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    Date: Friday, April 30, 2010
    Time: 5:02 PM
    30th, 17.
    Another month, it's still the same. Having the same old problems over months & months. As times goes by, nothing changes at all. Problems lingers around us, sadness too. Maybe we're not mature enough to have everything maintaining the same like the first 3months, everything was so sweet & loving unlike now .. sour. I do love you still, & you do. I hope for another month. Love.

    Went out with Voon just now to Novena & Thomson plaza. I told her to meet at 5pm but ended up I'm late! :x 166 to Novena, was talking t her on bus. Had early dinner at foodcourt & I'm still feeling full now. Shiok! Went CottonOn & I'm gonna buy that shorts! It's so cutee! :D Me like! Walked around & left for Thomson Plaza. Bought my test papers & went NTUC, shopped around. Bought mostly drinks & cabbed home w Voon! I think we're too addicted to cab & our stuffs is damn heavy! ): I'm craving for Oreo Cheesecake or any chocolate cake, HOW!? ): ): ): SAVE MEEEEE!

    Gonna do my Chem work now, having tuition tomorrow. Die die die die die! Can i finish it !?!? Argh!






    Date: Thursday, April 29, 2010
    Time: 11:37 PM
    从以前到现在,都忘不了的心疼






    Date:
    Time: 8:26 PM
    Am gonna finish blogging within 5minutes & get to work! Homework piling up! Gonna finish them before I'm sleepy :D

    School today was great! Spent 9bucks(?) I think, to sleep at Jubilee hall watching MacBeth! Not only me, Shiyun & clique all slept! Went back school at around 12plus, break till 1.45pm & had to for F&N. Left at around 2.15 & went for Physics bridging. Shiyun, Jason & me went NorthPoint for movie, ice kachang puppy love! LOL M'sia movie. hehehe! Went to Eighteen Chef for lunch, average but damn fulling! Bought popcorns & went for our movie. To our surprise, there's only 3 of us watching that movie. We're so damn high after that! Jason laughed super loud like no people business, Shiyun walked around claiming she's exercising & me throwing those not sweet popcorn to the front of the seats. LOL! Is damn super fun one la! After movie, Jason & Shiyun sent me to bus 851 & they went home. Me went home too :D

    Baby's doing his stuffs now i guess? He didn't reply my message, so gonna wait for his replies. Can't accompany him much recently due to exams, maybe after exams :D & Show luo's concert! Can't wait! :D :D :D

    Okay! I took more then 5minutes blogging because I'm multi-tasking too. Argh! Gonna do my work now :D






    Date: Tuesday, April 27, 2010
    Time: 11:15 PM
    Imma gonna post before i head to bed :D

    Monday i skipped school, not really skipped but i overslept! For the first time okay! Slept till 11+, woke up with miss calls & messages from baby, Kunmiao & Huimin. Cabbed to school once they release & met cliques at canteen. Went for Chinese oral & ended around 4+5 pm? Did Geog hmwrk while waiting too. Suppose to watch movie w Shiyun but didn't thou. Went home & studied a little despite my headache (Y) Finished up English homework :D

    Today, went back school today. PE lessons I jumped my standing board jump for that 2periods & still failed! Like wth only, leg is damn jelly & ache-y now! Boring English lessons for briefing on MacBeth :D F&N lessons having theory, it's been a long time. Hahah! On task today, did my work. Only till Maths bridging, totally turned off -.-' Cabbed home with Ivy & SiewVoon. Shiokness!

    Homed & prepared, cabbed to Amk's post office to pay something for Daddy then AMK hub to help daddy with his stuffs again. Bought Cake from coffee bean, bought bread from NTUC & cabbed home again. I did the cabbing because of my terrible headache & my jelly + ache-y leg! Spent near to 20bucks today ):

    On msn with Kunmiao, Chengwee, Shiyun, Huimin & Baby too. Did my F&N coursework too. Am gonna finish my Chem tuition homework tml :D I hope i can still remember some stuffs for my MYE . Gonna work hard :D

    Baby's asleep now i guess? Or his on his bed thinking of stuffs? I'm not sure too. We just argued just now, but now, we're fine. Oh well ... something do miracle at times. Maybe, you given in to me but i just didn't know it.

    Selfish to say that, but ....
    I know, you love me more than i love you.






    Date: Friday, April 23, 2010
    Time: 8:42 PM
    Thursday, 220410.

    I dread every Thursday ): or maybe most of the Thursday because I'll be having classes till night time! Okay, breaks inbetween but like so little can?! & I'll always be dead tired after all my lessons at 10pm ): Sad case! Anyway, lessons till 5.30pm. Ivy,Siewvoon,Chengwee,Deon & me slacked at school's balcony till around 6+7pm before we left because it's raining cats & dogs. So well, played around with them, played in the rain too :D Ivy & Deon did something that made us laugh all the way. I've uploaded on facebook :D Science tuition at 8pm till 10.30pm. Slept at 11+ after a huge quarrel with B on msn. Dead tired!

    Today, was pretty okay. School till 3+, intending to swim at Auntie's condo with clique but dropped that idea after that because we're all super tired after school ): Cabbed home with Huimin because I'm having a very terrible headache! Bathe, prepared & cabbed down to J8 to meet ahboy. Stupid rain made me have to cab all the way there,i hate it! So well, had pastamania, not that nice as the past, disappointing! Popular for some stationary & bought a storybook :D Walked around & homed with ahboy's mummy & ahboy!

    Korkor didn't come home today, I think he'll be back tomorrow :D yay! Baby's phone gonna low batt too, so I'm gonna finish this post asap before his phone totally flat! Kay, I'm done here. Off to help my friend with his blog now. Bye! :D

    Time will show everything if we're gonna say forever.






    Date: Wednesday, April 21, 2010
    Time: 7:43 PM
    Napfa today after school, damn tiring & leg's turned jelly after all the 5 stations. Hate standing broad jump ttm! Muscle ache tomorrow, i hate it ): After Napfa, quickly took our bags & took bus to Amk. We parted our ways, Kunmiao & Shiyun waited for Ivy. Siewvoon & me headed to buy KFC for them too. Jingwen & Huimin went to buy tix :D Just nice gotta in the cinema when it just started the show. Nearly cold to death halfway thru the show but it's so damn sweet & loving please! Oh my gawd! Sweetness ttm! Parted our ways home after movie ended. & walked home w Huimin :D

    Monday ( If I'm not wrong ), baby gotta nights out & he came to look for me :D Sweet boy! Then he cabbed back after that. Thanks (L)

    I'm tired! & I'm gonna sleep at 1030 tonight! :D






    Date: Sunday, April 18, 2010
    Time: 3:47 PM
    Somehow, it's still the same. I went back, back to where i found out everything. I tried finding ways not to ___ but everything is too late. Seems like, concerning all this sorts of stuffs isn't what I'm suppose to do now anyway, I should be focusing on my O's now but not ____. (A little time wasted on them, gonna make up double for my coursework) It's their problem & it's not mine. My curiosity always land me with troubles, & with heartache(maybe?). I should learn, learn not to care so much. Learn to remember ' ignorance is bliss '. Knowing what's right to know & what's wrong to not know much. I'm still in the midst of growing. Somehow, thank you for teaching me, this society isn't a comfort zone of mine & for letting me know how to grow. I know, there's more to come in the future.

    Afterall, still the same conclusion, is only a matter of time. Don't ask me because once this was known, history gonna repeats itself again. I'm not evil & i believe I'm not like this in the beginning because I sincerity treat ____ but all I get was rubbish. You guys force me too.

    When you're kind infront of me, you tend to show part of your evil too. Because, you don't use your sincerity in treating me the way I'm suppose to be treated.






    Date: Saturday, April 17, 2010
    Time: 10:04 PM
    Happy birthday KianLoong & ZhaoXiao!
    5 more months, is my birthday already! :D

    Yesterday, 160410, i didn't went to school, feeling damn not well. School happened quite a number of stuffs too. Luckily I'm not there but Jason got scolded because partly me :x Sorry :D Prepared & met Ivy, Siewvoon & Jingwen at bus-stop. Bused over to Jason's house function room. Put our things down & slacked awhile. Played cards, uno stacko but i didn't play because my stomach hurts like hell! Damn wasted ley! People started coming in. Around 9+, played truth or dare. Not enough time to play so I didn't get any forfeit. Before we left, we drink & drunk, by the time around 10+, almost all girls drunk except Van, Shiyun & Kunmiao! Initially, I was awake but later drunk too! Hahah! Did damn many malu stuffs at Deon's ah ma house. Homed at around 12+ after I've rested/Nap. Oh, really have to thanks Deon, Chengwee, Thomas, KianLoong, Zhaoxiao & other guys for taking care of us, those drunkards! Hahaha! I guess, we spoiled those guy's plan too because if I'm not wrong, they're suppose to club after that. Sorry & thank you guys! Friends forever okay! LOLOL ttm!

    Today, went to school in the morning for F&N lessons, but I'm too tired for anything! Was talking to Shiyun, Huimin, Jingwen, Jason what's was happening yesterday. I, is sibei malu de la! Huimin is the worst! HAHAH ! Actually, everyone is damn malu one. Went home & baby was waiting at my house already. Bathed & all, headed over to baby's house. Quarrelled with him over some stuffs, then I slept. Woke him up at 5+, we're still quarreling! Suppose to watch Monga, but it's too late when we woke up, so skipped the idea. Headed to WestMall for Subway since I'm craving for it. Returned my library books & bused home myself. Baby went to his friend's girlfr bday party. Kay, bye! On msn with Kunmiao & facebook-ing with Huimin & Shiyun. Damn basket! Hahaha!






    Date: Thursday, April 15, 2010
    Time: 5:49 PM
    Happy 17th birthday 172cm Ivan shortyyyy ! :D

    YOU'RE OLDER THEN ME ! HAHAH ! :x
    Anyway, hope you have fun this day although we never seen each other before but you helped me a lot in the past :D Sincerely thank you for everything in maple, appreciated okay :D Stop growing tall & suan-ing me that i'm that 152cm gina! LOL you sucks ley. HAHAH !

    Jiayou for O's this year but I wanna do better thn you ley! LOL :x Do our best & if we're fated to be more than a online friend ( as in, friends known in real ), cya in Poly yeah? :D

    Good luck in everything you're doing especially your studies :D Find a girl soon, ass ! :D

    Be honoured, you're on my 15th April post okay! lmao ttm!






    Date:
    Time: 5:36 PM
    Life wasn't fair in the first place.
    Some pretty while others average.
    Some have average figures while others have hawt figures.
    Some have intelligence brain but some plainly idiots.
    Wonder why life is like that. Imma always that unlucky one.
    I always don't have what i wanted. What i have, is always what i don't want.
    That sucks to the max isn't it?
    When will i then have what i wanted? I've been asking myself this many many times.

    If i can, i wanna stay away from maple friends( no offence), especially people i dislike/hate & things would make me unhappy.

    Crap, kay bye.

    Stupid world, isn't worth living on.






    Date: Tuesday, April 13, 2010
    Time: 9:19 PM
    School recently sucks ttm! I seriously wonder, did i make the wrong choice coming to sec5. The pace is way to fast compare to N's level. The things we learn was way too difficult compare to sec4. Argh!

    Shan't say about the day, because i know nothing happen in school, only i passed my 2.4km run, that's the only good thing, thank god. I've gotta SS homework & i left it in school. FML! Physics test tomorrow, & I don't know a single shit of it. FML again. I've left my book in school or else I would be able to study it, isn't it?! Stupid!

    I'm feeling freaking stress. Time is running out! Maybe I'm giving myself too much stress! Maybe what Chengwee said is right. I need more time, that's all. After mid-year, I'll be better in my topics, gonna work hard but then .. Actions speaks louder then words.

    I'm trying my best to keep myself motivated but only to find myself failing.

    Keep going, Xueting! 6 more months, endure for goodness sake!

    Sorry, dear.






    Date: Monday, April 12, 2010
    Time: 3:18 PM
    Saturday , 10 Apr 2010.

    Woke up at around 11+ in the morning & message baby. Baby came over after booking out & leaving his stuffs at his house. Used comp awhile & went out. Mrted to Orchard to get baby's Itouch . Finally got it, happy right? haha! Went to have lunch/dinner at Ion's foodhall. The food taste not bad :D Damn bloated & walked over to Taka. Bought baby's Fred Perry bag there, & walked over to 313 for my F21 bag, but sold out. Damn it ): Saddening ley! Walked around 313 for baby's wallet & after much consideration, he bought it from forget what shop is that. bused back to baby's house to take my storybook & baby wanna take a shower too. Cabbed home & baby stayed over. Ordered MacSpicy for supper, damn guilty! 13.2gram of fats ( If i didn't remember wrongly? )

    Sunday , 11Apr 2010.

    Teacher cancelled tuition again! Woke baby up but he only woke up at 10+. He went home leaving his handphone at my area! Damn smart, baby! :x I prepared & went to ' sao mu ' with my family. Homed at around 5+ & Baby came over after cutting his hair. Took his phone & we went out for dinner w my parents. After eating, daddy fetch baby back to his camp & we went daddy's friend house till around 10+ & homed :D

    School was alright today, damn tiring! Stupid weather making us damn irritated! Classroom is damn stuffy please! Luckily there's no remedial today or else, i'm gonna kill people already! Baby had his shooting thingy today so we can't contact the whole day ): anyway, 2.4km tomorrow, sucks ttm!

    Off to bed! Bai :D






    Date: Friday, April 9, 2010
    Time: 11:56 PM
    Sports day,2010

    Today marks the last sports day for sec5 NA & sec4 Express students. It's a fun one, enjoyable thou the weather nearly killed us :D As usual, late for 15minutes. We didn't went for breakfast & we're still late! Walked 2rounds around the stadium & find a shady area to sit :D Took pictures & everything. Ate tibits & chat till dismiss.

    Area cleaning really pissed me off. Not only me, whole clique of mine! Damn it, they're way too over -.-' Argh! After area cleaning, wash our hands & mrted to TPY.

    Had Subway for lunch with Kunmiao & SiewVoon. Ivy & Shiyun went Foodcourt. Huimin & Jingwen went don't know where. We parted our ways & met after lunch again :D The face shop for nail polish, bought 2 :D & went to look for Shiyun & Kunmiao. Walked around TPY & went home :D Oh, bought a present for ZhaoXiao too ! Can't wait for Friday's party! woohoo! Sure fun :D

    I've just changed my blogskin. Sorry to Kris'baby for spending time on my old blogskin but then I've to change it cause lots of my friends can't view it thru IE ): Anyway, appreciated! Loveyou lots :D Still editing some parts of my blog, gotta do it real soon :D

    Baby's booking out tomorrow, town(hopefully?) Gotta see him real soon! Bai!






    Date: Thursday, April 8, 2010
    Time: 4:17 PM
    I'm in school now, in this damn comp lab having my CCA. Argh, it's a long day in school today. Actually, not really but my headache is killing me! That's for sure! I've eaten my medicine & it doesn't help at all ):

    School today was alright, time passes damn super slow! I don't know what's wrong too. Too tired & fell asleep during Chinese lessons, I think most of the people in class too. Too tired i guess? Ess wasn't in school today & we thought we would have relief lessons & there's time for me too sleep again! Damn happy but it was the opposite ): Santhi took over sec5 & teached till around 2pm? She extended the lessons ): Suppose to extend till 2.30 but we've got bridging so she stopped at 2pm. Damn it! Then headed for Science bridging, learn acid & bases. Kay, that's like sec3 work, but I'm too playful during my sec3 & failed my sec3 science badly. I don't know everything including balancing which is the basic! Hope I can survive my year without dying halfway ): Headed to CCA again after bridging, the time is so damn pack for goodness sake! Stupid school with stupid arrangement. Tsk!

    I'm here now, Ah Loong's dota-ing now with Deon. Damn pro him! Downloaded Garena & maps to dota here. He even went to ask the teacher-in-charge if he can play games not. lmao! Oh, teacher-in-charge says after 17April we don't have to attend CCA anymore. Shiok ttm! :D It's 4.22pm now, I'm gonna ask Ahloong to off his dota & go home now! I'm dying anytime!

    Shiyun & co. is back home already! I believe they're having a good time on their bed now ): Studying at night, brought my books home.

    before i stop blogging, AH BOY! I KNOW YOU'LL READ MY BLOG! YOUR YONG TAT TOOK MY CHEM BOOK W/O ASKING ME! CONTROL HIM LEYZXZ ! LOLOLOL :x & HOR HE TREAT MY BOOK LIKE RUBBISH ! ARGH! D:






    Date: Tuesday, April 6, 2010
    Time: 11:21 PM
    值得?

    Sometimes, I asked myself, if i really cherish those stuffs/people beside me like my family, girlfr(s) & of cause, including Glenn.

    I don't know what's happening to me. I feel myself damn wrong recently. Be it to family or Glenn but i don't think i did that to my girlfr(s), i don't know why either? I'm always showing attitude to them especially Glenn. I don't know why he have to bear with me so much. I'm not having my monthly period mood swing but I don't know why, my temper isn't good recently. Maybe I took him for granted? Because i know he won't leave me. Maybe because i can't express myself well enough to let him understand what I'm trying to convey to him? Of cause, he would ask me & I would give him that damn pek chek tone. I don't know what's wrong with me. Argh. I'm fine the past few weeks but I started to be like this now!

    I shouldn't be like this. I shouldn't take things for granted. I should cherish. Baby, don't treat me so good anymore, seriously. The better you treat me, the more i feel guilty. Maybe, I'm ain't a good girlfr to you? I don't know. I'm not emotional here but I'm just trying to type out things that I don't know how to express to him. I don't know how should i put it to words to let him understand what I'm actually thinking.

    In the first place, I shouldn't have asked you to change, to a better person. Example to quit smoking & speaking less vulgarities. I know everything can't change overnight. I can't change my attitude overnight too. & I know, most importantly, I can't be so selfish just because I wanna a better you. Maybe I think it's good for you, but maybe you think it's not yourself anymore. & I should love you for who you are but sometimes, there are things that I can't accept for being my boyfr ( even it past 1 year+ already, but this topic, I've talked to you about it before isn't it baby? )I just wanna a better you. I'm selfish, sorry.

    I'm actually afraid of my character, not many people could understand me well & stand my sucky attitude but of cause, there's always people who can understand me well too like Huimin, Kunmiao, Ivy, SiewVoon, Shiyun & Jingwen. Thankyou girlfr(s) :D I don't know if I've changed over the years, during my sec1 till now, which is the better me? I don't know. But i still wanna a better me. If only, I'm not addicted to maple few years ago & dropped my 7th subject just because i wanna head home & chiong my stupid maple character , not speak vulgarities so often. & a better attitude & not those fcuked up one. If only If only.. regrets only.
    If I haven't dropped my 7th subject, maybe, i would have a better time in my sec5 now.

    A better me, please?






    Date: Sunday, April 4, 2010
    Time: 11:04 PM
    A person with such a character.

    Quick update before i washed up & head to bed. Guess lack of sleep made me like ghost now ):

    Baby came back to my house & stayed over for the night. Woke him up in the morning & he went home. I had tuition & went back to sleep till around 1pm & I woke up. Called him & his buying his HTC Snap. Quite pissed off w him & we quarreled. After bathing, he reached my house already. Feeling so sick, fed him w medicine & water. We're still in the midst of quarreling & I don't know why I'll feed him with medicine & water when I'm so pissed at the moment. Guess I'm mad! After awhile, we're fine, he apologised (: Wonder what's wrong w us arguing like no people business recently. I hate it yeah! Played around w his new phone, damn difficult to use. Argh! Went out for dinner at around 6+pm. Ate & baby went back camp.

    We went down to Daddy's friend house, sat & chatted till around 9+ & we went back Hub's NTUC. Bought stuffs & I bought myself a new pillow! Gonna use it tonight! hahah :D


    I find myself evil because you all force me to. Sucks!






    Date: Saturday, April 3, 2010
    Time: 11:24 PM
    No town today, no movies no nothing! ):

    Baby woke me up at around don't know what time & tell me his gonna off because his father call him for don't know why ( maybe i forgot ),i went back to sleep & woke up at around 1pm. Called him & his gonna hospital to visit his grandfather. Used comp & prepared. Suppose to town today but in the end, didn't. We stayed at home & do nothing. I was using the comp all the while & he slept since his feeling kinda sick. Kor & him went down to buy dinner for us including my brother's girlfr :D Ate & after awhile he went off to meet his friends for movie. I'm staying at home on a Saturday, surprise? Argh, wasted my day, again. Damn!

    I don't know if his coming back later after his movies or not but well ... Nah it's okay (:

    On msn with Kunmiao earlier & now Chengwee. Thanks for teaching me math :D I've done tuition homework too, having tuition tomorrow at 8am :D

    Bai, damn giddy, wonder what's wrong. Crazy me -.-"






    Date: Friday, April 2, 2010
    Time: 11:20 PM
    Tuition in the afternoon, then prepared while watching 100% entertainment. Damn funny! Met SiewVoon on bus & we went J8. Shopped around, went popular, bought yami yogurt :D 5 tubs home again, shiok ttm! Thanks daddy! Love die you :D NTUC again, this time i bought my pankcakes & maple syrup! Thanks to siewvoon for touring around NTUC looking for her nutritious bar ): Spent 30bucks (Daddy's $, lucky!)

    Bused home, put my things & head out again. Met baby outside PizzaHut for dinner :D Damn full! Walked around hub & baby wanted to go Arcade, I'm so damn unhappy! He got tempted & he wanted to play, but before that, he told me that he will not play any games inside, see only! Ended up leh?! So pissed off! Went NTUC again, bought my house phone & ice cream :D Walked home. My stomach's damn bloated now! Wonder what's happening. I'm gonna drink water now, damn thirsty :D

    Baby's staying over today, his meeting his friends at 9+ for movies tomorrow . He'll be leaving early & booking in early on Sunday too. School on Monday, sucks ): Friday sports day! woohoo :D shiokness!

    Town tomorrow :D






    Date: Thursday, April 1, 2010
    Time: 10:37 PM
    I shouldn't have pin high hopes in the beginning.

    Yes, I'm disappointed. It's normal for me but why I still can't get used to it? I shouldn't have treat you this way but I'm sorry, this matter is really getting way too irritating for me. When i always thought i could meet you ended up, it's always the opposite. Yes, is always.

    I couldn't control my emotions because it's getting too ___ ( at this moment, i don't know what word should i describe it ) sucks kay sucks.

    I hate my emotions got carried away by you, I'm trying my best not to let it happen because my world doesn't only revolves around you. I've got my friends, like you got yours too. I'm learning to be independent. So i wouldn't rely on you so much. I know my feeling will get better when I don't message w you & that's what I'm doing now. On msn with my clique, I believe they'll make me feel good :D :D :D Double shiok-ness to them have with me :D

    fml, again.






    Date:
    Time: 1:15 AM
    Sick & skipped school yesterday. Nothing much happened, studying w cliques tomorrow in the library :D Huimin came over after her K session with Ivy, gossip alittle, talk a little & she went home. I went to see a doctor for MC & medicine. On msn with Kris'baby, SiewVoon & Chengwee now. Gotta sleep soon too :D

    I do bear grudges, I don't forgive & forget easily. I still hate.


    Oh! It's 1st of April :D April fool! :D