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Date: Tuesday, July 21, 2009 Time: 1:28 PM
we'll definitely have mood swings, won't feel good even tearing and crying. i've lots to say, but i don't know how should i start off saying. is not becos im having mood swings im not feeling good or whatsoever. im feeling oh-so-fine (: we had some chats ytdd over messages. yeah, u told me what u want to tell me, what u wished that i could do . but , i did told u too what i want and what i can't do isn't it ? i know, it'll be hard for you and me, our lifes in the next few months or even years. whenever i argued w you , i'll be crying telling my friends how much i suffered when we argue . how much i wish u could show more concerned towards me . now i know, im not the worst of the worst. there's people even worst then me. at least i've you with me now, then people w/o their boyf or even future-husband. i seriously thinks that i cherished you more then how i cherished my ex-boyf(s) . i can see it for myself how much i pampered you w my all loves and concerned . who is my first priority ? is you . i know , is you when my exams are around the corner is still you the priority. when my friend told me that my life doesn't revolves only around you. my life is not only me & you. there other things in life that its not done & i should be doing it now. is just some emotions that you could controlled it well , but i guess is not me. i've my own attitude, my emotions that im unable to controlled it not as well as you. i have my own difficulties in doing some stuffs that i can't force myself to do it. im so sorry, i know you must have been disappointed again rights? i didn't controlled or tied you down , i must say. i still give you freedom isn't it ? i know i did , but maybe to you is not enough. tell me will you ? let me understand you more. sometimes your words could pricked me without your knowing sometimes, or is it you know ? & didn't even bother. i told you a thousand times, a million a zillion times before, that your actions and words affect me so much, spare a thought for me , will you ? everyone have their past, i have mine too . i won't blame you if that's the fact that it couldn't be changed. it's been 7months and nearing to 8months. 9 days more . the times u had with me, is not that long nor short. you gave me countless of minutes to get used to your life. but i have my own difficulties . i can't get thru my own barrier that i have. is something you'll never know , i don't know why too. but is an uncomfortable feeling a weird person maybe? a very super anti-social person i guess ? a weird & very super anti-social girlf you've got. lucky or unlucky? to me , dating consist only of 2 people , but maybe not for you because you told me before. we talked about this before a lot of times, but it seems useless . why ? how should i make this obstacle a easy one for us? to prevent us from more bickering , cold war. i've been cracking my minds to think about a solution but to no avail. someone just played a song that it will let me be reminded of you. & so sudden , i felt like your so far away but now , i miss where's your sweetest kiss ? your warmest hug ? that i im going now,school released already. byes i'll update again later if i can . remedials on today, so i guess i'll be skipping my lunch again. Remembering, you said to me i asked myself, in deep thoughts. ilys. Labels: a confession.  |