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Date: Wednesday, December 30, 2009 Time: 11:25 PM
Yesterday, went over to chalet to look for baby. Bought a cake from Secret recipe before i bused over. When i reached, baby's sleeping so woke him up & he accompany me a little awhile. Stayed till around 8+, after the cutting cake session then i went off. homed at around 9+ ? Then baby's drunk after i left. So well, i slept at around 1+. Kinda tired yesterday. Woke up at around 10+ today. Prepared & used comp. Watched Hi My Sweetheart & left for school. Had bridging problem for like an hour? Bought books & bused over to Auntie's salon for a hair cut. My hair is so short now ): but it's okay uh. Head home. Bathed & went out again. Bused to Bukit Timah Plaza to order some stuffs then went home again. Busy day! LOL :D On phone w baby now. Hope things remains the same like now. Countdown w baby tomorrow (:  |
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Date: Tuesday, December 29, 2009 Time: 12:34 PM
Out with SiewVoon again yesterday. Met her at NorthPoint & headed to Sakae for our dinner. We had buffet & greedy us ordered 3x plates just the 2 of us. Ate till our stomach nearly burst! Shopped around Northpoint & headed to Popular again. Bought our stuffs then went off. Saw Deon on bus. Had a chat w him & he alighted. Went back home after that. I doubt i'll be going anywhere today also since something happen now! that seriously spoil my mood again! Fcuk! If you promised you wanna change & i said i'll change my pace too to be w you then why i can't change too? When i'm trying to do something to show you, why can't you just understand me? oh seriously, we can't understand each other well. that's all . |
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Date: Sunday, December 27, 2009 Time: 11:45 PM
Yesterday, i was with baby. He came over in the morning & left at night. Baby slept till around 1+ & had his lunch that i bought for him. Used comp & i slept till around 4+ 5pm before baby disturbed me & i got so irritated! ): Woke up & prepared, kind of bicker w him to decide what to eat for dinner, sucks big time! Spoil mood! Bused to J8 to have Pastamania for the first time ( w baby! ) . Bought salad home for tomorrow's breakfast :D Walked about J8 & shop around. Didn't bought anything thou, bused back home after that. Argued w baby before he left my house. Seriously, spoil mood again! Had some talks w baby & decided to give each other another chance. I guess, it's fair for both of us this way round. Today, woke up around 11+, Shiyun called & chat w her till around 1+ & after that Siew Voon called again! Decided to go SSC w her , bathe & prepared! I saw red little spots on my body & i'm suspected to have chicken pox! Because Korkor's down w chicken pox now! Argh ): Hopefully not , shall see tomorrow then! Daddy drove us there & we shop abit at Cotton On. Daiso after that & Ajisen Ramen for dinner. Not that great! Sucks. Popular for stationary & some note book. Spend 1hour+ there for just a few pens! Shutter bus to NorthPoint & shop for some hair accessories but found none. Head back to Hub & then home. Baby's sleeping now, as usual, & his heading to chalet that he & his friends organised tomorrow. Doubt we'll be meeting too so , I'll be meeting Siew Voon tomorrow after her work :D Back to NorthPoint to get meimei's school bag & back to hub again! Tsk! |
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Date: Saturday, December 26, 2009 Time: 12:49 AM
Blogging at this hour, it's obviously isn't me. I seldom blog at this hour somemore when it's time for me to sleep! Haven't been sleeping early recently also. Yes, I'm not feeling very well now. As in yeah, close friends will know what happen. When outsiders see , they'll think & envy(that's what they told me) how happy me & my boyfr is, but we're not i guess? Yes, we've changed. For the better or worst? Hey boy, you told me you gonna change, but i've seen nothing till now! I've not been feeling very happy recently or whatever. Why isit happening all this again & again? when it's not suppose to be happening? After you're back from Taiwan, shouldn't things get sweeter & not being like that? Why I'm not being treated the way I'm suppose to be treated? I've sacrifice a lot for you already, but why aren't you? Just this few days, so many things happened. Can't you see it all? Or should i tell you one by one? Let's not say comparing. But when i reads others blog, why they are so happy w their boyfr/girlfr? or should i say I'm also that outsider that couldn't see what's really happening in their relationship? Anyway, after this post, i wouldn't know if he still reads my blog, but just keep your comment to yourself. p/s ; l e t m e g o i f y o u w a n n a . T e l l m e s t r a i g h t. |
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Date: Friday, December 25, 2009 Time: 12:59 PM
Merry Xmas to all! & baby, Merry Xmas :D Yesterday went countdown with Ivy & co. at town. Went out in the morning to exchange present w them except Winnie's . Do a little of shopping & cabbed home with Ivy. Slept till around 4pm+, woke up & do my iTouch/Handphone stuffs . Changed & prepared, bused to J8 to meet up with SiewVoon & Ivy. Went to look Siewvoon's Mummy to trim eyebrow & they did a little of make up. I went to get my belt & we mrt-ed to Wisma to look for Kunmiao . Headed to Food Republic for dinner/lunch. Went to 7-11 to get spray cans & went MacDonalds to drink something. Walked over to Ion Orchard for countdown. After 12, all became wild, damn superb fun! :D Headed home after taking some group photos but all turn out not very nice. A fun Merry Xmas with Ivy & co :D Gonna out with Siewvoon later for a little shopping for school . Just woke up not long ago & I've yet to eaten my lunch. Damn hungry! Gonna find some food now :D Byebi! |
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Date: Wednesday, December 23, 2009 Time: 2:35 PM
Went to Fep & Taka yesterday with the girls :D Met Ivy at bus-stop & took bus over to Fep! Bought a heels & 2 clothes :D Bought Kunmiao's christmas present too ! It's long since i shop! Shiok :D Walked over to Taka, met up with Kunmiao & Siewvoon. We parted our ways because we're gonna get christmas present for each other! Ivy bought her school shoes & i bought her christmas present too, Jingwen's & Winnie's too. then headed home. Nothing much. heheh! Doubt i'll be going out today too. I've been heading out continuously for the past few days, time to have a little rest before tomorrow's Christmas countdown! :D Oh yeah, I need to find my pencil box! So ridiculous that i lost my pencil box at home! Getting pissed because i need my thumbdrive so badly now! I want to start doing my iTouch stuffs because i haven't start using them at all! Damn it! My hands getting itchy on that iTouch ): Oh yeah, Grats baby successfully signed on (: His signing his contract now i guess, because he haven't contact me yet since 2pm(?) i think. He should be busy. Shall talk to him later about the count down thingy! It's long since we have a nice date, my dear (: |
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Date: Monday, December 21, 2009 Time: 8:49 PM
Since not much people is reading my blog, i guess i shan't update much too. Just getting lazy to blog when i see no people tagging & it seems so dead ): I went to get my iTouch yesterday(Sunday) with parents & maid. Daddy drove us to Ion Orchard & went epi center. Damn happy when i bought my iTouch but till now, i haven't used it yet. Tsk! Shall wait for korkor to help me with it or i guess i'll screw it! Back to Amk & NTUC for some shopping & back home! Thanks daddy for buying me an extra batt for my Aino! & Mummy for paying some $ for my iTouch! :D Loveyou! Head out in the morning, met Siewvoon on bus & Kunmiao in school with Ivy too :D Hand up our forms & we parted. Siewvoon, Kunmiao & Me went queensway shopping center while Ivy went home. Bought our bags & school shoes there. Headed to Mac for lunch & Siewvoon left. Me & Kunmiao headed to the nearest Ikea for some shopping! Bought X'mas gifts for girlf(s) & left around evening. The gifts is damn heavy & we lost our way. We couldn't find the bus-stop & in the end, we got home safely too :D Just woke up not long ago, superb tired! ): Guess baby's calling me soon(?), not sure too. Gonna watch my Autumn's Concerto ep 12 now :D Byebi! p/s ; I've learn to be strong & live for myself. |
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Date: Saturday, December 19, 2009 Time: 9:04 PM
Yeah, didn't have the time to update till today . oh no actually i'm still not that free but anyway, I'll just update alittle (: Well, I'm promoted & gotta buck up next year already. Till then, i guess I'm still enjoying myself to the fullest! :D Went out with Ivy, Kunmiao & Siewvoon yesterday, met at 7pm, Shaw. Had Japan cuisine, big serving & nice. Worth it! Thanks Kunmiao for the treat :D walked about & shop around, only me didn't buy any clothing ): Disappointing but it's okay. After much consideration, went to Each A Cup & bought drinks, sat down till around 11+ before cabbing home. Saw Liteng & some actor there too. On-call cab despite the midnight charges because there's no cab around -.-' Damn irritated! Reached home around 12+ & I got a good progress award! Damn happy! Slept at around 2+ i guess? Not quite sure too. Finally i bought my SE Aino white ! :D Ah gong bought it for me! Thank you. I know this phone must cost you a bomb because i bought it w/o contract :x Damn happy now & still settling w my phone stuffs. My w980 is still not back yet, wondering why is it like that ): I hope my SE Aino won't give me any problems anymore :D Love it! Next gonna be my iTouch :D Mummy & uncle buying it for me, can't wait too! Half way thru packing my room just now, just threw away some stuffs & I'm not yet done. I better go continue packing my room before parents scold me ! Byebi! |
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Date: Friday, December 18, 2009 Time: 10:37 AM
Today is the official day that they'll release our N's result! Seriously, I'm having a mindset that i'll never pass my N's level but still I'm still very worried because this isn't the result that i want at the end of the day. Any minute before my results gotta release, I'll still pray hard ): but still quite worrying & scary. Since yesterday, butterflies started flying around my stomach, so uncomfortable ): Please, don't spam my phone & ask me for my results thou i know some will because they already told me they'll keep spamming me with phone calls . I'll go bonkers if i fail :x go jump down from building. hahaha! i still hope everything goes well today & i'll be able to have my SE Aino, iTouch, 100$ & lots more freedom! If not, I'll say byebye to my SE Aino & iTouch ): I'm left with 3hours + . Sighs. Updates later (: |
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Date: Thursday, December 17, 2009 Time: 2:04 PM
When i took a step closer, you take a step back. It's the same when it happens to you. We came to this end when i really can't make a decision. Continue or move on? Memories of us came to my mind, can you remember any of it? I'm having a confusion between reality & illusion, who else can i look for? I thought i wasn't being bothered by it, but i was quite wrong. I can be cold towards my environment but not you. You said everything to me, now , again , tell me everything . 天灰灰 , 会不会 ,让我忘了你是谁 ? |
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Date: Sunday, December 13, 2009 Time: 9:52 PM
Went to meet Marcus on Saturday for Pastamania at Paris Ris. Good right me go all the way to Paris Ris to treat him lunch because that's what i owe him! Anyway, finish eating & headed home after that. His damn bad you know! He kept on saying I'm so short I'm so short! Damn badd! His like laughing at me all the way ): Saw Numbnuts'mike(?) on the way home. Damn cute & chubby looking! Slacked all the way ): Baby's back today! :D went over to find him in the early afternoon. At his house till evening & we headed out for Subway. Baby's treat! :D Thanks baby! I eat the bread & baby ate my cookies only. Went home & his at my house dota-ing now! So damn crap! & I'm here blogging on my another comp. His gonna meet his friend later & Baby's coming over tomorrow instead of me going over so it means i can sleep till kinda late! Most prolly heading down to town too :D Long time since we headed there together! Gotta get going, I'm bored! p/s ; i would remain everything like that. It's so perfect. |
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Date: Friday, December 11, 2009 Time: 10:29 AM
Went out yesterday with Huimin, Jason & JunJie . Meet Huimin 1st on bus, stupid bus drive so fast make me run like crazy woman like that -.-" Went to redraw $ cause i gotta my pay!! Mrt-ed to PS to get cake from Secret Recipe & chocolate bars for colleagues from Mark & spencer( i don't know the spelling? ) . Bought a card from Precious Thots too . Headed to starbucks & have my Caramel frap! Loving it :D Huimin says not bad. hhees! decided to leave at around 5+ . head over to her house & read some bitch blog. LOL damn funny -.-" Jason came over awhile later, shocked to see me at her house. haha! then bused to TPY inter . Waited for JunJie to knock off & headed for dinner & homed :D Can't wait! NewMoon tonight :D Baby's back on Sunday! I'm gonna disturb him till his irritated with me but he says if i disturb him , he'll throw me out his house ): but who cares right?! chou ren! you made me waited for you for so long, it's my turn for revenge already! Faster come back la! & don't go there find zharborh okay! I smack you until you don't know who am i. HAHAH ! miss him damn freaking much my dearest ass! :D Love you truck loads ! Muacks! :D |
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Date: Wednesday, December 9, 2009 Time: 10:36 AM
Awww! wonder why my blog is so dead & there's no tag since 2 days ago ): tag okay! Hmm, Work was fine yesterday, nothing much. As usual, i made mistake. Seriously i'm wondering what's wrong with me thou i keep telling myself i've to stay alert & not so blur all the time . Sighs. Thanks JunJie for the KitKat treat too! :D so paiseh when he give me that x.x" Anyway, today's my last day of work already. Cool! Guess, I'm gonna tell In-Charge later on, that if they need help, just give me a call & I'll help them. HAHAHA ! I hope i won't make any mistake later on. It's long since i knocked off work at 7+ 8+pm, i hope i can knock off as early as this time today. Pray! I've nothing to blog already, I'll update later. Byebi! [edit] Again, Thanks JunJie for your little treats today (: & for accompanying me the whole day too ( his sitting beside me ) . Thanks Rina for your chocolates :D I'll get you yours soon too, Friday okay! :D I guess i'll miss working there but not with certain people there. Pissed! Who cares!? Baby haven't called me yet, i guess his not back . Yawns! I'm getting tired. Update again tomorrow after I'm back home. It's time to have a good rest & enjoy tomorrow. Meeting Huimin for chilling session & JunJie for dinner after his work :D |
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Date: Tuesday, December 8, 2009 Time: 9:37 AM
I just woke up by a phone call argh! If not i'm able to sleep for 30mins more ): It means a lot okay! I'm so damn tired each day after work, sibei sianzx! Yay! Tomorrow last day of work :D I'm free finally & I'm working afternoon shift tomorrow & of cause, today. So damn happy! Yawns! I'm tired again -.-" work yesterday till 11+ as usual, asked Daddy to fetch me & we headed home :D Lucky i don't have to cab or whatever, that makes me waste $ ): hopefully today, I'll be able to go home early! Anyway, work yesterday was fine only when i stand for the whole morning, I'm seriously dying from leg ache & backache. Why am i so weak? fcuk. Thanks JunJie for your sourrr sweet & cake thou i didn't eat it, appreciated! (: 5 days more before baby's back! :D i seriously can't wait! I miss him damn freaking much ): His out to field camp again for 3days, so i won't be able to receive his phone calls this 2 days. I guess, at least, I'm quite used to it already. & work's keeping me occupied. Lovechu, baby! I find myself so stupid & retarded, seriously! Huimin knows why ): I hate myself being like that! I shouldn't be like that isn't it?! Dumb, Xueting! |
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Date: Sunday, December 6, 2009 Time: 10:28 AM
Today, Baby daddy's birthday. Well, Happy birthday! Just message Baby mummy's to ask her to pass the message to him. hahaha! Baby called me yesterday to remind me to message her. LOL :x & i think i failed to do something for baby . Sorry my dear (: I told you yesterday the reason already. Don't be disappointed okay? Loveyou loadsss! Just received some songs from JunJie thru msn just now . It's nice :D I'm gonna to my maternal parent's house in awhile time. Byebi! Updates again later . Please tag uhs! ): Blog's so deaddddddddd. argh. [edit] Went to Maternal parent's house and slept there as I'm very tired because I was woken up by a nightmare ! Argh! Woke up by baby's phone call & chatted for a little while before i went to prepare & head out with my mummy. Cabbed to Toa Payoh's Kiddy palace to buy sister's swimsuit then cabbed home after that. Ate dinner & I'm here now!! So damn boring! ): I'm damn craving for SweetTalk's MilkTea with Pearl or On phone with SiewVoon & she's counting her money again & again . Talking about $ issues again & again. I'm so so so bothered by it too ): ): ): $$$$ where are you ?!?! I think I'm richer when I'm studying compared to now! Argh! Daddy&Mummy, I want daily allowance pleaseee ): |
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Date: Saturday, December 5, 2009 Time: 8:56 PM
Hello peeps! :D I'm here to blog again. It's quite a miracle I'm home on Saturday. I couldn't find anyone to head out today because everyone have their own programme & me the pathetic one was stuck at home today. Well, I've a sudden crave for caramel frap from Starbucks ): anyone willing to get it for me? :x Baby's not in Singapore ( i think i've said it a lot of times since the day he went Taiwan ) so no one will get it for me . Wanted to chills at starbucks just now but stupid Huimin doesn't want so well, stayed at home then. Was sneezing nearly for the whole day but it got better after i took a nap in the afternoon. Yes, I'm damn tired! Till now, although i just woke up not long ago, I'm still feeling sleepy & my body is aching badly now. Guess i didn't sleep well just now. I downloaded Twilight saga:New Moon just now from a website & the quality sucks thou so didn't watch it in the end. I want to watch it from the cinema but then, everyone have their own programmes everyday so they don't have any more spare time. No, i don't want to watch it in the cinema alone ): sounds zibi eh! Anyone wanna catch it with me?! Sounds very pathetic! Now, i'm starting to wonder will i regret to tender my resignation letter so early because I'm afraid i've nothing to do each day & will complain to baby everyday. But anyway, I'm quite lucky because Baby having 1 week of block leave after his back from Taiwan. I hope it's true & don't dua me, NS always do this kind of stuffs. Hate it! I'm so bored, talk to me on msn!!!! p/s ; baby! call me soon you ass! Imys! |
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Date: Friday, December 4, 2009 Time: 11:45 PM
After i tender my resignation letter, work for me became more tedious -.-" imagine working everyday morning shift till the nights. that really sucks, to me uhs ofcos ! ): & i just gotta home at around 9+ today. Sighs, bus-ed home w Lijing as usual. Monday working at 9am. Faint* Nothing much happened to me recently anyway ^^v Life's good but if baby's around, that's even better. 3 days more before i officially resign, seriously i can't wait for it to end real soon because i'm really dead tired everyday ): on msn now, & gonna off real soon. Baby called me just now when i'm eating. Had a little chat w him & we hang ): miss him damn much. Come back soon okays ? Baby seems alright over there, i guess his used to the environment & everything there. That's something pleasant to hear! Was suppose to watch movies w Kunmiao, Siewvoon & Ivy but last minute they cancelled it, so well didn't managed to watch case 39 today & not saying about my Twilight saga: New Moon. I've to stop blogging now because i've practically nothing to blog about. Just come here to blog something & please tag or click my nuffnang ads ): damn pathetic when my blog's dead . |
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Date: Wednesday, December 2, 2009 Time: 10:26 PM
Worked today was okay, not as bad but i only managed to knock off at around 9.15pm? & i work from morning 9.30am. Had a talk w my In-Charge & i resign already. I've to type out a resignation letter which Yong is helping me now & I've to work till next Wednesday . After that, I'm free! & gonna enjoy my holidays to the fullest before getting N's results in any case that i didn't do well ! I can't wait seriously to stop working & to meet up with Siewvoon or whoever who wanna meet me! :D :D :D Baby finally called just now! So damn happy to receive his call & i thought he forgotten about me or found another girl there! ): But well, i told him I decide to fetch him from airport just now on the day when his back in Singapore! Baby knows about my feeling, he knows what I'm thinking. I guess baby's worried if people bullied me at work because suddenly i told him i resign a minute ago. Seriously, he reads me like a book, he knows if i cried or not, whether I'm upset/angry/happy. Contented (: I'm working morning shift tomorrow, sucks! I've to sleep early & wake up early too. I hate it! Bear with it, Xueting! Last 5 days! Chills! It's better then 1x days left isn't it?! (: |
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Date: Tuesday, December 1, 2009 Time: 11:09 PM
At first, i thought it's only 2 weeks & 2 days , it'll past in a blink of eye but now , I'm wrong. Totally wrong with this kind of thinking. I'm very miserable & feeling very terrible now. I hate being like that but i can't stop myself from being like this! When i walk on streets, i saw couples holding hands being sweet towards each other, i'll think of you . When i hear the songs playing on my computer, I'll miss you. Whenever someone open the door, I'll think it's you who came to give me a surprise but it's all illusion. It's all one sided. Why am i thinking so much & missing you like a crazy woman who needs to be admitted to IMH ( abit kua zhang but who cares ? ) I'm on msn with Huixuan'wifey, she told me a lot . She ask me to cry if i really wanna cry but i can't . I can't be so weak . No i can never be this way, i must stay strong for the sake of me & baby. i shouldn't let him worry about me . Apart from this, I've lots more to worry about. I've to worry about my pay & everything. Being sick is also a crime? Why can't humans be sick just because they're working? Can i predict the future & tell people that i know i'll be sick tomorrow so i'm taking an MC in advance. wtf ? that's nonsense seriously. I had enough, i don't like working in this environment. I'll quit my job, if it's possible tomorrow. I'd breach my contract & give up everything now including the present i wanna buy for baby. I'm sorry dear, I've let you down because i couldn't carry on the plan that i had in mind now. I'm sorry to let you celebrate a birthday that's not happy. I'm not a good girlfriend, I'm sorry. I miss you, Baby. Call me soon, I need you to keep me going on & on. p/s ; it's 12.01 now, I've left with 287 hours 59 mins more before i could see you. |
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Date: Time: 1:33 PM
Today, the start of the month again & let's do the countdown & lets see what's my plan for this month! :D - 4/5 dec , movie with Siewvoon & Ivy (?) - 10 dec , PAY DAY ! ! ! ! ! - 12 dec , Out to town to find baby's present again ( must get a perfect & suitable one! ) - 13 dec , baby's back from Taiwan / fetch him from airport :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D - 18 dec , N's level results ( I think so ) - 24 dec , last day of work + Christmas count down! anyone wanna go w me? :x - 31 dec , Count down! :D i think this month i still have a lot of free time , you know! I still wanna more programmes coming up this last month before my school starts again ): but work is taking up too much of my time & i don't have enough cash anymore & a lot people is working now. I don't want to start banking out $ from my bank account anymore! I still have 50bucks with me in my wallet but after going to the doctor later, i guess half of it will be gone ): Mummy say she's not gonna pay for me this time round! Tsk! |