Date: Tuesday, May 19, 2009 Time: 3:50 PM
didn't want to attend school today , but F&N had 3 periods so dragged myself out of my bed . superb tired ): took back papers (: failed physics as expected & passed F&N thou just pass :D & chinese paper , i failed by 2 marks but not yet added totally :x hopefully , it could pull my marks up ): time today passed superb slow . taking back english papers tml (: & still thinking if i should attend school tml. had school till around 8 in the night ? -.-" busy tml ): & it's going to be tedious x.x" intensive chinese lessons starts tml , met MrLim for chem tml & chinese for night classes again. cool isn't it ? -.-' confirm will be like a dead fish once i reached home. baby told me a bad news , cool ! totally spoilt my mood , fcuk it! everytime cause of NS , bitch ! -'- tomorrow his deployment for 3 days 2 night . i've been bearing w every of his NS intructions & i don't have much limit to tolerating something. god knows , i've been kicking a big fuss out of just only an NS intruction . but , im pissed! because im unable to contact him & it could kill me alrdy . so what if we could contact during his breaktime . i don't have school ? i've to sleep too & can't expect me to wait till his break everytime rights! i'll burst into tears , sighs . & baby always said his fault his fault once i complained about it . fcuk it fcuk it fcuk it ! -'- i'm going crazy soon , real soon ! i don't want my emotions to be controlled over whatever things that happened to you. i hate my emotions to swing so easily because u told me something. but i can't , i'm helpless , because i fall too deep into you . Labels: bitch, im stressed up ![]() |