im blogging now at this time because i only slept for 3hours & i just woke up not long . came online , i've to rest my brains you see. yawns, seriously im tired . i can't wait to forget all my ss stuffs that is stuck inside my brains now. oh no , better not forget it before i reaches school or before exams start ): hope it's easy & i won't fail again if not i'm gonna cry till i die. English paper 2 was much more difficult compared to Chinese paper 2 . i hope i'll do well in my Chinese , but i doubt so for English . still hope for the best :D had lunch again w girlf(s) , went home after that , slept till 8pm . watched my BOF & dinner till 9pm . studied till 2.30 in the morning & i went to bed , woke up at 5.30 am. bathed & now im here :D baby have not yet replied me , i'm not sure if he slept alrdy but i hope not ): i miss him so much you see . anyway , baby was accompanying me yesterday too , love you loads my dear . kays , i better stop now , if not i won't be able to reach school on time . byebye! i'll be back at 9.30am after my papers .
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i reached home at 10.30am today & watched BOF till 12plus. went to sleep till 5 , called baby :D we chatted till 8pm & he went for his deployment , having night duty again poor baby ): on msn w huimin . me & baby , both struggling about something . i wish he didn't bother about my feelings & do whatever he want . i don't want to be a burden of his , i don't want. Huimin asked me , do you want to be w him forever ? answer this & stick to it forever . baby , i want to be with you forever , give me the determination . we'll walk thru it forever , kays? tml is the day , 8th month anniversary. imissyou so much.
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if im by your side now , i'll hugs you & plant a kiss on your lips , telling you , it's okays . we'll be happy in the future. we'll be , forever.

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