I shouldn't have pin high hopes in the beginning.
Yes, I'm disappointed. It's normal for me but why I still can't get used to it? I shouldn't have treat you this way but I'm sorry, this matter is really getting way too irritating for me. When i always thought i could meet you ended up, it's always the opposite. Yes, is always.
I couldn't control my emotions because it's getting too ___ ( at this moment, i don't know what word should i describe it ) sucks kay sucks.
I hate my emotions got carried away by you, I'm trying my best not to let it happen because my world doesn't only revolves around you. I've got my friends, like you got yours too. I'm learning to be independent. So i wouldn't rely on you so much. I know my feeling will get better when I don't message w you & that's what I'm doing now. On msn with my clique, I believe they'll make me feel good :D :D :D Double shiok-ness to them have with me :D
fml, again.

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