Now, i'm wondering ..
how true are you to me now? how much effort you're putting into this relationship? Or rather, maybe in the first place, i shouldn't have pin high hopes that you'll put effort into this relationship at all. Why i have that feeling again & again? Are you lying to me? Why it seems that you're or maybe you'll say i don't trust you enough. But things you do, really made me feel this way. Now i regret everything, i seriously do.
I wouldn't care if you read this post or not. I'm sorry. I wouldn't know what feeling you'll have after reading this. Be it you felt relieved or you'll think about what happened between us. I guess, by then, I'm numb, Totally.
p/s; T h e l a s t t i m e , l e t m e g o i f y o u d o n t l o v e m e a n y m o r e . I t w i l l h u r t l e s s t h i s w a y & i w o u l d n t m i n d a n y m o r e . y o u w i l l b e b e t t e r o f f w i t h o u t m e. I m s u r e o f t h i s . T h e y a r e m o r e i m p o r t a n t t o y o u i n y o u r h e a r t.
Imma failure when i can't even know who is more important & whose not in your heart. but now i know, i'm aint your important person anymore. No more secures from you.
Not to regret, but to look back to those times we had together.

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