Date: Thursday, July 30, 2009 Time: 4:00 PM ![]() today is th 30th & it means .. Happy 8th monthsary baby ! (: i've said what i wanted to say in the message already so shan't say much here . iiloveeyouu, dearest ! (: school today was alright , a very slacky day . English teacher & Maths teacher wasn't present. had free period for Maths but did some work too . English , Mr.K took over , he didn't teach much . is just so slack . LOL nothing much happen in school today but hilarious stuffs did happen , quite a number . chat w girlf(s) after school for awhile before heading home . ivy had her Oral today , so wish you luck kays! (: just hang the phone with baby around an hour ago , his back to his sleep now . suchha pig . anyway , i dreamt of Kim Hyun Joong & Kimbum ytdd but baby's message came in a wrong time ! grrrrrr ! it woke me up from my bestest & sweetest dream ever. omgzxz! i even dreamt that i know them both & got their numbers & went out w them . i think im nuts uhs! ): anyway , their so handsome , lee min ho too blinkblink* i want another dream like that again , hehehehe! i'll try to sleep later & see if i dream of them again . haha! i bet baby's jealous ;P updates again ^^ p/s ; i've just changed my blogskins but not fully done yet, will edit soon again. Labels: new blog skin (: ![]() |
Date: Sunday, July 26, 2009 Time: 9:05 PM
i'm lucky that tomorrow is only language paper & i know it's important too. i promise , i'll study after i blog :D woke baby up at 12 today & he prepared & nua at home ( confirm ! ) before he came over . he cabbed over , bought ivy's crunches too . so i'll be returning her tomorrow after school. i went to prepare & bused to amk hub w baby. NTUC shopping for food & tibits & blahblahblah . bought a "couple toothbrush" w baby! i think we're stupid la . cause we're using at different places -.-" he'll be using at camp while me in home . LOL . cabbed home cause we've got too much to take . rest awhile & went downstairs to buy dinner for family too . watched 4bia w baby too but not that scary anymore . i guess is because of the atmosphere & i watched it before already. baby went back camp already ): miss him ! only could see him on Saturday i guess , his going on deployment again . okays , i'll go & study now before baby nags me to sleep soon . yawns! 4 days more yeah babyboy! :D i want us, love birds. Labels: sweet ![]() |
Date: Saturday, July 25, 2009 Time: 10:37 PM
i'll blog first before showering. i just came home not long ago too. had tuition in the morning, mummy messaged me to bring brother to hospital . so went home prepared & cabbed down to KK hospital w brother. changed his medications & cabbed home , brother alighted & i cabbed to baby's house. was suppose to be sleeping on cab but taxi uncle kept talk non stop . i don't blame him thou as what he said really make sense . he talked about his family stuffs, baby & even me . he asked me to cherish baby but not to affect my studies too . told me that temper can't solve anything, only we have to use our brains. went up to baby's house, had chats w baby before we went to bed again . baby bought The Haunting tix yesterday at cineleisure , couple seats. i felt baby so sweet :D we was suppose to be awake at 4pm but we only managed to climb up at going 5pm. quickly prepared & rushed out. mrted & bused over to cineleisure. KFC for dinner & went for movies . it's not very scary thou but baby kept scare me during the show la , idoit! walked around & walked pass Youth Park . sat there awhile & chatted w baby . he told me a lot of stuffs before we mrted back to amk . so now , baby on phone w me now. Loves him to the max! i know he loves me too :D Labels: lovelove ![]() |
Date: Wednesday, July 22, 2009 Time: 6:13 PM
was released at 1.05pm for lunch. went up at 2pm & had our listening comprehension . without knowing, there's smoothing music playing before it started . & soon , everyone's head was on the desk. 3pm & we finally we woke up & started our exams. ended up 3.35pm ? went back class & started to pack our books , papers blahblahblah! 4Gallant's classroom was totally in a mess today & tml it'll be chaos . so i'll be going school early to see show. muahaha! so bad of me. & lucky us, none of us having classroom duties tomorrow. & i walked home again , bought some tibits too . im off to bed now , for my 1hour30mins - 2hour nap before i start studying again . having headaches ): wonder what's happening. goodnights all , all the best for me for my chinese O's paper . & i wish time could fly because i want to know my results on Aug 10 ): so i could concentrate on my other subs w/o worrying about it. Xueting, be grateful . grateful for all you have now before you lose it. grateful for the times you could spend w Glenn. T thou time will be getting lesser as times goes by because of exams & Ns but at least u could see him , kiss him & hug him. after a year + , you & Glenn. T will have wonderful days together alrdy isn't it ? so bear w it & be grateful for all you have now . i know you could do it. MuchLoves, & Jiayou! Labels: 8th month anniversary nearing. ![]() |
Date: Tuesday, July 21, 2009 Time: 1:28 PM
we'll definitely have mood swings, won't feel good even tearing and crying. i've lots to say, but i don't know how should i start off saying. is not becos im having mood swings im not feeling good or whatsoever. im feeling oh-so-fine (: we had some chats ytdd over messages. yeah, u told me what u want to tell me, what u wished that i could do . but , i did told u too what i want and what i can't do isn't it ? i know, it'll be hard for you and me, our lifes in the next few months or even years. whenever i argued w you , i'll be crying telling my friends how much i suffered when we argue . how much i wish u could show more concerned towards me . now i know, im not the worst of the worst. there's people even worst then me. at least i've you with me now, then people w/o their boyf or even future-husband. i seriously thinks that i cherished you more then how i cherished my ex-boyf(s) . i can see it for myself how much i pampered you w my all loves and concerned . who is my first priority ? is you . i know , is you when my exams are around the corner is still you the priority. when my friend told me that my life doesn't revolves only around you. my life is not only me & you. there other things in life that its not done & i should be doing it now. is just some emotions that you could controlled it well , but i guess is not me. i've my own attitude, my emotions that im unable to controlled it not as well as you. i have my own difficulties in doing some stuffs that i can't force myself to do it. im so sorry, i know you must have been disappointed again rights? i didn't controlled or tied you down , i must say. i still give you freedom isn't it ? i know i did , but maybe to you is not enough. tell me will you ? let me understand you more. sometimes your words could pricked me without your knowing sometimes, or is it you know ? & didn't even bother. i told you a thousand times, a million a zillion times before, that your actions and words affect me so much, spare a thought for me , will you ? everyone have their past, i have mine too . i won't blame you if that's the fact that it couldn't be changed. it's been 7months and nearing to 8months. 9 days more . the times u had with me, is not that long nor short. you gave me countless of minutes to get used to your life. but i have my own difficulties . i can't get thru my own barrier that i have. is something you'll never know , i don't know why too. but is an uncomfortable feeling a weird person maybe? a very super anti-social person i guess ? a weird & very super anti-social girlf you've got. lucky or unlucky? to me , dating consist only of 2 people , but maybe not for you because you told me before. we talked about this before a lot of times, but it seems useless . why ? how should i make this obstacle a easy one for us? to prevent us from more bickering , cold war. i've been cracking my minds to think about a solution but to no avail. someone just played a song that it will let me be reminded of you. & so sudden , i felt like your so far away but now , i miss where's your sweetest kiss ? your warmest hug ? that i im going now,school released already. byes i'll update again later if i can . remedials on today, so i guess i'll be skipping my lunch again. Remembering, you said to me i asked myself, in deep thoughts. ilys. Labels: a confession. ![]() |
Date: Sunday, July 19, 2009 Time: 8:59 PM
korkor is sick so i've to accompany them. only home at 2+ & managed to sleep at around 3 i guess. woke up at 12 , called baby at 12.30 . he only reached at around 4 & im alrdy back to my sleep. so well , only slacked around my house & we went down to buy dinner for the rest. his now sleeping , & i've got nth to do. you hardly understands me now, tell me what you want. you're still cold again. it's not what i want , u understand? drifted apart, but what can i say isn't it ? (: Labels: drifted apart. ![]() |
Date: Tuesday, July 14, 2009 Time: 5:53 PM ![]() |
Date: Sunday, July 5, 2009 Time: 10:54 PM
watched BOF , kimbum dam cuteeee & li min ho so handsome ! love them laa ! but i love my baby most , don't jealous okays? :D baby called & chatted w him on phone . ate my flu medicine , prepared & went out . was drizzling so cabbed to thomson plaza , wasted my 5$ . changed my maths test papers & cabbed back amk hub , wasted my 6$ . i hate rainy weathers , waste $ ): ): ): met huimin & dason , had chats w them before deciding to have desserts . had strawberry & chocolate flake ice & huimin had gui lin gao . Dason paid 5bucks & i paid for huimin's share & the rest . walked around lor , went foodcourt to have huimin's lunch/dinner . she's hungry. talked to them , joke around . 4 years we didn't saw each other alrdy . met Dason's korkor , played tarot cards . i don't believe ! definitely i don't! -.-" while walking home messaging w baby . walked in the rain , got drenched . went home, thn do 1 maths test paper & im on phone w baby now. babyboy , thanks for assuring me w your words just now . Labels: i want to be like this forever. ![]() |
Date: Thursday, July 2, 2009 Time: 9:02 PM
will you ? had 2 periods of maths , i finished my work :D thanks Kunmiao for coaching me some of the qns. hehe! PE today , the worst PE i ever had. LOL ! but i passed my 2.4km after 7months. as usual i started feeling giddy & whatsoever again . didn't manage to finish my food too. had lessons per normal . seriously chinese lessons is like so dam boring . LOL ! i don't understand what the teacher is teaching about , i guess everyone too. Mrs.Ess didn't came in class for SS lessons , so 4F & G was in a chaos today! boys having water fights , shouting & running about , girls gossiping here & there. went home earlier with Kunmiao even before bell ring. cabbed home w her , we're both very tired & lazy :x came home , having headache & went to sleep till baby called me. we chatted for only awhile & he had to do his duty alrdy. but we're still fine. i'm messaging with him now. during school , Shiyun told me that our school have 1 case of confirmed H1N1 . wonder will school close down ?but i hope not ): becos i won't be able to study at home. & prelims coming! shit ): buck up buck up ! Labels: it's not over. ![]() |
Date: Wednesday, July 1, 2009 Time: 4:37 PM
iloveyou, babyboy. school today was tiring ): slept only at 2am yesterday . woke up & called huimin , met her at school gate & went to class together . 1st week of school was definitely very slack cause no remedials & extra lessons yet . 2nd week of school will be tiring & there's more to come . with night class & tcher stressing us to study & study . tons of homework ! school will be ending at 2.35pm everyday too ): N's English oral will start on 14July if i didn't see wrongly . & O's Chinese oral will start nxt week , thursday. work hard okays, xueting! :D i'm halfway thru watching MyQueen , a nice show indeed :D so sweet & loving , envy them ! was flipping thru my tuition homework just now & i notice i've forgotten all abt circles! tuition tml , i'll be studying circles again . gonna sleep later too , & study chemistry in the night . gonna ask Jingwen or MrLim tml if im still not so sure abt it. i've promised baby to study hard & try all my best for my N's level . not going to disappoint him . & he promised to treat me if i pass my N's :D so .. i'm going to work hard! i know i've lots to catch up too. [edit] Double Happiness ? only slept at 6.30pm because was messaging w baby too. he told me we couldn't talk today , im fine w it . so we didn't argue . we can only talk on phone tml afternoon after my school . woke up at 7.45pm , dragged myself up because i've to study. ate dinner & went down to buy Pokka Greentea first :D studied 2 chap of my chem , so dam proud of myself . LOL ! yayness! Jingwen gonna test me tml , so i'll make sure i'll pass her test . i'll do baby proud rights baby ? (: i'm going to buck up on my maths as well , my circles ... omgzx! & studying physics tml . just a little bit of update , im on msn w vivian'darh & kris'luvluv . PE tml ): hate it ! baby is suffering in his deployment . poor thing ): [/edit] Labels: you said you still love me . ![]() |