Mummy, although you won't read my blog( of cause duh! ) but i still wanna tell you, thanks for being with me all this while. Being your daughter for the past 16years, I'm seriously happy enough. Although sometimes I'll be angry w you over some stuffs or rather throwing tantrum when I'm a little girl? You never fail to make me smile again with other things . You gave me love , concern & care that's priceless. you spend lots of $ on my tuition fees :x i know it all & I'm gonna repay it to you ( definitely ) when I'm an adult . I know, maybe ( i do still pin some hopes ) , my N's results will be a disappointment to you, but I've tried my best to everything before my papers. lovesxs! :D
Work today was tiring! I'm facing the computer for around 5hours+ non stop ?! i can do it in the past, but not now, wondering what's wrong. Maybe I'm facing games so time passes damn fast & i don't feel tired at all, but now it's all different. Only manage to take a rest at around 6+ before i could knock off at around 7.30pm or 7.45? I'm so superb happy after work , duh! & bus-ed home w LiJing :D Goldfish never fail to make me laugh when I'm working especially when I'm dead tired & JunJie never fails to treat me packets of gummies thou i still reject him most of the time ! Working full shift on monday, die die die, I'm gonna die for sure. but $ soon gonna roll in :D love it!
Read a girl's blog just now that Shiyun gave me before. let me know about things that i never know before. I find myself too blissed with things around me till i didn't know to cherish. Sometimes i do wanna cherish something but sometimes i really think it's not my fault. We're both understanding person ( yes, abit BHB thou ) but i just want you to understand me more. No, i didn't say you don't understand me but i just want you to understand me more . I kept quiet, because i know till the end, i'll be the one suffering once we started arguing. I can look as thou i don't give a damn, but deep down, you know? who knows? only me, i know it myself how I'm feeling.
i can cry a million times before, is just you didn't know about it.