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Date: Tuesday, March 30, 2010 Time: 8:01 PM
iloveyou. Day was fine till P.E lessons. Having 2.4km run, after that run, i totally felt so .... sucks! I nearly vomited but nothing come out. So well, drank water & ate during recess. After recess, went general office & called my mummy. I wanna go home! Argh ): I can't take it anymore. Brother came over instead, cabbed me home & i slept till around 5+pm. Woke up with a terrible headache, damn terrible! Ate my dinner & I'm here. Feeling much better now :D Most prolly gonna school tomorrow, having F&N coursework remedial tomorrow. Kay shall go now. On msn with Huimin. p/s ; Thanks Ah voon & Jingwen for buying food for me :D Thanks Huimin & Shiyun for taking my bag down :D Thanks Ivy for feeding me when my hand is numb, potential Mummy-to-be. HAHA! Thanks Jingwen for taking my things for me :D Thanks Chengwee for the cup of water when i nearly vomited :D  |
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Date: Monday, March 29, 2010 Time: 9:33 PM
Saturday, head out with baby. Movies at PS & went kiap toys(as usual, his favourite). Kinda irritated with baby! He kept spending his money on those games, I don't like la! But I've got no choice ): Went for movies, Kidnapper. Nice movie but ... too exaggerating . Had dinner at Burger king :D Baby didn't eat thou, he ate at home before we head out. Went back to kiap toys till around 10+pm & only left when baby had 2 Jackpots. His gonna go back for another 2 more when he get his pay! Gonna kill him for that. Mrted home & baby stayed over again :D He went home on Sunday, accompanying his mother & me slacking at home doing nothing. Messaging with Huimin & Baby. Nothing much. School today was great today. Nothing much but there's homework. Skipped tuition again, rainy days is nice for sleeping. Slept till around 7+pm & ate my dinner. Revised 2chap for maths, did my Geog & Chem homework. Gonna continue with my F&N coursework now but it seems so damn boring. & I'm having headache again ... Damn it! ): Tomorrow .... remember? (: |
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Date: Thursday, March 25, 2010 Time: 11:00 PM
This 2 days, I'm having a high achievers programme conducted by Coach Elgin, Shaun & Ruby . They're very good coach, humorous too :D I had fun for both days, didn't regretted going for that programme :D They're coming back during our Junes holiday & if I'm not mistaken, before O's . I think Coach Elgin motivated me a lot, so gonna buck up & work hard too! I believe Sec5(s) were motivated too. Hahah! Some went to sleep at 10pm ( those on msn ) for the 8hours of sleep coach Elgin said about. Anyway, I'm gonna bed now, with my mood like so damn fcuked up. I don't know what to say, I'm speechless. Maybe now, i know your feelings then. Stuck in between with no solutions for a win-win situation. I don't know what else I can do now, because I'm really with no solutions. Yes no boyfr can allow/bear with this* you have to bear with. But I've things I've to bear w when other girlfr(s) don't have to. We're just having a same problem, don't you find them similar? & always there's no solutions to it. Yes, fml , definitely, fcuk my life la kay. I'm damn stressed up now. If i can, i wouldn't want to care at all. Afterall, because i care but now, I'm nothing. Totally nothing. Again, fml. After so many things happening, maybe my relationship wasn't a successful one. We're of different characters. Super different. Like how you & me don't understand each other. |
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Date: Time: 10:59 PM
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Date: Wednesday, March 24, 2010 Time: 12:46 AM
Baby & me have been messaging all day long but there's no time for us to talk on phone. He called like, only for that 5minutes? or near to 10minutes only? & we have to hang the phone already. Sometimes, i seriously ... envy of those who can meet up everyday although even if possible, i wouldn't want too. Sure bored de what! & those who have ample time for their girlfr, unlike baby, who wanna accompany me(maybe?maybe not?) yet he doesn't have the time. Who to blame then? Sighs. Maybe after this year, I'll have good life? Or maybe not? Most prolly yes? I don't know actually. But well, since things have come till this far, I only have follow with the flow isn't it? I believe things will go better but still envy .. Oh, i'm not comparing anything, just maybe ... grumbling since there's no point grumbling to baby too. He can't do anything but maybe my grumbling will dampens his mood, but i think i better not do that. So update in this space here! On msn with John'Daddy. Talking about some stuffs. Maybe secrets or not? Hahah! Kidding :D I've started yawning, but i know, i won't sleep even after i off the laptop ): Life's bore ... ): Doubt Kunmiao's gonna call me! Argh ): x2 |
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Date: Tuesday, March 23, 2010 Time: 8:35 PM
Peach flavored Yami Yogurt is infront of me now :D Gonna blog fast & eat it! Damn craves for it. Hahah! All thanks to the very sweet girl, Huimin. She went down just to get it for me( she said so ). Damn sweet uh! Love her ttm :D School was great tday. Thought SS gonna be damn bored & most prolly fall asleep but didn't in the end thou. 5 stations for P.E nearly died but still fine :D I hope i don't get muscle ache on my tummy tomorrow. Can die! Have to go back to school on Saturday to get our coursework done, lucky till 1pm only or else i got a feeling baby gonna scold people already. HAHAH ! Anyway, still meeting him on Saturday for movies i guess? Suppose to have picnic, but i guess have to postpone already :D Still thinking whether I should go to school tomorrow or not, seems boring yknow? ): Having a workshop till 6pm. Oh my ... That seriously sucks . Bai :D Yami yogurt now! |
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Date: Monday, March 22, 2010 Time: 8:15 PM
Didn't went for tuition today, same goes to Kunmiao & Siewvoon. Too tired already. Had nap & baby woke me up at around 6.30pm. I hope i can sleep later. Flu again, fcuk. Kay, gonna do Maths 10year series now :D |
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Date: Sunday, March 21, 2010 Time: 2:48 PM
Sorted things out w baby for the past few days. So well, met him today during evening. I went over to find him since it's like so late already. Didn't went out thou, just stayed there & we talked. Around 8, went out to CWP, had Dian Xiao Er for dinner. Bused home. Baby wanna dota at my place with my brother, so they played till 3+ & Daddy asked him to stay over for the night then. Slept at around 3+ 4am with baby & he left like 11am I think because I'm still sleeping! :D Ivy's back in SG today! :D Welcome back ! Kay, school starting tomorrow. Excited! Holidays is way too boring for me nowadays ): I wonder why too. Homework not touched at all. Goodluck to me tomorrow. Report book not yet sign, no eyes see -.-" Kay, argh ): Bai! Gonna have my lunch now, damn hungry! |
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Date: Friday, March 19, 2010 Time: 9:24 PM
I'm having a terrible flu & I've eaten medicine too but it seems useless! Dying from the sneezing & shivering. Cold weather recently ): If there's school, it'll be better. Maybe homework tomorrow since I've nothing to do too :D Or maybe swim at my auntie's condo? Shall see then :D Kay, bai! Off for show now & calling ah voon later :D |
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Date: Thursday, March 18, 2010 Time: 5:16 PM
Anyway, I went to have a haircut just now :D Bought serum for my hair too :D & Daddy scolded me for wasting so much $. Argh ): Anyway, my hair is much shorter & neater! Me like. hahaha! Daddy drove me to SiewVoon's house. Thankyou daddy! Muacks :D She's not home yet at that point of time, so I've to wait outside her house. It's pouring heavily & cold can!? Argh ): SiewVoon's Mum showed me Revita Lash's brochure. I love it so much laaaa ): But it's so damn expensive laaaaa! 200+ ): Who gonna buy it for me?!?! Kay, stop dreaming. HAHAH! Auntie Zoey gotta Show's luo concert tix for me already! Damn shiok :D Can't wait cannnn!? She's gonna get the tix tomorrow already. & 2 months later, I'll be able to see my future husbanddddd :D LOLOL! winks* Gonna out now, ladies night later i suppose? But i'm kinda tired to go lehzx, feel like going home already ... yawns! Kay, She's waiting for me! Baiiiii :D p/s ; somehow .... yknow, maybe i miss you. |
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Date: Wednesday, March 17, 2010 Time: 7:18 PM
Maybe we'll/I'll suffer but at least i know, you once loved me & i loved you too. Thanks for everything you given me, I'm really contented. A gap that I'll never fit in, i believe you can find someone who can fit in it. A girl who can communicate w your brothers & friends. I'm sorry I'm unable t do it. I've tried my best, I believe you see it too. Glenn, thanks, thanks for being w me all this while. My N's period, my hard times w my friends & family members. I've never once stop loving you, i believe you too. I'm sorry, our promise will never be fulfill. Be happy, baby. A girl who loves you wholeheartedly. |
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Date: Tuesday, March 16, 2010 Time: 10:22 PM
I believe in myself, only myself. & maybe my friends. I choose to believe what i see & what i think it should be like. Never, believe in others. Because i know, it's all lies. I can seems stupid to you, but that doesn't mean I'm really stupid. I can tell who is being fake here. & yes, is damn fake. For goodness sake, I'm not a person w/o brains (: I can tell things about .. sensitive topics. All thanks to you guys out there. If only, If only, only him w/o his ____. Wouldn't it be fabulous? It seems that they come in a package. Till now, it's still in my head. Somehow, i still let myself down. Even then, if things changes, it's too late for anything. Lesser & lesser things in common.. Lesser & lesser topics on phone. Time shows everything. I've enough hurt that I suppose to have. Bear in mind, is Hurt. |
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Date: Monday, March 15, 2010 Time: 1:18 AM
People's mouth, people's thought, i can't control. Got ____ ( fill in then ) again & again, I've to bear w it silently. & I've no one t talk to at this moment of time but only Kunmiao. I'm letting myself down for not speaking up. I'm letting myself down for being ____ ( fill in then ) again & again. Because, I'm not as strong/brave as how you think I am. You people seriously sucks, knowing you guys seriously sucks my life. Actually you ain't my friends anyway. But, w you all this kind of peoples around the world. You've sins on yourself. I believe karma will befall on you guys. Think you're that _____ & _____ ?   You guys sucks w your asses up on your head w/o any brains so you all can't think you're even ___ & f___ (:Yes, i shdn't be bitching you people here, but why I am? Maybe because i cared & I felt so stupid t care for you guys & your words that affect me. You guys don't deserve my attention at all. & I find you guys stupid, because i found it out all. Maybe behind, you guys are talking about me still. One day, you will have your retribution. I'm stupid t cry over this matter even it happen so many times before. But to think, crying makes me feel better. & I'm not ashamed t say i've cried. Congratulations to you guys that you all got my attention. I get myself into this pile of shit when it's like so fcuking useless , I regretted everything, including _____ . Yes, seriously, regret. |
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Date: Time: 12:56 AM
Best friend, indeed. (: |
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Date: Saturday, March 13, 2010 Time: 9:22 PM
Friday, 12 March 2010 After school, skipped English bridging. Saw Jiayi as he came back to school for something. Bused home w them (: Reached home, on phone w SiewVoon & prepared after that. Head out to Hub to wait for Shiyun & co. Shiyun came to look for me & followed by Justin Seah. Bought 14Tix for Kaiji. Went to NTUC & meet up with the rest. Zhao xiao came the latest & we bought tibits for later movie. Bused to Chomp Chomp to meet with Deon, Jiayi, Kianloong & Jason. Had our dinner when we reach there, kinda disappointing. Kunmiao & me broke after eating. We don't know where our $ gone too -.-" always like that! Some of them walked back AMK while some of us ( Kunmiao, Ivy, SiewVoon, Shiyun & chengwee ) bused back. I bought frolick on the way to bus-stop :D Shiok! Walked around Hub & decided to settle down at My Dessert House for some desserts. Chengwee left to find the rest at Kpool. Chat at My Dessert house. Time for movie & we went up to meet up with the rest. Movie was great! After movie, deciding where to go & everyone decides to go home. I'm bored & I don't have that ' feel ' to go home! Argh ): but i've no choice but to go home. Slept at around 12+ . 13 March 2010 Woke up at around 11+ today, msn with Shiyun & Chengwee. Prepared & waited for baby to come over my house. Cabbed over to IT fair, nothing to buy & we left. Marina Square next for Swensen dinner :D Bought tix for 'Happy Go Lucky' & went to kiap toys again. Baby's favourite -.-" He caught 1 toy & it's mine! HAHAH :D Andersen's Ice Cream next! Baby want to eat Couple fondue, fine w it :D Ordered Earl grey tea too. Me like! Went for movies. Uh, kinda boring. Cabbed home after that cause baby's lazy. Tsk! Always like that. Home now, On msn :D Bai! p/s ; HOLIDAYS ARE HERE :D TIME FOR STUDY TOOO ): |
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Date: Thursday, March 11, 2010 Time: 6:33 PM
Suppose to blog yesterday but too lazy & tired. After school, Ivy, SiewVoon & I went over to Novena & meet Kunmiao there. Went Cotton On as i wanted to buy shirt. Shopped there awhile. Shiyun called & something happened well but it's okay now :D can't wait for tomorrow! Kunmiao , better come & join us kay! Didn't have my size at Novena's cotton on, so decided to go over to 313 since there's my size there. Baby say I'm willing to do anything just to get my shirt. LOL Parted with Ivy & SiewVoon. Kunmiao accompanied me there & get my top, thanks friend! :D As usual, Forever21, New look, Yami yogurt before going home. Was complaining that i was hungry so we decided to try the shop selling la mian at basement. Disappointing, waste my 15bucks. Argh! Mrted back to Novena & bused home from there :D Thanks Kunmiao! Today had Science test. Suppose to go CCA but Kianloong & Kane psycho me not to go because we went to the wrong comp lab. So went back class to find Kunmiao & Jingwen. Chatted & Bused home w Jingwen at around 4.30? I remembered something that i really felt so ... Sighs ): I forgotten to bring my wallet to school today, so i've to drop coins for my transport & then .. I DROP 1.55$ FOR MY 3 STOPS BUS FARE! Omg, i nearly died there! my 1$ ! Not being budget here, but I'm really poor kay! I'm here now & having terrible headache. Don't know what's wrong w me but the feeling sucksz! ): |
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Date: Tuesday, March 9, 2010 Time: 7:58 PM
Lack of sleep! Monday blues! Kay, i'm lazy to blog yesterday & i've forgotten what i've done too. oh i remembered something but not posting it out, too lazy & I'm falling asleep anytime yknow!? Anyway, talked about today then. After CT, bridging programme's test now. Sucks kay! & Detention everyday really drain me out ): Hot weather, butt hurts ( sitting on floor for many 2hours) & sleepy . Argh! Waste my time only lehzx! Anyway, today marks the last day of detention. Damn happy! Means i don't have t sit there for hours again! I'm not gonna skipped CCA anymore! Tsk! Maths test was difficult! I doubt I'll get 65 & above to get out of bridging but well, I tried & did my best. Tomorrow having SS test, I hate to memorize essays yknow?! & I'm having a terrible headache ): Time for SS essays & baby's bad! He wish i failed the paper so i have to continue bridging for my own good! Maths, you're now my friend but i want you to be, my best friend :D We aint close anymore. No more sweet messages, nothing. Maybe you're tired already. |
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Date: Sunday, March 7, 2010 Time: 10:57 AM
Met baby at Amk station because i woke up late & I don't wanna go over to baby's house because I'm afraid I'll fall asleep at his house again! Mrt-ed to Somerset & we went 313. Forever 21 for my Tee & Cineleisure next. Bought tix for ' Being human ' & frolick next :D Shared w baby Cup B & walked over to ION. Shopped around, wanted to buy E-royce chocolates but didn't in the end. Bought junk food(s) to share & baby treated it all :D Thankyou dear! Decided to go P.S Cafe since we're nearby. This time round, treated baby for the chocolate cake that I've been telling baby months ago! Walked back to Cineleisure for our movie. The show was great, not that bad :D Baby like it a lot! Kinda touching too. Went home after that. Clothes from closetsfemme.lj finally arrived :D Me like, quality not bad too. Gonna order from them clothes again. Oh my gawd, sickness is here again! ): money rolling out, not in. Sighs. Gonna out soon, bai! p/s ; fcuk you pea brain kiddo(s) . Stop talking about people's past . If you doesn't have emotions, doesn't mean others don't have. Don't be a kpo & start spreading people's stuffs. Also not your problem, you talk so much for what? Go suck his cork la -'- yeah, I'm being crude here. So? you both made me like that. I believe in Karma. |
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Date: Thursday, March 4, 2010 Time: 11:49 PM
Argued w baby, forget it. Speechless ... Bai! (: |
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Date: Wednesday, March 3, 2010 Time: 8:01 PM
Baby didn't have t go for outfield & his like so happy but I'm having CCA tomorrow -.-" I hope it'll end early & I can leave that bloody place. I hate CCA man thou I can enjoy aircon but no no t CCA ! Whatever -.-" 2 more days of detention. I find it so pathetic! Argh. It's the last year already. Being good friends for so many years, doesn't it a pity t having ' cold wars ' or whatever you can name it this year? & not enjoying the fun time now since O's still months away. Things have its own solution, i believe. Everyone have everyone's attitude. Friends should overcome problems together isn't it? I believe you both are really good friends & really cherishing each other. Friends around you both really having a hard time. We're once a group of good friends, even now. We're still a group of good friends, we should be together, not having one less, HM & SY . |
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Date: Tuesday, March 2, 2010 Time: 8:55 PM
Kunmiao didn't came to school today but she missed out something damn exciting! Boringzx. Balan wasn't here too so no banded lessons for English. Mdm Su took our class & Jason was kind enough to sit beside me knowing I'm alone! :D Thank yeahzxz! Chat w him till end of lessons, shiok but did our work too! P.E was kinda slack .. I'm damn tired & feeling jelly all over. hahaha! F&N was kind of great because i finished what I'm suppose t do, left a tiny little bit, gonna start research soon & touch up on TA . Boringzx. Maths bridging, left after finishing the work. SiewVoon, Ivy & Huimin went to watch Wolfman. Didn't go as i didn't want to watch that show. So homed & Slept till around 8pm. Guess I'm having difficulties to fall asleep today again, please .. i hope not. Anyway, I dreamt of him(Show luo) again! Shiok ttm :D :D :D but i forget what's it all about ): ): ): Pocky for Kunmiao & maybe myself . Anyone too? (: Bai. |
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Date: Monday, March 1, 2010 Time: 10:56 PM
I seriously wonder how come my mind would wander so far, it totally went wild. When i know, what kind of feelings after that, I'm still being stubborn. That irritating feeling came back, that feeling i shouldn't have already since last year when things was clarified with me. Yes, It happened long ago & i should forget it, but why? I'm asking myself, yes why? Why can't i forget it when people can forget it so easily? I find myself so hard t accept it, accept what i should/have t accept. In the first place, this shouldn't all happen isn't it? I don't know, I'm having a terrible headache. Xueting, it's time to forget, forget what you should forget. It'll only make you even hurtful. Time doesn't prove anytime. It stays, it seriously stays in you. Even though, it's not about me. I still can't forget it. I know, after this, I'll be me again. Definitely I will be. The strong one again .. Time for bed i guess, tomorrow will be a better one, with girlfr(s) around, definitely it will! Still, i prefer to keep quiet about it. |
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Date: Time: 10:22 PM
Baby & i went for my house reunion dinner yesterday with my family. Daddy fetched baby t his camp & we went woodlands, Auntie's house for a gathering. Stay till around 11+ & we left. I was messaging w baby all the while & he said something so .. touching. hahah! But, it's rare he'll sweet talk t me kay! So must cherish that :D You said oh, dearest (: School today after 2days self-claim holiday & with weekends it's 4 days! So, my mood totally gone & I'm having my holiday mood now. Argh! School was alright. During recess, was trying handphone to watch Autumn's concerto & watching halfway, student councilor came & we had t leave. Damn you kay! Went toilet & talked for a little while before heading to Geog lessons. CME lessons watched some videos & blah blah blah. F&N test was totally ... fail! Don't even understand what it's talking about. Lunched with Shiyun & Jingwen. They came my house while waiting for me t prepare. Huimin came awhile alter. Went Hub & look for Kunmiao, Ivy & SiewVoon. O2Skin t shop because they're having sales! Bought stuffs up t 4x + bucks & now i felt so guilty! Starting t feel broke already! & while blog shopping, I saw 2 clothes that I wanna buy it ): but getting 1 first. Sighs ): Xueting's shouting for moolah~ Tuition & went NTUC. Surprisingly, Ivy, Shiyun & Huimin still at the area, met up with them again & went shop. Home at around 7+. Baby called just now & talked w him till around 10pm & he went t bed. I'm here now, gonna bed soon i think .. so restless now. CCA(s) teacher is getting on my nerves. Why only me? fark you! -'- Kay, bai! Movies with the girls tomorrow i guess? |