Know why I'm here at this time? Because i can't sleep! & i think i seriously have some sleeping problems -.-" I've a comfy bed in my room with air con but yet i can't fall asleep there only when I'm lying down on my living room's sofa with fan, & I fall asleep in like ... 10 minutes? Something wrong right! Argh, I don't know what I'm suppose to do because everyone is sleeping like pig now! Only me, using Daddy's laptop, surfing the net here ): Argh! Should i die? I think i should la! Damn it. School tomorrow till 6pm, but i don't think I'll be able to stay awake till 6pm. Definitely fall asleep in the whatever-room-they're-gonna-put-us-in for the workshop la! Oh no .. Stomach grumbling. I can't eat now, I find myself so fat! ): How?!?! Suffering la dey! Tsk
Baby & me have been messaging all day long but there's no time for us to talk on phone. He called like, only for that 5minutes? or near to 10minutes only? & we have to hang the phone already. Sometimes, i seriously ... envy of those who can meet up everyday although even if possible, i wouldn't want too. Sure bored de what! & those who have ample time for their girlfr, unlike baby, who wanna accompany me(maybe?maybe not?) yet he doesn't have the time. Who to blame then? Sighs. Maybe after this year, I'll have good life? Or maybe not? Most prolly yes? I don't know actually. But well, since things have come till this far, I only have follow with the flow isn't it? I believe things will go better but still envy .. Oh, i'm not comparing anything, just maybe ... grumbling since there's no point grumbling to baby too. He can't do anything but maybe my grumbling will dampens his mood, but i think i better not do that. So update in this space here!
On msn with John'Daddy. Talking about some stuffs. Maybe secrets or not? Hahah! Kidding :D
I've started yawning, but i know, i won't sleep even after i off the laptop ):
Life's bore ... ): Doubt Kunmiao's gonna call me! Argh ): x2

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