class at 1.30pm & released at 1.45pm :D lunched in school , went back for chinese remedials . after remedials , went opss to buy some sweets & biscuits . kunmiao & winnie went to bath , i change to my class T only . was bored in the canteen while waiting for night lessons to start . we played true or dare . LOL ! very fun & funny! shall not say much :D shiyun wasn't in school today , bitch! is so boring okays! ): night class & went home at around 7.45pm im getting back my w980 tomorrow ! superb happy! miss my phone so muchzx! baby didn't went deployment today . was messaging w him & currently on phone w him (: im going off to bed soon , veli de tired ! goodnights . Labels: changed. ![]() |
Date: Tuesday, May 19, 2009 Time: 3:50 PM
didn't want to attend school today , but F&N had 3 periods so dragged myself out of my bed . superb tired ): took back papers (: failed physics as expected & passed F&N thou just pass :D & chinese paper , i failed by 2 marks but not yet added totally :x hopefully , it could pull my marks up ): time today passed superb slow . taking back english papers tml (: & still thinking if i should attend school tml. had school till around 8 in the night ? -.-" busy tml ): & it's going to be tedious x.x" intensive chinese lessons starts tml , met MrLim for chem tml & chinese for night classes again. cool isn't it ? -.-' confirm will be like a dead fish once i reached home. baby told me a bad news , cool ! totally spoilt my mood , fcuk it! everytime cause of NS , bitch ! -'- tomorrow his deployment for 3 days 2 night . i've been bearing w every of his NS intructions & i don't have much limit to tolerating something. god knows , i've been kicking a big fuss out of just only an NS intruction . but , im pissed! because im unable to contact him & it could kill me alrdy . so what if we could contact during his breaktime . i don't have school ? i've to sleep too & can't expect me to wait till his break everytime rights! i'll burst into tears , sighs . & baby always said his fault his fault once i complained about it . fcuk it fcuk it fcuk it ! -'- i'm going crazy soon , real soon ! i don't want my emotions to be controlled over whatever things that happened to you. i hate my emotions to swing so easily because u told me something. but i can't , i'm helpless , because i fall too deep into you . Labels: bitch, im stressed up ![]() |
Date: Monday, May 18, 2009 Time: 4:05 PM
thanks huimin & kunmiao & shiyun . apologies to shiyun for my words just now , you know what i mean . totally disappointed with myself with my maths results , although i improved , but still not up to standard . had a little chat with shiyun on phone just now , she consoled me , thanks . i'll work harder i guess ? i hope i wouldn't give up because of a little setbacks . but my emotions aren't that stable yet , so shan't say much too . boyf had a hard time just now in the morning consoling me . i guess his having a headache about what i said too . i made him speechless , apologies to you too . i can't afford to fail anymore in my secondary 4 life . i don't have much time to waste & yet i'm still wasting time . craps isn't it ? i actually knew how much time we had left till N's & it's 14 weeks only . 2 more weeks to O's chinese , how fast time flies ? i know myself , how much i want to get to secondary 5 in 2010 . & i don't want to end up in ITE . i know ITE aren't a bad choice too , but i don't want myself to end up there . most people hope too isn't it ? but i don't understand , why i just don't have the motivation to study . till today , i know how sucks my results are because .. i took back 4 papers & i only passed 1 while 2 papers only borderline fail . if i haven't got careless mistake , i would have pass at least another paper . i'm going out soon , repair my phone. updates later . [edit] went out to meet yingsi at my house nearby bus stop . smoked & bus-ed down to J8 ; bishan . she's crapping during the trip , bitch her ! reached & went to repair my phone . i could only get my phone back 3 days ltr ): ): ): im sure to die w/o my precious w980 ! walked around after that since vivian-darh will only finish her lecture at 6pm . met santaisdead too (: he reached earlier thn vivian-darh. at around 6.30pm , she reached & came to look for us (: went pastamania , had dinner there . slacked , chitchatted too :D santaisdead went off earlier thn us. at around 7.30pm , went back home . thursday out w vivian-darh & yingsi too for my anniversary present . maybe giving baby it earlier i guess . isn't a big & expensive present , but is the thought that counts (: hope he like it ohs . he doesn't know about it . HAHAHA ! waited for baby till around 9pm+ then he called me. sleepy & tired . im off to bed early today i guess . [/edit] i wanna work hard on my examinations , but how ? there's no motivation , no determination . i need someone to coach on me . teach me ? Labels: i've let you down . ![]() |
Date: Saturday, May 16, 2009 Time: 11:10 PM
prepared & used comp while waiting for baby's message . went to mummy's shop to get $ from her to top up my ezlink (: thn mrt-ed down to baby's hse . slacked there awhile & waiting for baby's mummy to be back . baby got me the macdonald's pink cup dunno when , thanks alot my dear! muacks! went out at ardd 3+ , mrt-ed down to cityhall. went to raffles city to buy wallet from river islands , pretty! but baby dun think so x.x" nvrmind , different people different perspective LOL :x walked over to marina square , went eat claypot rice , nice! walked walked ardd marina square , went to a newly open store. baby quite addicted to it , using coins to catch soft toys -.-" & his so-in-to-his-dino soft toy LOL ! cnt stand him . waiting for that particular machine for nearly 45minutes ? baby asked me to help him change a 2$ coin but i changed a 5$ coin instead . thou i seriously don't like it , bt he happy jiu hao le , tsk waste of $ :x he keep talked abt his-dino-toy after we went out of that store . & he said he's going back nxt month after his pay to get his dino soft-toy LOL ! okays , nvrmind :x im not going to accompany him back to spend his $ :D went to the merlion there to slack slack awhile & bus-ed home . baby slpt throughout the journey , looks tired . stayed at my house awhile & he went to keep his brothers. im here now on msn w afew peeps ; shampoo , kiayee , shiyun & zhenghao (: baby told me to slp early , so goodnights! (: thru ups & downs in our relationship , i know how u felt towards me . u put me in your 1st priority , wanting me to be happy always . trying not to make me unhappy or cry . thanks baby , i.love.you. you're still my best boy. Labels: i'm happy being w you . ![]() |
Date: Friday, May 15, 2009 Time: 10:39 PM
so sorry i wished you only now , cause i was out the whole day. thou we're not that close already , bt still you're my lestie okays (: thanks for being so sweet towards mi . i still rmbbed that u bought chocolates for me every time u bypass shops in PS . & never failed to remember my birthday for the past 2 years. thanks for being with me when i'm down , my darkest periods. & thanks for ur colourful drawings , i still keep it nicely okays (: i wont forget how good u treat mi my dear . love you so much much (: meet up soon , imys! - girlf's outing! COOL :D met kunmiao , jolene , siewvoon & huimin at amk hub's sweettalk . bus-ed down to T1 , don't wish to eleborate , it seems taking a decade to reach there. LOL walked ardd T1 while waiting for ivy & jingwen to arrive. T1 is boring -.-" nth to walk & uni-clo(?) clothes not pretty at all -.-" didn't bought anything there , ate lunch/breakfast at saycheeze . food totally cmi . serving is so small -.-" walked over to century square to shop . bought a butterfly clip for 17$ & a bag for 33$ , im broke . LOL ! :x went to nearby pasamalam but siewvoon & jolene went home first , sad ): persuaded jingwen to stay with us & she agreed :D ivy , kunmiao , jingwen & me went to play bum bum car. LOL ! so fun & exciting okays! the effect is like oh-my-gosh ! hit my head once :x we played twice & ivy went off with her cousin o.o 3 of us went to TampMall to walk awhile & decided to mrt home . cabbed home w kunmiao after we reached amk . & thanks for ur baked potato :D yummy! btw , my legs are aching now ): outing w baby tml , maybe only to raffles city & home ? im not that sure . on msn chatting w xinminLestie! ♥ & baby slpt alrdy ): miss him so muchzx! Labels: xinmin lestie ♥ ![]() |
Date: Wednesday, May 13, 2009 Time: 11:16 PM ![]() |
Date: Time: 10:58 PM
horray ? LOL ! today had physics & maths paper 2 . physics sucks ! 1st qns i dunno how to do alrdy ): cfm get single digit de lorrrr ! maths paper 2 still okok (: after release , bus-ed to amk inter & trained down to find baby. bought lunch for him & myself , hungry okays! talked to him , jokes & played :D went home at ardd 4 , cabbed home from amk inter after that. too tired to walk home alrdy . wasted $ again ): talked to baby awhile only & went to slp . such a pig , slp so much alrdy still complained that his tired -.-" seriously , i cnt stand him . wth manzx! woke up & found baby out again , bt with his parents & we couldnt talk on phone la , niama . he'll be back home late . why always must i be waiting for his calls instead of him waiting of mine. i hate it manzx! sometimes really my mood becos of this & started swinging -.-" so pek chek ! somemore nxt week deployment . i hate this kind of ' waiting-for-someone-life '-.-' seriously ! im getting sick of it . zz gosh . studied abit for maths just nw :D paper 1 tml . hopefully , i would pass my maths , just pass i oso happy alrdy :x bless me okays! (: Labels: sicked and tired -.-" ![]() |
Date: Tuesday, May 12, 2009 Time: 4:50 PM
thanks to the cabbie -.-" drove superb fast thn sudden stop , wad-an-ass ! okays, im gonna slp ltr after my korkor came back . baby's slping i guess , he didnt pick up my phone call . LOL ! (: suchha pig , today so late wake up still slp , tsktsktsk! chem&geog today was seriously a killer , both papers. after each paper , ppl from 4G will started saying ' cui la cui la ' LOL ! keep repeating tey'll fail & bla bla bla ! work hard okayzx :D including me :x after papers , went for lunch , superb famished ): Mdm.Vijay came to teach us maths till around 2 & went off . went home after that , just reached home only . meeting baby tml after my papers :D hopefully , nth crops up in school . if not i only could meet him on thurs. & his booking in then . kunmiao , siewvoon , huimin & xueting's outing on friday! excited* hehehe! :D [edit] im so bored bored bored bored that i decided to came to blog. baby went out & i totally no mood alrdy . i didnt even touched my books & im too lazy to study alrdy . i gave up ? LOL i tink i'll be waking up at 5am to study instead . im hoping time would crawl faster so i could use comp zz ended up , is still the same same same thing , ewww! hate it. baby told mi he wont be back home late , 10 or 10+ will be home. ended up , 10+ thn go home -.-" by the time he reached home , i'll be sleeping alrdy . fcuked care . hate it ! ltr if we talked on phone , sure going to argue again since im not in a good mood anymore -.-' i think im lacking of calcium , im having PMS lately . LOL whatever , im finding things to do nw . [edit/] hey , shiyun . cheerups okays (: everything will be fine . dun worry la! study hard , dun give up okays (: u can score well , dun be lyk me :x cheerios! Labels: im trying my best to make my way back to your heart (: ![]() |
Date: Wednesday, May 6, 2009 Time: 10:50 PM
firstly , i've to thanks kristin ; HisBra for helping with the conversion of videos format (: really thanks alot! love you muchmuch! exams really made mi felt so tired -.-" been mugging for my ss , F&N this few days. today , i woke up at 5am today just to continue study for my F&N ended up , i guess only a mere pass or failed ? LOL ! nvrmind anyway , i've made my effort to study alrdy. & i've to thanks baby , kept on ' pushing ' me to study . thou i dun quite like it too , love you loads (: i noe , wadever u do , is all for my own good . thanks! went to thomson plaza with huimin after our papers to buy some stuffs. ended up , we didnt . LOL ! sorry huimin for wasting ur time & u freaking nvr reply my msg , u gonna die tml in school :D bought jellies & spin crackers for baby b4 heading to his house. didn't tell baby im gonna over actually (: cabbed over & called him , didnt surprise dao him thou . LOL but its okays la , at least can get to see him :D his legs are much better now , don't injure yourself again okays! slacked at baby's hse awhile , cabbed home at 4+ . bought food & went home :D on phone with baby since evening . LOL no papers tml & means that PE tml ): awwwwww ! i hate PE . im done with the video im gonna show baby :D ciaos! Labels: im happy with my life now (: ![]() |
Date: Friday, May 1, 2009 Time: 10:28 PM
i wonder uhs. & i wonder why would ours become lyk tt . it's so wonderful to have you , bt i didn't noe how to cherish. im seriously a failure in relationship ? sighs . it's just past 5months only & u said u wnna us forever , can it be ? woke up at 7am in the morning. prepared & went for maths tuition . daddy drove me to siewvoon's hse for chinese tuition at 10.30 really too tired & nearly dozed off . ate my lunch at siewvoon's hse b4 cabbing over to baby's hse. went 7-11 to buy baby's apple tea. he loves it :D went baby's hse after that . helped him with his lunch & we went back my hse to meet daddy & mummy. had dinner opp. my block . ivy's daddy drove ivy to my hse downstairs & ivy pass me the crunches( dunno isit this spelling ) for baby . thx ivy (: love you muchmuch! went back my hse baby used comp & we argued again . lols isn't it? ya my attitude sucks. is so unfair to you , u'r irritated . all cos of me , me & me !! ' cold war ' for like an hour ? or so. i dunno . we'r okays alrdy thn had another ' argue ' again . baby left & went to meet his fwens. i've nth to comment anymore . 我累了 .. 难到你不会吗? i've cried. suchha useless girl Labels: 我舍不得你走 ![]() |