im starting to feel the tensed feeling that's happening around me now. with the dates of when prelims & N's level will commence , shocked. im not still in the mood for studying yet. how? who'll help me? i could still sleep my evening away waking up at 8.45pm . & i could also still watch BOF for the whole afternoon after i reach home. study hard, study smart < how many people have been telling me this ? to work hard, not to give up since it's only 3months more. i've to study 3months more & i've got all my freedom i wanted all along. but why i just can't do it? i felt so irritated by school work . i've been trying hard to study, to keep myself concentrated w my school work & homework. someone help me please, i think even baby wouldn't be able to help ): im not yet done w my F&N coursework, i've to do soon . school today was fine, nth happen . went over to eat lunch w girlfs in the afternoon & went home. i need to complete at least some of my coursework now. meeting baby tml , he might be coming to fetch me after school depends what time he book out. loves him. bye!