Somehow, looking thru someone's photo/facebook/blog. I seriously wonder how come my mind would wander so far, it totally went wild. When i know, what kind of feelings after that, I'm still being stubborn. That irritating feeling came back, that feeling i shouldn't have already since last year when things was clarified with me. Yes, It happened long ago & i should forget it, but why? I'm asking myself, yes why? Why can't i forget it when people can forget it so easily? I find myself so hard t accept it, accept what i should/have t accept. In the first place, this shouldn't all happen isn't it? I don't know, I'm having a terrible headache. Xueting, it's time to forget, forget what you should forget. It'll only make you even hurtful. Time doesn't prove anytime. It stays, it seriously stays in you. Even though, it's not about me. I still can't forget it. I know, after this, I'll be me again. Definitely I will be. The strong one again ..
Time for bed i guess, tomorrow will be a better one, with girlfr(s) around, definitely it will!
Still, i prefer to keep quiet about it.

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