Xueting

2011-02-21T00:21:00.003+08:00

Now i realize how time flies..

Few hours back I was clearing my stuffs & packing all those cards, gifts given by my girlfr(s)/Jason in a big box. While packing them, I was reading them too.. & it definitely bring back those memories we had in school. Frankly speaking, I miss school. I miss everyone, I miss the teachers & the morning faces when we were in the hall waiting for dismissal. If I can go back school for another day of lessons with my friends, how cool will it be?! but yeah, impossible ):

Nothing much happen in my life recently. I quit my job at Tumi & I'm jobless now. Not intending to find any job I guess? I'm gonna slack my day off everyday & meanwhile, I'm waiting for Lorraine to be jobless too & we'll hang out soon! :D Having late night sleeps nowadays, my dark circles & eyes bags is getting worst. Gotta get some rest soon too! Till then, bye! :D

2010-12-28T23:00:00.002+08:00

It's never too late .... to let yourself be happy.

Be sad when you must.
Grieve when you must.
But don't be sad because others expect it of you.
Take charge of your own happiness.
We are all entitled to be happy.
Seek light instead of shadows.
Treasure your happiness.
Share it.

& I've found my happiness (:
Is you guys..

2010-12-25T22:37:00.003+08:00

Before Christmas ends, I wanna wish everyone Merry Xmas! :D

I deleted a post before this. Ahh, totally no feel for blogging.

On the eve, i met girlfrs for a little while before heading home & they went for their countdown. This is my 1st time not being with them, sorry girls.

Thanks Jason for the long sweet touching text that you sent me when I didn't wanna go initially. Thanks for the book & mug! Thanks for your sweet sweet card that you gave & not forgetting the little small bear. Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo! <3

Thanks Shiyun for the Mickeymouse Mug! Thanks for remembering I love Mickey! :D So much appreciated & I really love that Mug a lot so don't keep ask liaoz okay! Hehehe! Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo <3

Thanks Kunmiao, SiewVoon, Jingwen, Ivy for not blaming me when am not there for this year's countdown. I will be there next year alrights! I love you all Xoxoxoxoxoxo! <3

p/s; Am in a Relationship with Lorraine Ng! <3

2010-12-17T01:28:00.002+08:00

I so feel like blogging so suddenly. In the past, i would pen down my thoughts in this little space of mine but as times goes by, i don't. I think is the feel.

Nothing much happened t'day. Work as per normal, morning shift. Jason text me & said his coming down t fetch me after i knock off with Bryan but last minute I've t run errands for little monster t big monster at Vivo. This 2 Monster make me shiver real hard at Tumi. HAHAH. So texted Jason & ask him t meet me at Vivo instead. Big monster said his calling a guy name Hiro t meet me at Monorail but ended up it wasn't him. sad! I wanted t see how he look like leh but sianzx! Met big monster subordinate and left. Went Candy Empire t get some chocolates & left. Back t Amk 's kpool for pool session but left after awhile. I went t meet Eupho' Jiejie. Sorry Jason t ps you ): I bet you must be mad but .. I make up for you another day k, Monday!

I train down t Novena & Jiejie pick me up from there. We didn't know where t go initially so he drove around Amk/Yck & worst he even drove t town & drove back again. He wanted t bring me for ice cream but there's no place we could think of that is still open at that hour ( 10+ to 11pm ) so he brought me t Yishun Den(?) instead. We chilled there for awhile & that idiot keep knock my head. Eupho' Jiejie thought of his ex & got kinda emotional so we left. Drove back Amk & parked downstairs my house & we had some h2ht. Soon i got emotional too. Argh! I left for home at around 12? Thanks Jie jie for t'day! <3

Oh yeah, my itouch died on me 2 days ago & kind Jason( yes, again) came up t my house t help me w it in the middle of the night because he know i can't live w/o my songs but till kinda late, still failed ): can't revived it so i ask him t go home since he've work few hours later. I brought it t MBS 's Epic & see what they can do. Surprisingly, there's a girl named Xueting too! Nice people there, me like! :D I got my revived itouch by Uncle Paul t'day. Chocolates were bought for him for reviving my itouch. Hehe! Gonna give it t him on Sunday since I'm off tml & Sat! Yayness! Gonna restore everything tml, i hope it won't die on me again!

It's been sometime since i got emotional but not till that extend of crying. I wanted t speak t someone but there's tons of stuffs running thru my mind & I don't know how/what t do. I'm confused too but it's okay. It will be fine real soon i believe. 我渐渐失去知觉, 就当作是自我逃避

2010-12-14T22:10:00.003+08:00

I'm glad I've them.

I've started working 1/2 week ago ( I guess, i can't remember clearly ). Work was fine for me (: I love those colleagues there! They are so friendly & fun t talk with! The 1st time I'm quite attached t a job y'know! I was so sad when Mommy wasn't really happy with my current job because it's far & the food there are exp so kinda not worth it t work there but I insist to continue working there, most prolly extending my contract too :D

I can never never forget this day, my first day of work. I wrote on my twitter that I forgotten t bring my cardi t work & I was so cold. The sweetest Jason pop by my workplace after seeing my twits & before his work to pass me his jacket. The journey from AMK t MBS was really far & after that he still have t travel back to town for work. I'm really .... shocked t see him especially when he passed me his jacket. Heheh! Thankyou <3

Something happened t me few days/1 week ago. I was damn sad. The first thing that came t my mind was Siew Voon. I called her & cried non stop for 1hour +. Daddy & Mommy came home & thought what happened t me but gladly things were fine now (: I seriously have t thanks Voon for calling up the rest telling them what happened t me. Thanks girlfrs & ofcos, Jason! Girlfrs & him called me after knowing what happened & tried t console me/giving suggestions (: Feeling fine after that. Thanks for the morning call in the morning too, Jason!

I'm really glad I've them beside me or else I will really be lost. I won't know what t do after such things happen t me for the 1st time. I'm really glad (: Thankyou babes & Jason!

p/s ; I feel that I'm better off this way. No stress from you, nothing. Imma happy girl now.

2010-11-23T22:21:00.002+08:00

Happy 17th birthday, Jason Ang!

You're the last in our clique to be 17 yo! Bet you must have anticipating this day since don't know how many ages ago ya! I'm glad to have you as my first guy-friend that is so close to me. To the extend, i could be myself in front of you without caring you're a guy actually. Heheh!

Thanks for being there for me when I needed someone to talk to. You're the first guy I got so close with & that's the reason why I cherish this friendship a lot. I can't even believe that I told you almost all my secrets & always have h2ht with you. & I know, I can never find another guy that treat me totally the same as you do. I'm grateful to have you, as my best friend. Thanks for talking to me before prelims & motivating me to study or else, I wouldn't have gotten that results that I wouldn't have if i didn't study. We'll meet up real soon okay!

You're a very good guy. A guy will give his everything to a girl he loves & I believe you're one. Move on with life, smile more k! Love t see your ' small dimple '. Remember our weekends conference dates k! <3

2010-11-10T22:42:00.002+08:00

It's been long since i'm updating this space here & doubt anyone will be reading too except for some close friends of mine. Anyway, it doesn't matter because i'm currently doing nothing & decided to blog when i happen to hop to Shiyun's blog & she updated! :D

O's gonna be over in 2days time, 12Nov2010. Like shiok only! I can't wait! I've a lot of programmes waiting for me & most importantly, meet ups with many many friends! (: & Ofcos, work too ): I'm kinda tired of working already but I need kachings y'know ): ahh well, see what's available for me then I'll decide. Cash tight now! ):

O's level paper was terrible. I hope I will still be able to get in a poly ): Better be or daddy&Mommy will be super disappointed. Sigh! I've studied but it doesn't matter now. Since O's gonna end in 2days time, I'm gonna play hard!

O's level MT paper today & today is a super ... super super sway day for me! A lot of unlucky stuffs happen. Ahh well, forget it! I'm still sway now, in whatever i'm doing. I hope I won't be so sway tomorrow or else I'll die! ):

Oh, another important occasion, Jason's chalet! I can't wait I can't wait! Daddy allowed me to stay over! Yay! :D Like double shiokness can! Confirm fun ttm! But I hope nothing will spoil my mood there! Better not be or I'll be super disappointed because I've been looking forward to this day even before O's start! (:

Another update of my life, We broke off & I hope you find your happiness soon k! (: Smile!

k, update another day! :3

2010-10-17T22:06:00.005+08:00

Official last day of school, 18 Oct 2010.

Held our Graduation ceremony in school today after 2periods of maths & 2periods of photo taking session when we're suppose to have lessons but it seems like entire 4E5N didn't have to mood to do so. Went hall for rehearsals & super many funny things happen. Went for a break & back to the hall. The Ceremony started & it was so boring until the teacher's speech to the students. Obviously students from our class didn't cry uh but others did. Took our certificate & spamming of photos with teachers & classmates.

This is one of the day that i will definitely remember for the rest of my life. Time flies ya, 5 years passed like that. Its like yesterday, i was in Secondary 1 and now, I've graduated from Mayflower & taking O's level Science Practical 3 days later. Remember after the first day of school, i went home & while crying telling my brother how strict my teacher was(Mr James Lee). Thinking back, it's super funny. Sad that he wasn't here anymore with us, but 1F'06 miss you :D

Kunmiao, Ivy, Siewvoon, Shiyun, Lorraine, Vanessa, Jolene, Jingwen, Jason;

if you guys are reading my blog, I would like to sincerely thanks you guys for being with me all this while. Althou I've said it many many many times, but i still couldn't find any words to express my gratitude. Be it academically or in other areas that i needed help, i appreciate those who helped me. From N's level till O's level, i've learnt a lot from you all. Thanks Kunmiao for sitting beside me for years! Thanks Ivy for crying with me when I'm sad. Thanks SiewVoon for those chats on phone when we're both bored! Thanks Lorraine for keep asking me to miss you after O's & meet up often. Thanks Vanessa for those crazy moments when you keep talk about Rummy. Thanks Jolene for day dreaming in class & making a joke out of it. Thanks Jingwen for helping me in my maths. Thanks Jason & Shiyun for giving me the best & give me the wake up call when I didn't want to study at all just before prelims. Thanks Shiyun, especially, always wanting to give us your very best in everything you do. I appreciate much. You guys really made an impact in my life. You guys are definitely irreplaceable & will never be forgotten. Because of you guys, I've smiled (: Muchloves to you guys!

Picture time now! :D

Too lazy to upload the rest of the photos, uploaded in fb! 5G'10 :D

2010-10-13T20:57:00.006+08:00

Happy 17th birthday, Jingwen! :D

We celebrated her birthday few weeks ago, at Vivo City. We had Superdog ( cause she loves hotdog/sausage) & watched The Switch. Home sweet home after that :D Super short upload about that day because I can't remember what really happened already.

Group photo taken during Jingwen's advance birthday celebration.

Individual photo with her. Pardon me for my face

Jingwen;

Hi Smart Kid + tall girl! :D Happy 17th birthday alright! Althou you spend your day in school today with the teachers & books, i hope you're really happy. I hope my cheeze sausages made your day :D Anyway, as usual, thanks for being there for me when i need you. Be it my studies or problems, you're always here. Althou in the past, many many things have happen. We drifted & now, back to 1 clique again so i hope, nothing of this will happen again okay? (: We'll always be as one. Same goes to Kunmiao, SiewVoon, Ivy, Shiyun & Jason :D Stop growing tall already or I'll be tilting my head to look at you next time! Ain't gonna ask you work hard for O's level cause I know you're gonna make it. no. 1 in class, smart girl! :D Loveyou!

Taken during our last F&N practical. That's what will usually happen when she take picture with me cause she's too tall when she didn't bend down! ): Pardon me for my face too -.-'

2010-09-28T20:25:00.004+08:00

27th sept 2010

Happy birthday, Ivy koh babeh! :D

On 27th Sept, Ivy Koh turns 17! Uh, sincerely apologies for not attending school on your birthday because I'm really sick & you know .. I'm weak( everyone said so, not me! ) ): So sorry, don't blame me okay! You know even me & Kunmiao ( always didn't go school together without each other's knowing, good friends ya! ) didn't attend school on your birthday, but we will make it up for you right! Gonna treat you yoguru soon! No pictures on your birthday but I'll post some other pictures we took together. Heheh! Love you very much! Thanks for being with me all this while & be my bestest friend! We'll always be as one clique okay even after we graduate! Come to me if you've any problems, I'll be with you.

Picture!

Happy birthday. Lorraine Ng! :D

You turn 17 on 27sept too, babe! Although we're not close during our Secondary school life only now, we starting having much more conversation & fun together but at least, we're not hi-bye friends anymore! Study hard k! Must stay in contact even after graduate! Hehehe!

Picture!

Oh i decided not to post the picture we took together because i think i look funny in it so i posted this! You & your rumoured- boyfr . hehehe! Don't kill me kay! I know you won't mind & most prolly, you don't read my blog too.

2010-09-25T14:48:00.004+08:00

24th Sept 2010

Happy 17th birthday SiewVoon! :D

I went back to school on Friday, which is yesterday. Fever for the past 2 days so didn't went to school. After school, went home & prepared. I went to Blush wax for waxing first before meeting Siewvoon. She was suppose to have her waxing done too but something crop up so she changed her appt. Went over Orchard Central & walked around before meeting Jason, Ivy, Shiyun, Jingwen. Went Fruit Paradise while waiting for them. Ordered & started joking around. I can't remember who started the dirty joke & we were all entertained by Siewvoon's innocent & her easily being bullied character. Tsk! Went to had some pasta after that & went over to meet Kunmiao at 313. I spend a lot on food today! ): Walked over to Cineleisure & Shiyun left. Took tix & went for our movie ' Devil '. Nearly fall asleep inside until the part of the old lady. She look scary! After movie, deciding where to go ended up all went home because we're all so bored & I'm kinda tired too. Hope you had a great time today voon! :D

Siewvoon;

8years old le (insider joke), grow up le okay! Be fiercer la! Don't always give other people bully okay! Hope you had a great time with us yesterday because I had my fun :D Thanks for being with me all this while ya! Best friend indeed! Tehee! Thanks for calling me when you're bored & thanks for talking to me when I had problems! H2hT! Love you ttm!

Photos!
Voon's
Ivy & Jingwen's

Shiyun's Mine! Mad love! :D

Me & Shiyun! Birthday girl!
Jason! :D

2010-09-19T17:16:00.004+08:00

Eric & Zoey's wedding, 18sept 2010.

Yeah, 1 day after my birthday. After my friends left, Zoey( my auntie ) came & did all her stuffs. She slept over as she's doing all those make up & stuffs in my house. Woke up at 6.25am the next day, super tired. Prepared & the groom came over. Had some games before we allow them to come in :D Went over to Groom's house & came back my house for buffet & tea ceremony. After tea ceremony, 1 of the brother fetch me & Kitty' Jiejie to Park Royal Hotel at beach road. Slacked there & called room service. Hehehe! Make up, prepared & went to be the receptionist for the day for my Zoey Gugu :D At around 8+, the dinner started :D Enjoy the pictures! :D More of them on fb!

Pictures

2010-09-19T16:50:00.003+08:00

Xueting's 17th Birthday Celebration :D

17sept, I turned 17th! I enjoyed my day very much! Woke up at 7.30 in the morning, prepared & waited for Jason, Vanessa & Shiyun to reach my house. We went to the market to buy the ingredients & went back home. Before that, had some chats & hot drinks in my house + some cartoon watching ( For Van & Jason! ) . Came home & slacked till 10am & head to school for Physics paper. I flunk the paper, definitely! F&N peeps came to my house first, cabbed home because of the stupid rain! Art students went for art before coming over. Prepared those ingredients & we ate first because art students will be late. From 2+ dragged till 5+ before they arrived. Damn late & we're all very tired already! After they ate, we had cut cake session! :D & played at my house till 8+ before they left my house. Fun birthday celebration althou is not a very grand one! Love my friends!

Thanks Shiyun, Jason, Vanessa, SiewVoon, Ivy, Deon, Kianloong, Lorraine, Jingwen for coming over & celebrate my birthday. Althou Kunmiao didn't come because she got something on but friend, i never blame you! :D Thank you for those little gifts too. Thanks guys for the presents that you all given me. You all definitely part of my life! :D Not forgetting, someone, even thou she's not here but well .. It's okay! (: I enjoyed my day!

Thanks Bby for rushing over even thou its in the evening already. Thanks for coming over (: Thanks for the expensive present you given me. Much appreciated!

Thanks people for those texts & Fb wishes. It's way too much to thanks all here cause I don't know some of them too. Anyway, thanks Yingsi for calling & wish me. Thanks Huimin'Sunnu, Gab & Vivi'darh & some other maple peeps for wishing me :D

p/s ; i fulfilled my birthday wish (: Thankyou.

pictures!

2010-09-09T22:54:00.004+08:00

I feel like I'm a young girl again when Daddy patted on my head & told me ' 要乖一点,长大了'
& I'm so happy now, cause it's my lunar birthday today! :D

Yay!, 17sept 17sept 17sept is approaching!

p/s ; I love Daddy & Mommy! <3

2010-09-09T00:00:00.003+08:00

Happy 17th birthday, KunMiao! :D

As usual, I'll only blog when there's special occasion & it's my good/best friend's birthday, Kunmiao! :D

Well, during my secondary school life, She was with me sitting beside me for like 5years. & till now, we're still sitting together in class! Last time, I remember we'll get caught for grooming together & we'll go recess together, gossip together. We did a lot things together but its too much to list out. So, you, Kunmiao better don't forget me after we graduate okay! :D

I appreciate those times we spend together in school/msn/facebook or even at your house. I had fun with you during my secondary school life & thank you for your jokes even sometimes is not funny but you think it is. I appreciate everything you done for me during my entire secondary school life :D Find your prince charming soon okay! Don't have so high expectations anymore la or else whole poly guys gonna give you reject again! :P Oh ya! & also don't 'abuse' your friends anymore okay! Your friends and I don't want have blue black Ok!

I think i had only 1 picture taken with you, damn pathetic. Please take more photos together with me! ~~Thou it's ugly & maybe you're gonna kill me but I'm still gonna post it!~~ after looking thru the photo, i think its too ugly to be posted here. LOL I'll kill myself first so I'm not gonna post.

2010-08-16T15:26:00.005+08:00

Actually, I've decided to stop blogging till O's end or maybe, don't even update anymore but when I view Shiyun's, Ivy's or even Vanessa's blog. I think its better for me to update my blog just for my dear nai ma, Shiyun :D It's her birthday on Sunday, 15Aug but we all decide to celebrate for her on 14Aug, Saturday because we're all not free on Sunday & School's on the next day, sure to be boring cause we can't stay out late! :D

On that very day, I didn't sleep well & I was on the phone with Kunmiao till 2am in the morning. Ivy supposed to call but I'm afraid I won't be able to wake up on time, so i went to bed first. Woke up after Kunmiao called at 8+am in the morning. Prepared & went over to Bby's house to find him since I'm meeting cliques & friends later. Bought him drinks & lays seaweed flavour :D Not as tasty as what I thought it would be but well .. It's okay. Chatted w Bby & he decided to buy me my Galaxy S ( he told me weeks ago but I didn't want him to get it for me till .... recently ) . Went down with him to get my phone but sadly, I didn't manage to get it because ... the price wasn't what I expect it would be cause when I asked at AMK hub, its much cheaper. Damn sad & disappointed, obviously! So didn't talk to bby much & we somehow quarreled.

Left his house at 4pm & meet Shiyun, Ivy, SiewVoon, Kunmiao & Jason at Amk Mrt Platform. Was informed that they will be slightly late, so decided to tap out & went to check out the price at Amk hub but I saw SiewVoon when I was walking down then .... I didn't went in the end ): Waited for all of them to reached & Mrt down to Vivo. Head over to the shop that Kunmiao introduced, I forgot the shop name, had yogurt :D Wasn't as nice as what I expect but she likes it. Walked around Vivo & went to Candy Empire w Jason. Shiyun came to look for us awhile later when we were in Singtel shop. I was finding out prices for Galaxy S ): Accompany her to meet her friend & we chilled at starbucks. Went to harbourfront to get her birthday cake & meet the rest. Shiyun trained down to Chinatown first to meet Vanessa, Jingwen, Lorraine, Deon, Chengwee & Kianloong. We meet them awhile later :D Walked over to the steamboat shop & started eating. As usual, had tons of fun there & sang her birthday song but somehow, I think the cake smashing wasn't enough! It should be more! ;P After eating, Vanessa, Jingwen, Lorraine, Deon & Kianloong left. Ivy, Kunmiao, SiewVoon, Shiyun, Jason, Chengwee & me was deciding where to go & korkor called. Ask me to go home cause Daddy & Mummy is worried. Tsk! So we decided to go home since no suitable movie timing too. Cabbed home w Ivy & Siewvoon. I want to watch Aftershock!!! ):

Pictures up, I promise this time :D ~~But I'm in school now blogging, will upload when I'm home later.~~ uploaded while doing my coursework Back to F&N coursework now :D Submission date: Friday, 20Aug2010 :\

Picture with Birthday girl, Shiyun! :D

Damn sweet chocolate cake!

~~Group~~ Photo excluding Kunmiao & Siewvoon!

Favourite Picture with Ivy Koh! :D

p/s ; Day out with Bby on Saturday cause it's my 1day off (Self-proclaim) from studies ( like as thou I'm mugging like mad for the past few months, but actually I didn't! ) & after that ... no computer till after O's. Locking up my computer already! :D

2010-08-08T19:46:00.002+08:00

Am blogging right now because I'm pissed! Pissed at someone & maybe myself too. I can't possibly spam my facebook & so I'm here ranting!

What's so great about soccer nowadays uh?! WC is over & now its the EPL. What's wrong with guys out there seriously? If you think betting on something will make you life happier, thn go ahead. Please don't do it infront of me because I'm sure to be turned off by your actions. I'm seriously irritated and i really wish i could forget about that website that you frequently visit when you're at my house. TOTAL TURN OFF! Yeah, I may sound like a bitch here but why I'm so pissed? All because of you. Argh! I hate it when i cared so much yet you don't even know what's wrong. Maybe you know but maybe you just didn't even give a damn to it. you name it uh! fcuk, i don't know what's wrong now too. fcuk it. I don't want to update anymore. it's pissing me off.

Samung Galaxy S, I'll get you when I've have the money. You'll be mine one day. Just wait, I'll get you for sure :D

2010-07-24T23:55:00.002+08:00

Woah, its long since i posted something here :D Anyway, I'll just update when i'm free thou no one is reading but well it's okay.

School was rather fine recently. Getting stressed as days passed by. 9x days more to actual O's level. It's super fast & I'm not yet prepared ): But I'll just try my best now. Remembering last year, N's students was almost ready for N's paper but now .... it's totally different. Now i finally know the difference of N's & O's level. ): Night studies starting next week already, time to start mugging. I hope I will finish my F&N coursework soon so I'll be able to lock up my computer till after O's. Just a little bit more to go :D

Was busy buying birthday presents for cliques. Bought bangles from Newlook for SiewVoon, bought a skirt-pants for Ivy from FarEast & they bought me a bag from Fareast too :D Thanks babe(s) ! Gonna buy Shiyun's & Kunmiao's soon! As for Jingwen's, there's still time. We're being kia-su to buy our presents now because on our birthday, it'll falls on prelim & near to O's ): Better get everything done before giving a belated birthday present! :D

Went to Novena with Ivy to reserve my bag that I wanted for another birthday present from Kunmiao, Shiyun & Jason. Thankyou! :D Paid a deposit of 20bucks & they're going down to get it on Monday/Tuesday. Ivy bought 2 tub of yami yogurt home & we parted our ways. Thanks for accompanying me there :D

Baby at my house now, his waiting for me to give him back the laptop so he can Dota w his friends & I'm going to be alone again! ): Suppose to do tuition homework but I'm too tired , keep yawn non stop! Yawns! Anyway, I doubt I'll be able to accompany him like always that i did in the past, only could stay at home till late evening before we head out to have a simple meal & head home after that ): Bear w it till after O's okay! (: I know you'll. Teehehee!

I don't know what to say. I do feel something but .. it wasn't right. It's being over, too much. I wanted to ask but yet I wasn't able to open my mouth. I didn't want to drift from you, but it seems impossible. We're so near, but we seems far. I don't know you much, you didn't know mine too. I just feel, you're others now.

Bye!

p/s; i hope someone loses, so i'll lose my 3bucks (YAY!)

2010-07-12T16:02:00.002+08:00

I'm stucked here now, again! Time to blog! :D

I just finished my O's level chinese oral & I think, I suck! The passage is super difficult & the conversation nearly killed me! It's over, forget it!

Saturday, went over to get Chevelle's birthday present & bought a very huge strawberry shortcake! :D Damn cute! Bby kept kp about it, Tsk! Cabbed home after that cause it's too huge to bus home. Hehehe! & it's half of my height, so can you imagine? :D

Sunday, went over to Chevelle's house & pass her the huge strawberry shortcake! As usual, I cabbed over ): It's crazy if i would bus & mrt & walk to her house! Kay, she gave me a box of chocolate & ask me to share with bby but I opened the box of chocolate & share w Shiyun & Van when i met them after i leave Chevelle's house! LOL Walked around Cwp, Shiyun & Van had Ajisen & they accompanied me to Pastamania for my dinner :D Bused home after that yo!

I'm thinking if i should stop updating my blog/delete my blog since there's no one reading/tagging & I don't know what to update anymore. Tsk! Shall see how :D Bye!

p/s ; World Cup is finally over & finally finish ruining my life but I'm still full of injuries ): Bby better accompany moreeee Okay! Bet you'll be reading too! Argh

2010-07-02T16:22:00.002+08:00

I don't know what's wrong with blogger. I can't login for the past few days when I tried to blog. But it's okay, I can login now. Thanks to Gab! :D

School started few days back & it's Friday already so a week has passed! :D Super fast but super tiring! ): Monday to Thursday had some prayer thingy. Almost everyday, it ended after 12. Lack of sleep, seriously! Like a walking zombie when I'm in school.

Wednesday, I had a dinner. Bby can't book out to accompany me initially because he gotta confinement but somehow, they cancelled the confinement & bby came to look for me after he woke up. After dinner, bby send me home & he went back camp too since his not feeling well & he have to wake up very early the next day or else he would have stayed over .

Had F&N O's level practical on Thursday. I skipped school cause I'm too tired & I'm having stomach cramps/gastric in the morning. Woke up & prepared myself for school. Cabbed to school since I'm like going to be late & I'm afraid I would have insufficient time to prepare my stuffs. Things went well, better then last year N's F&N practical :D Bused home with Ivy & Siewvoon. Homed around evening & having prayer thing till 12+ again. Slept & went back school today :D

School was released at 12.25 today & physics remedial is cancelled :D Super happy only! Bby came to fetch me after school. Cooked lunch for bby & he just eaten his medication & resting on bed now. Bye!

I just need your concern.

2010-06-26T01:15:00.002+08:00

Since I've nothing to do, I shall blog! Damn super lazy to blog recently & I've nothing t blog too ):

Met Shiyun, Van & Jason at Central. Bused over to Clark Quay, The Central. Lunched at Yoshi & went sticky :D Bought sweets, got 1 pack for sister too :D Walked around & mrt-ed back Amk. Met bby at hub after helping Daddy w his stuffs, walked over t my house. Slacked my house since we've no where to go. Dinner at my house & I went out with baby again t meet his friends. Went his friend's house to watch soccer. After eating supper ( super fattening! ), cabbed home & bby went to accompany his friends.

Friday, met bby again. Went to his house. Deciding where to go w his parents. So movie at CWP & Dian Xiao Er too :D Love to dine at Dian Xiao Er. Gonna go there with my parents one day :D Watched Ip Man. I don't like but .. It's okay. Bused home with bby while playing bejewelled :D Parted w bby & he went to meet his friends.

O's pract tomorrow but Ms.Sim changed the date. Tsk! Don't know is it good or bad but I don't like! Shiyun too! School's reopening soon. Yawns! Kay bye

2010-06-22T22:53:00.000+08:00

Afraid..

2010-06-21T20:09:00.003+08:00

我还没深爱过你的特别, 所以会后悔.
I start to have a kind of feeling when i myself can't even describe it.

2010-06-21T00:33:00.002+08:00

I'm late a day, but Happy Father's day :D

Awesome day spent with my family today :D Slacked at home till late afternoon before we went out. Daddy asked me to wash his car for him as father's day prezzie but in the end, i didn't get to wash thou. No joke, but i really wanna wash for him yknow! Tsk! Suppose to eat at some place which I don't know where but yet I still wanna go but well, in the end went to CWP's Jack Place for dinner then watched Karate Kid together! It's been long since we watched a movie yo! Awesome movie, me like! I wanna learn kung fu kung fu! Yayhoo~
Homed at 11+ after sending korkor back to Woodlands. I wanna stay at Auntie's house but this last week of holiday seems so packed! Tsk! Pool session [s]tomorrow[/s] later at 2pm with Shiyun, Van & Jason :D At least, I won't be so bored at home yo!

It's been 3weeks & days, Bby ... are you still there?

2010-06-19T01:04:00.003+08:00

努力学习宽恕原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱死在半途

2010-06-17T23:05:00.002+08:00

Speechless. Don't know where to start writing about it.
Waiting, is only what i can say.

Till weds, that's it.

2010-06-13T20:35:00.003+08:00

Am blogging now using my Brother's laptop. At Auntie's house now. Suppose to fly kite with them in the afternoon but i didn't went with them and stayed home instead. Watched tv & slack all the way till now. Done with my dinner & I'm doing nothing now. Holiday officially start ,I guess I better start studying before everything it's too late yo! Jason & Shiyun came over my house on Saturday for some gaming using my laptop/computer/Itouch & having some pillow fight before leaving my house! Oh, few days/weeks back, Huimin, Shiyun & me bringing along my sister to J8 for Haagen Dasz ice cream :D Craving for it!

On Friday, I'm having a very bad gastric, cough & flu during school. Jason& Shiyun accompanied me to doctor. Thankyou very much yo! :D & Suppose to meet Van after that, but didn't thou. Sorry babe!

On that very day, sent Zhaoxiao to Airport along with Ivy, Jason, Deon, Kianloong, Nichlim & Thomas. Suppose to Chill at Starbucks with Ivy & Jason but when Ivy & me reached for less thn 15mins, lights off & we knew this wasn't a 24hour starbucks ): My Oreo Cheesecake! Argh! Walked over to Tong Shui, met Jason there & chill till late 2+3am ? Roam around the streets & got check, tsk! Cabbed over chambers to find the rest, & headed to Zhaoxiao's house to take his luggage & cabbed over to Airport. Poker there & cabbed home. Slept at 7am. Yawnszxzx

Nothing much already, Guess I'm gonna stop blogging already. Bye!

It's been 2weeks & few days. Are you missing me?

2010-06-11T18:34:00.001+08:00

你在那里? 我很想你..

):

2010-06-10T18:46:00.002+08:00

This is the regret, the only one that I'm gonna live with for the rest of my life.

unless, you're back.

2010-06-08T18:55:00.008+08:00

I feel the fear,
I feel the anxiousness,
I feel the sadness.
I feel all this in me, till today, it's the same.

But this time round,
I wanna change,
I wanna wait,
& I wanna trust.

Be back soon, my babyboy.
Everything will be better for you/us, I promise.

2010-06-06T12:19:00.002+08:00

I always ask myself,
when will be the day?
when will the text comes?
when will i see the familiar face again?

Are we really over?
I hope ... It's not.

2010-06-05T12:56:00.002+08:00

Give me something t keep me going ?
I'm really have nothing t keep me going anymore ..
Till now, I'm sill lost..

&&&, I miss you

2010-06-01T19:49:00.003+08:00

Blogging now, I've got back my report book in the afternoon just now with Mummy & Huimin. Jason & Shiyun was in school, so they accompanied me too (: Thanks yo! Skipped school today, wasn't feeling really very well & I was late for school too. Huimin came over my house & had a heart to heart talk with her. Bliss to have her, for the moment, I'm feeling fine, but soon I know the pain will come back again. It's only the matter of time.

Have to go back to school tomorrow & for the next 2 week too. Only have 2 weeks of proper holiday but I've to study too, so can't play around ): Work hard for O's first. Alrights, I won't update much anymore, xoxo.

Letting you go was just only a way I thought you'd be happy but yet myself aren't happy. This isn't what i want now. If only I've got a time machine, I would let everything go back but I know it's impossible. I've cried, I've heartache(s), i've reminisce our past & I've miss you. It's not a lie, & it'll never be one. All this while, I wasn't happy at all, I wasn't. When i want to hold your hands again, I found out maybe it's all too late but i still wanna try. Till then, I won't give up. I wouldn't know if you'll still be reading, but i hope you're still reading it because the old me, still love you like how i love you in the past. I'm being too selfish to myself & you. I'm sorry.

2010-05-23T22:20:00.006+08:00

Show luo!

羅志祥"舞法舞天"新加坡站演唱會

20May2010

Show luo's handshake session :D I head there after school. Met Zoey'Gugu there, queue for near for 2hours before he arrive. Oh my gawd, his damn handsome pleaseeeeeeee! HAHAHAH :D Took pictures of him but my cam's battery flat after awhile ): Damn sad! After Show luo left, Zoey'Gugu & me went to have our dinner & cabbed home.

22May2010

The day I've been waiting for like months! Baby came over to find me in the afternoon, till around evening, went to meet Zoey'Gugu & cabbed to J8. Craving for subway but it's full ): So went over to LJS for dinner. Parted with Baby there & cabbed down to Indoor stadium w Zoey'Gugu. Went late so didn't managed to get the light stick printed w Show luo ): Only managed to buy the book that cost 20$ . Filled with photos of him , shiok! Went over for our concert. Took tons of pictures & videos! Uploaded on facebook. Gonna upload some pictures that i personally like it a lot :D

p/s ; for any situation that you've to take Showluo's photos, please credit & leave a tag behind. Thankyou! (:

One of my favourite :D

Drumming! :D

For some reason, I don't know how i got this effect too. LOL

3D specs! :D

DA LANG! :D SEH CUTE ONLY!

Oh, before i end this post,
羅志祥"舞法舞天"新加坡站演唱會好看慘了! ♥

&& , His gonna back to Taiwan tomorrow already ): If only i don't have school, If only I don't have O's Chinese on 31st May, I'm sure to skip school tomorrow. Argh! ):

2010-05-18T15:52:00.002+08:00

I don't like to update my blog anymore because there's no one reading at all! But well, shall continue till i really stop blogging for months or so.

17May10

The start of intense Chinese is really tiring! Imagine facing a same teacher & the same subject for like more than 3hours a day?! Wasn't really paying attention, talking to Kunmiao & Ivy too. After school, have Chinese remedial again for around 45mins. Went home, rest & prepared. 136-ed to Hougang, went to my skin doctor for consultation again. Went to meet John'Daddy too. No actually his working there uh, so well, just went over to have a chat & went off. Bused back home & doing nothing till 11+ before i head to bed. Damn tiring!

Today,

Intense Chinese again. After recess, had 2periods to do survey. Went back class, guys played catching. It's damn funny when you look at their classic faces when catcher is catching them & the way they run. It's really funny! F&N lessons next, done my coursework, I guess I'm lagging behind now , gotta buck up. After school, took back SS paper & as usual, fail! I guess I can only depend on my Geog & pass my Comb Hums ): There's more to come tomorrow! Emaths, Geog & Chinese. Triple killer!

At this rate I'm going, I guess I'm sure to flunk my O's. Not able to get in the course i want, nothing at all. Buck up please. O's Chinese, 2 weeks later.

2010-05-13T14:58:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time.

Haven't been blogging for near a week, i guess there isn't much people reading my blog anymore? At Jason's house now with Van & Shiyun. They're getting high now because of songs! LOL :D & it's fun being here with them although I'm very tired from today's exam. I'm only gonna update what i remembered for the past few days. Heehee

I headed to Jubilee's penang cafe( i don't know what's that called ) for some Penang Laska with Shiyun.l Jason & Van came to look for us after that. LOL It's nice yknow! HAHAH :D Finally had the chance to eat it already. teehee! Today's chem paper was mostly on sec3 & 4 topics. I hope I can do well, but i think alittle impossible. Did my best already. Last paper tomorrow for Comb.Sciene MCQ

Tuesday, 10May2010

Had maths paper2 today, & all of us nearly died there doing those qns, it's very difficult. but well, forget it. Argh! Went home, prepared & headed to Jason's house for some revision on maths paper 1 with Shiyun too. Did some qns only & we're chatting there -.-' watched Little Nyonya at his house while doing our revision too & had our dinner there. Headed home at around 8+ .

Wednesday, 11May2010

Had only 1 paper for the day. Headed home after eating with Jason & Shiyun at Long John Silver. Slept till around 4+ , done my chem homework & waiting for tutor to come over. Tuition till around 11+ & I slept. Nothing much on this day, so boring.

-

I've been eating a lot recently w cliques/ Shiyun & Jason & Van. I'm getting fatter like no people's business. I hate it! I wanna diet but ... I just can't! How?!?!? ): Imma gonna exercise during the June holidays, at least once a week! For goodness sake, I've to . ): I'm sadddddddd!

Baby's not booking out this weekends & I've already had my plans for my weekends! Sunday having my family day too :D At Auntie's house. shiokness.

2010-05-07T18:50:00.003+08:00

Haven't been blogging for nearly a week, gonna update now. Anyway, since there isn't much people viewing too i guess?

This week was great, days spent studying (Y) but i guess I'll still flunk my papers. Argh! Read SS questions wrongly, Didn't finish English paper2 for today ): How how how?! I'm sad! & is super sad! Cause I've put in efforts for these papers but .... ): Am gonna study on next week's papers later on & tomorrow, including Sunday too. Geog & maths is gonna be a killer for next week's papers! Doing my best for F&N to get the score I wanted.

Only had a paper for today, went Drivethru Mac w Shiyun, Kunmiao, Siewvoon & Jason. Ivy & Jingwen gotta Lit papers. Had our breakfast there, & deciding where to go next. We decided to go sight seeing + long bus rides. Jason went home after breakfast :D Shiyun & me head back to my house to get my camera. Met Ivy & co at bus-stop. Bought our stuffs & take 162, was talking & getting bored halfway thru already. Took the wrong bus & we went home separately. Voon & me took 130 & the rest 162. Alighted at Bugis as she wanted to eat some noodles & we went bugis street for a little walk :D Home after that!

Things still aren't that smooth for us yet but well .. What else can i say right? If only we don't quarrel even when we're on phone. We haven't been talking much recently including tomorrow since you're not coming out till night. Am gonna concentrate on my studies then. I guess, that's my priority now. After O's, we'll see how (:

Here now, getting bored & I'm super tired! Have to do maths & chem homework + revising on F&N later on! On msn now, facebooking too. Gonna have my dinner now :D

2010-05-02T23:50:00.004+08:00

It's on the verge.

Gonna do a quick post before i off my comp since there isn't much people online now.

School was great recently only that MYE is next week & the following week, so well, gonna study SS essays tomorrow :D

Studied ~~whole day~~ about the whole day on Saturday, didn't went out with baby but he came over. Had tuition in the early afternoon for Chem & having tuition during the late afternoon for maths. Did revision, homework & a little of computer ): But still, happy for myself because I've understand more on Chem & maths. Gonna buck up real hard. Although I know I won't be able to score well for MYE but, I guess I'll do well for Prelims :D

Had a huge arguement with baby at night, even my parents know about it, like shit only. Old same problems unsolved, how?Someone, tell me how. Went to look for Jason & Huimin around 9 & only back at home at 10plus. Without knowing, i argued with baby again, like shit only ( again ) It's really tiring for both you & me. But studies is my priorities now. Sighs. We're always on the verge, isn't it?

Went J8 with parents today, bought things & went to had Prata at Jln Kayu for dinner :D Bought beancurd too & sent baby to camp. We went to Auntie's house & stayed there for a little while. Just back not long ago. Am gonna wash up now & maybe head to bed, most prolly? Studies & revision tomorrow, buck up!

When we're ready to let go of everything, that's the time. Not once not twice, both you & me have the same thinking. Maybe not now.. but do you think you've the determination to hold on to me till everlasting ?

2010-04-30T17:02:00.003+08:00

30th, 17.
Another month, it's still the same. Having the same old problems over months & months. As times goes by, nothing changes at all. Problems lingers around us, sadness too. Maybe we're not mature enough to have everything maintaining the same like the first 3months, everything was so sweet & loving unlike now .. sour. I do love you still, & you do. I hope for another month. Love.

Went out with Voon just now to Novena & Thomson plaza. I told her to meet at 5pm but ended up I'm late! :x 166 to Novena, was talking t her on bus. Had early dinner at foodcourt & I'm still feeling full now. Shiok! Went CottonOn & I'm gonna buy that shorts! It's so cutee! :D Me like! Walked around & left for Thomson Plaza. Bought my test papers & went NTUC, shopped around. Bought mostly drinks & cabbed home w Voon! I think we're too addicted to cab & our stuffs is damn heavy! ): I'm craving for Oreo Cheesecake or any chocolate cake, HOW!? ): ): ): SAVE MEEEEE!

Gonna do my Chem work now, having tuition tomorrow. Die die die die die! Can i finish it !?!? Argh!

2010-04-29T23:37:00.001+08:00

从以前到现在，都忘不了的心疼

2010-04-29T20:26:00.003+08:00

Am gonna finish blogging within 5minutes & get to work! Homework piling up! Gonna finish them before I'm sleepy :D

School today was great! Spent 9bucks(?) I think, to sleep at Jubilee hall watching MacBeth! Not only me, Shiyun & clique all slept! Went back school at around 12plus, break till 1.45pm & had to for F&N. Left at around 2.15 & went for Physics bridging. Shiyun, Jason & me went NorthPoint for movie, ice kachang puppy love! LOL M'sia movie. hehehe! Went to Eighteen Chef for lunch, average but damn fulling! Bought popcorns & went for our movie. To our surprise, there's only 3 of us watching that movie. We're so damn high after that! Jason laughed super loud like no people business, Shiyun walked around claiming she's exercising & me throwing those not sweet popcorn to the front of the seats. LOL! Is damn super fun one la! After movie, Jason & Shiyun sent me to bus 851 & they went home. Me went home too :D

Baby's doing his stuffs now i guess? He didn't reply my message, so gonna wait for his replies. Can't accompany him much recently due to exams, maybe after exams :D & Show luo's concert! Can't wait! :D :D :D

Okay! I took more then 5minutes blogging because I'm multi-tasking too. Argh! Gonna do my work now :D

2010-04-27T23:15:00.003+08:00

Imma gonna post before i head to bed :D

Monday i skipped school, not really skipped but i overslept! For the first time okay! Slept till 11+, woke up with miss calls & messages from baby, Kunmiao & Huimin. Cabbed to school once they release & met cliques at canteen. Went for Chinese oral & ended around 4+5 pm? Did Geog hmwrk while waiting too. Suppose to watch movie w Shiyun but didn't thou. Went home & studied a little despite my headache (Y) Finished up English homework :D

Today, went back school today. PE lessons I jumped my standing board jump for that 2periods & still failed! Like wth only, leg is damn jelly & ache-y now! Boring English lessons for briefing on MacBeth :D F&N lessons having theory, it's been a long time. Hahah! On task today, did my work. Only till Maths bridging, totally turned off -.-' Cabbed home with Ivy & SiewVoon. Shiokness!

Homed & prepared, cabbed to Amk's post office to pay something for Daddy then AMK hub to help daddy with his stuffs again. Bought Cake from coffee bean, bought bread from NTUC & cabbed home again. I did the cabbing because of my terrible headache & my jelly + ache-y leg! Spent near to 20bucks today ):

On msn with Kunmiao, Chengwee, Shiyun, Huimin & Baby too. Did my F&N coursework too. Am gonna finish my Chem tuition homework tml :D I hope i can still remember some stuffs for my MYE . Gonna work hard :D

Baby's asleep now i guess? Or his on his bed thinking of stuffs? I'm not sure too. We just argued just now, but now, we're fine. Oh well ... something do miracle at times. Maybe, you given in to me but i just didn't know it.

Selfish to say that, but ....
I know, you love me more than i love you.

2010-04-23T20:42:00.002+08:00

Thursday, 220410.

I dread every Thursday ): or maybe most of the Thursday because I'll be having classes till night time! Okay, breaks inbetween but like so little can?! & I'll always be dead tired after all my lessons at 10pm ): Sad case! Anyway, lessons till 5.30pm. Ivy,Siewvoon,Chengwee,Deon & me slacked at school's balcony till around 6+7pm before we left because it's raining cats & dogs. So well, played around with them, played in the rain too :D Ivy & Deon did something that made us laugh all the way. I've uploaded on facebook :D Science tuition at 8pm till 10.30pm. Slept at 11+ after a huge quarrel with B on msn. Dead tired!

Today, was pretty okay. School till 3+, intending to swim at Auntie's condo with clique but dropped that idea after that because we're all super tired after school ): Cabbed home with Huimin because I'm having a very terrible headache! Bathe, prepared & cabbed down to J8 to meet ahboy. Stupid rain made me have to cab all the way there,i hate it! So well, had pastamania, not that nice as the past, disappointing! Popular for some stationary & bought a storybook :D Walked around & homed with ahboy's mummy & ahboy!

Korkor didn't come home today, I think he'll be back tomorrow :D yay! Baby's phone gonna low batt too, so I'm gonna finish this post asap before his phone totally flat! Kay, I'm done here. Off to help my friend with his blog now. Bye! :D

Time will show everything if we're gonna say forever.

2010-04-21T19:43:00.002+08:00

Napfa today after school, damn tiring & leg's turned jelly after all the 5 stations. Hate standing broad jump ttm! Muscle ache tomorrow, i hate it ): After Napfa, quickly took our bags & took bus to Amk. We parted our ways, Kunmiao & Shiyun waited for Ivy. Siewvoon & me headed to buy KFC for them too. Jingwen & Huimin went to buy tix :D Just nice gotta in the cinema when it just started the show. Nearly cold to death halfway thru the show but it's so damn sweet & loving please! Oh my gawd! Sweetness ttm! Parted our ways home after movie ended. & walked home w Huimin :D

Monday ( If I'm not wrong ), baby gotta nights out & he came to look for me :D Sweet boy! Then he cabbed back after that. Thanks (L)

I'm tired! & I'm gonna sleep at 1030 tonight! :D

2010-04-18T15:47:00.003+08:00

Somehow, it's still the same. I went back, back to where i found out everything. I tried finding ways not to ___ but everything is too late. Seems like, concerning all this sorts of stuffs isn't what I'm suppose to do now anyway, I should be focusing on my O's now but not ____. (A little time wasted on them, gonna make up double for my coursework) It's their problem & it's not mine. My curiosity always land me with troubles, & with heartache(maybe?). I should learn, learn not to care so much. Learn to remember ' ignorance is bliss '. Knowing what's right to know & what's wrong to not know much. I'm still in the midst of growing. Somehow, thank you for teaching me, this society isn't a comfort zone of mine & for letting me know how to grow. I know, there's more to come in the future.

Afterall, still the same conclusion, is only a matter of time. Don't ask me because once this was known, history gonna repeats itself again. I'm not evil & i believe I'm not like this in the beginning because I sincerity treat ____ but all I get was rubbish. You guys force me too.

When you're kind infront of me, you tend to show part of your evil too. Because, you don't use your sincerity in treating me the way I'm suppose to be treated.

2010-04-17T22:04:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday KianLoong & ZhaoXiao!
5 more months, is my birthday already! :D

Yesterday, 160410, i didn't went to school, feeling damn not well. School happened quite a number of stuffs too. Luckily I'm not there but Jason got scolded because partly me :x Sorry :D Prepared & met Ivy, Siewvoon & Jingwen at bus-stop. Bused over to Jason's house function room. Put our things down & slacked awhile. Played cards, uno stacko but i didn't play because my stomach hurts like hell! Damn wasted ley! People started coming in. Around 9+, played truth or dare. Not enough time to play so I didn't get any forfeit. Before we left, we drink & drunk, by the time around 10+, almost all girls drunk except Van, Shiyun & Kunmiao! Initially, I was awake but later drunk too! Hahah! Did damn many malu stuffs at Deon's ah ma house. Homed at around 12+ after I've rested/Nap. Oh, really have to thanks Deon, Chengwee, Thomas, KianLoong, Zhaoxiao & other guys for taking care of us, those drunkards! Hahaha! I guess, we spoiled those guy's plan too because if I'm not wrong, they're suppose to club after that. Sorry & thank you guys! Friends forever okay! LOLOL ttm!

Today, went to school in the morning for F&N lessons, but I'm too tired for anything! Was talking to Shiyun, Huimin, Jingwen, Jason what's was happening yesterday. I, is sibei malu de la! Huimin is the worst! HAHAH ! Actually, everyone is damn malu one. Went home & baby was waiting at my house already. Bathed & all, headed over to baby's house. Quarrelled with him over some stuffs, then I slept. Woke him up at 5+, we're still quarreling! Suppose to watch Monga, but it's too late when we woke up, so skipped the idea. Headed to WestMall for Subway since I'm craving for it. Returned my library books & bused home myself. Baby went to his friend's girlfr bday party. Kay, bye! On msn with Kunmiao & facebook-ing with Huimin & Shiyun. Damn basket! Hahaha!

2010-04-15T17:49:00.003+08:00

Happy 17th birthday 172cm Ivan shortyyyy ! :D

YOU'RE OLDER THEN ME ! HAHAH ! :x
Anyway, hope you have fun this day although we never seen each other before but you helped me a lot in the past :D Sincerely thank you for everything in maple, appreciated okay :D Stop growing tall & suan-ing me that i'm that 152cm gina! LOL you sucks ley. HAHAH !

Jiayou for O's this year but I wanna do better thn you ley! LOL :x Do our best & if we're fated to be more than a online friend ( as in, friends known in real ), cya in Poly yeah? :D

Good luck in everything you're doing especially your studies :D Find a girl soon, ass ! :D

Be honoured, you're on my 15th April post okay! lmao ttm!

2010-04-15T17:36:00.003+08:00

Life wasn't fair in the first place.
Some pretty while others average.
Some have average figures while others have hawt figures.
Some have intelligence brain but some plainly idiots.
Wonder why life is like that. Imma always that unlucky one.
I always don't have what i wanted. What i have, is always what i don't want.
That sucks to the max isn't it?
When will i then have what i wanted? I've been asking myself this many many times.

If i can, i wanna stay away from maple friends( no offence), especially people i dislike/hate & things would make me unhappy.

Crap, kay bye.

Stupid world, isn't worth living on.

2010-04-13T21:19:00.004+08:00

School recently sucks ttm! I seriously wonder, did i make the wrong choice coming to sec5. The pace is way to fast compare to N's level. The things we learn was way too difficult compare to sec4. Argh!

Shan't say about the day, because i know nothing happen in school, only i passed my 2.4km run, that's the only good thing, thank god. I've gotta SS homework & i left it in school. FML! Physics test tomorrow, & I don't know a single shit of it. FML again. I've left my book in school or else I would be able to study it, isn't it?! Stupid!

I'm feeling freaking stress. Time is running out! Maybe I'm giving myself too much stress! Maybe what Chengwee said is right. I need more time, that's all. After mid-year, I'll be better in my topics, gonna work hard but then .. Actions speaks louder then words.

I'm trying my best to keep myself motivated but only to find myself failing.

Keep going, Xueting! 6 more months, endure for goodness sake!

Sorry, dear.

2010-04-12T15:18:00.002+08:00

Saturday , 10 Apr 2010.

Woke up at around 11+ in the morning & message baby. Baby came over after booking out & leaving his stuffs at his house. Used comp awhile & went out. Mrted to Orchard to get baby's Itouch . Finally got it, happy right? haha! Went to have lunch/dinner at Ion's foodhall. The food taste not bad :D Damn bloated & walked over to Taka. Bought baby's Fred Perry bag there, & walked over to 313 for my F21 bag, but sold out. Damn it ): Saddening ley! Walked around 313 for baby's wallet & after much consideration, he bought it from forget what shop is that. bused back to baby's house to take my storybook & baby wanna take a shower too. Cabbed home & baby stayed over. Ordered MacSpicy for supper, damn guilty! 13.2gram of fats ( If i didn't remember wrongly? )

Sunday , 11Apr 2010.

Teacher cancelled tuition again! Woke baby up but he only woke up at 10+. He went home leaving his handphone at my area! Damn smart, baby! :x I prepared & went to ' sao mu ' with my family. Homed at around 5+ & Baby came over after cutting his hair. Took his phone & we went out for dinner w my parents. After eating, daddy fetch baby back to his camp & we went daddy's friend house till around 10+ & homed :D

School was alright today, damn tiring! Stupid weather making us damn irritated! Classroom is damn stuffy please! Luckily there's no remedial today or else, i'm gonna kill people already! Baby had his shooting thingy today so we can't contact the whole day ): anyway, 2.4km tomorrow, sucks ttm!

Off to bed! Bai :D

2010-04-09T23:56:00.001+08:00

Sports day,2010

Today marks the last sports day for sec5 NA & sec4 Express students. It's a fun one, enjoyable thou the weather nearly killed us :D As usual, late for 15minutes. We didn't went for breakfast & we're still late! Walked 2rounds around the stadium & find a shady area to sit :D Took pictures & everything. Ate tibits & chat till dismiss.

Area cleaning really pissed me off. Not only me, whole clique of mine! Damn it, they're way too over -.-' Argh! After area cleaning, wash our hands & mrted to TPY.

Had Subway for lunch with Kunmiao & SiewVoon. Ivy & Shiyun went Foodcourt. Huimin & Jingwen went don't know where. We parted our ways & met after lunch again :D The face shop for nail polish, bought 2 :D & went to look for Shiyun & Kunmiao. Walked around TPY & went home :D Oh, bought a present for ZhaoXiao too ! Can't wait for Friday's party! woohoo! Sure fun :D

I've just changed my blogskin. Sorry to Kris'baby for spending time on my old blogskin but then I've to change it cause lots of my friends can't view it thru IE ): Anyway, appreciated! Loveyou lots :D Still editing some parts of my blog, gotta do it real soon :D

Baby's booking out tomorrow, town(hopefully?) Gotta see him real soon! Bai!

2010-04-08T16:17:00.004+08:00

I'm in school now, in this damn comp lab having my CCA. Argh, it's a long day in school today. Actually, not really but my headache is killing me! That's for sure! I've eaten my medicine & it doesn't help at all ):

School today was alright, time passes damn super slow! I don't know what's wrong too. Too tired & fell asleep during Chinese lessons, I think most of the people in class too. Too tired i guess? Ess wasn't in school today & we thought we would have relief lessons & there's time for me too sleep again! Damn happy but it was the opposite ): Santhi took over sec5 & teached till around 2pm? She extended the lessons ): Suppose to extend till 2.30 but we've got bridging so she stopped at 2pm. Damn it! Then headed for Science bridging, learn acid & bases. Kay, that's like sec3 work, but I'm too playful during my sec3 & failed my sec3 science badly. I don't know everything including balancing which is the basic! Hope I can survive my year without dying halfway ): Headed to CCA again after bridging, the time is so damn pack for goodness sake! Stupid school with stupid arrangement. Tsk!

I'm here now, Ah Loong's dota-ing now with Deon. Damn pro him! Downloaded Garena & maps to dota here. He even went to ask the teacher-in-charge if he can play games not. lmao! Oh, teacher-in-charge says after 17April we don't have to attend CCA anymore. Shiok ttm! :D It's 4.22pm now, I'm gonna ask Ahloong to off his dota & go home now! I'm dying anytime!

Shiyun & co. is back home already! I believe they're having a good time on their bed now ): Studying at night, brought my books home.

before i stop blogging, AH BOY! I KNOW YOU'LL READ MY BLOG! YOUR YONG TAT TOOK MY CHEM BOOK W/O ASKING ME! CONTROL HIM LEYZXZ ! LOLOLOL :x & HOR HE TREAT MY BOOK LIKE RUBBISH ! ARGH! D:

2010-04-06T23:21:00.002+08:00

值得?

Sometimes, I asked myself, if i really cherish those stuffs/people beside me like my family, girlfr(s) & of cause, including Glenn.

I don't know what's happening to me. I feel myself damn wrong recently. Be it to family or Glenn but i don't think i did that to my girlfr(s), i don't know why either? I'm always showing attitude to them especially Glenn. I don't know why he have to bear with me so much. I'm not having my monthly period mood swing but I don't know why, my temper isn't good recently. Maybe I took him for granted? Because i know he won't leave me. Maybe because i can't express myself well enough to let him understand what I'm trying to convey to him? Of cause, he would ask me & I would give him that damn pek chek tone. I don't know what's wrong with me. Argh. I'm fine the past few weeks but I started to be like this now!

I shouldn't be like this. I shouldn't take things for granted. I should cherish. Baby, don't treat me so good anymore, seriously. The better you treat me, the more i feel guilty. Maybe, I'm ain't a good girlfr to you? I don't know. I'm not emotional here but I'm just trying to type out things that I don't know how to express to him. I don't know how should i put it to words to let him understand what I'm actually thinking.

In the first place, I shouldn't have asked you to change, to a better person. Example to quit smoking & speaking less vulgarities. I know everything can't change overnight. I can't change my attitude overnight too. & I know, most importantly, I can't be so selfish just because I wanna a better you. Maybe I think it's good for you, but maybe you think it's not yourself anymore. & I should love you for who you are but sometimes, there are things that I can't accept for being my boyfr ( even it past 1 year+ already, but this topic, I've talked to you about it before isn't it baby? )I just wanna a better you. I'm selfish, sorry.

I'm actually afraid of my character, not many people could understand me well & stand my sucky attitude but of cause, there's always people who can understand me well too like Huimin, Kunmiao, Ivy, SiewVoon, Shiyun & Jingwen. Thankyou girlfr(s) :D I don't know if I've changed over the years, during my sec1 till now, which is the better me? I don't know. But i still wanna a better me. If only, I'm not addicted to maple few years ago & dropped my 7th subject just because i wanna head home & chiong my stupid maple character , not speak vulgarities so often. & a better attitude & not those fcuked up one. If only If only.. regrets only.
If I haven't dropped my 7th subject, maybe, i would have a better time in my sec5 now.

A better me, please?

2010-04-04T23:04:00.002+08:00

A person with such a character.

Quick update before i washed up & head to bed. Guess lack of sleep made me like ghost now ):

Baby came back to my house & stayed over for the night. Woke him up in the morning & he went home. I had tuition & went back to sleep till around 1pm & I woke up. Called him & his buying his HTC Snap. Quite pissed off w him & we quarreled. After bathing, he reached my house already. Feeling so sick, fed him w medicine & water. We're still in the midst of quarreling & I don't know why I'll feed him with medicine & water when I'm so pissed at the moment. Guess I'm mad! After awhile, we're fine, he apologised (: Wonder what's wrong w us arguing like no people business recently. I hate it yeah! Played around w his new phone, damn difficult to use. Argh! Went out for dinner at around 6+pm. Ate & baby went back camp.

We went down to Daddy's friend house, sat & chatted till around 9+ & we went back Hub's NTUC. Bought stuffs & I bought myself a new pillow! Gonna use it tonight! hahah :D

I find myself evil because you all force me to. Sucks!

2010-04-03T23:24:00.002+08:00

No town today, no movies no nothing! ):

Baby woke me up at around don't know what time & tell me his gonna off because his father call him for don't know why ( maybe i forgot ),i went back to sleep & woke up at around 1pm. Called him & his gonna hospital to visit his grandfather. Used comp & prepared. Suppose to town today but in the end, didn't. We stayed at home & do nothing. I was using the comp all the while & he slept since his feeling kinda sick. Kor & him went down to buy dinner for us including my brother's girlfr :D Ate & after awhile he went off to meet his friends for movie. I'm staying at home on a Saturday, surprise? Argh, wasted my day, again. Damn!

I don't know if his coming back later after his movies or not but well ... Nah it's okay (:

On msn with Kunmiao earlier & now Chengwee. Thanks for teaching me math :D I've done tuition homework too, having tuition tomorrow at 8am :D

Bai, damn giddy, wonder what's wrong. Crazy me -.-"

2010-04-02T23:20:00.002+08:00

Tuition in the afternoon, then prepared while watching 100% entertainment. Damn funny! Met SiewVoon on bus & we went J8. Shopped around, went popular, bought yami yogurt :D 5 tubs home again, shiok ttm! Thanks daddy! Love die you :D NTUC again, this time i bought my pankcakes & maple syrup! Thanks to siewvoon for touring around NTUC looking for her nutritious bar ): Spent 30bucks (Daddy's $, lucky!)

Bused home, put my things & head out again. Met baby outside PizzaHut for dinner :D Damn full! Walked around hub & baby wanted to go Arcade, I'm so damn unhappy! He got tempted & he wanted to play, but before that, he told me that he will not play any games inside, see only! Ended up leh?! So pissed off! Went NTUC again, bought my house phone & ice cream :D Walked home. My stomach's damn bloated now! Wonder what's happening. I'm gonna drink water now, damn thirsty :D

Baby's staying over today, his meeting his friends at 9+ for movies tomorrow . He'll be leaving early & booking in early on Sunday too. School on Monday, sucks ): Friday sports day! woohoo :D shiokness!

Town tomorrow :D

2010-04-01T22:37:00.003+08:00

I shouldn't have pin high hopes in the beginning.

Yes, I'm disappointed. It's normal for me but why I still can't get used to it? I shouldn't have treat you this way but I'm sorry, this matter is really getting way too irritating for me. When i always thought i could meet you ended up, it's always the opposite. Yes, is always.

I couldn't control my emotions because it's getting too ___ ( at this moment, i don't know what word should i describe it ) sucks kay sucks.

I hate my emotions got carried away by you, I'm trying my best not to let it happen because my world doesn't only revolves around you. I've got my friends, like you got yours too. I'm learning to be independent. So i wouldn't rely on you so much. I know my feeling will get better when I don't message w you & that's what I'm doing now. On msn with my clique, I believe they'll make me feel good :D :D :D Double shiok-ness to them have with me :D

fml, again.

2010-04-01T01:15:00.003+08:00

Sick & skipped school yesterday. Nothing much happened, studying w cliques tomorrow in the library :D Huimin came over after her K session with Ivy, gossip alittle, talk a little & she went home. I went to see a doctor for MC & medicine. On msn with Kris'baby, SiewVoon & Chengwee now. Gotta sleep soon too :D

I do bear grudges, I don't forgive & forget easily. I still hate.

Oh! It's 1st of April :D April fool! :D

2010-03-30T20:01:00.002+08:00

Every 30th , 16.
iloveyou.

Day was fine till P.E lessons. Having 2.4km run, after that run, i totally felt so .... sucks! I nearly vomited but nothing come out. So well, drank water & ate during recess. After recess, went general office & called my mummy. I wanna go home! Argh ): I can't take it anymore. Brother came over instead, cabbed me home & i slept till around 5+pm. Woke up with a terrible headache, damn terrible! Ate my dinner & I'm here. Feeling much better now :D Most prolly gonna school tomorrow, having F&N coursework remedial tomorrow. Kay shall go now.

On msn with Huimin.

p/s ; Thanks Ah voon & Jingwen for buying food for me :D Thanks Huimin & Shiyun for taking my bag down :D Thanks Ivy for feeding me when my hand is numb, potential Mummy-to-be. HAHA! Thanks Jingwen for taking my things for me :D Thanks Chengwee for the cup of water when i nearly vomited :D

2010-03-29T21:33:00.002+08:00

A quick update before continuing with my F&N coursework.

Saturday, head out with baby. Movies at PS & went kiap toys(as usual, his favourite). Kinda irritated with baby! He kept spending his money on those games, I don't like la! But I've got no choice ): Went for movies, Kidnapper. Nice movie but ... too exaggerating . Had dinner at Burger king :D Baby didn't eat thou, he ate at home before we head out. Went back to kiap toys till around 10+pm & only left when baby had 2 Jackpots. His gonna go back for another 2 more when he get his pay! Gonna kill him for that. Mrted home & baby stayed over again :D

He went home on Sunday, accompanying his mother & me slacking at home doing nothing. Messaging with Huimin & Baby. Nothing much.

School today was great today. Nothing much but there's homework. Skipped tuition again, rainy days is nice for sleeping. Slept till around 7+pm & ate my dinner. Revised 2chap for maths, did my Geog & Chem homework. Gonna continue with my F&N coursework now but it seems so damn boring. & I'm having headache again ... Damn it! ):

Tomorrow .... remember? (:

2010-03-25T23:00:00.003+08:00

I've lost again, again & again. Fcuk my life, fcuk!

This 2 days, I'm having a high achievers programme conducted by Coach Elgin, Shaun & Ruby . They're very good coach, humorous too :D I had fun for both days, didn't regretted going for that programme :D They're coming back during our Junes holiday & if I'm not mistaken, before O's . I think Coach Elgin motivated me a lot, so gonna buck up & work hard too! I believe Sec5(s) were motivated too. Hahah! Some went to sleep at 10pm ( those on msn ) for the 8hours of sleep coach Elgin said about.

Anyway, I'm gonna bed now, with my mood like so damn fcuked up. I don't know what to say, I'm speechless. Maybe now, i know your feelings then. Stuck in between with no solutions for a win-win situation. I don't know what else I can do now, because I'm really with no solutions. Yes no boyfr can allow/bear with this* you have to bear with. But I've things I've to bear w when other girlfr(s) don't have to. We're just having a same problem, don't you find them similar? & always there's no solutions to it. Yes, fml , definitely, fcuk my life la kay. I'm damn stressed up now. If i can, i wouldn't want to care at all. Afterall, because i care but now, I'm nothing. Totally nothing. Again, fml.

After so many things happening, maybe my relationship wasn't a successful one.
We're of different characters. Super different. Like how you & me don't understand each other.

2010-03-25T22:59:00.001+08:00

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2010-03-24T00:46:00.003+08:00

Know why I'm here at this time? Because i can't sleep! & i think i seriously have some sleeping problems -.-" I've a comfy bed in my room with air con but yet i can't fall asleep there only when I'm lying down on my living room's sofa with fan, & I fall asleep in like ... 10 minutes? Something wrong right! Argh, I don't know what I'm suppose to do because everyone is sleeping like pig now! Only me, using Daddy's laptop, surfing the net here ): Argh! Should i die? I think i should la! Damn it. School tomorrow till 6pm, but i don't think I'll be able to stay awake till 6pm. Definitely fall asleep in the whatever-room-they're-gonna-put-us-in for the workshop la! Oh no .. Stomach grumbling. I can't eat now, I find myself so fat! ): How?!?! Suffering la dey! Tsk

Baby & me have been messaging all day long but there's no time for us to talk on phone. He called like, only for that 5minutes? or near to 10minutes only? & we have to hang the phone already. Sometimes, i seriously ... envy of those who can meet up everyday although even if possible, i wouldn't want too. Sure bored de what! & those who have ample time for their girlfr, unlike baby, who wanna accompany me(maybe?maybe not?) yet he doesn't have the time. Who to blame then? Sighs. Maybe after this year, I'll have good life? Or maybe not? Most prolly yes? I don't know actually. But well, since things have come till this far, I only have follow with the flow isn't it? I believe things will go better but still envy .. Oh, i'm not comparing anything, just maybe ... grumbling since there's no point grumbling to baby too. He can't do anything but maybe my grumbling will dampens his mood, but i think i better not do that. So update in this space here!

On msn with John'Daddy. Talking about some stuffs. Maybe secrets or not? Hahah! Kidding :D

I've started yawning, but i know, i won't sleep even after i off the laptop ):

Life's bore ... ): Doubt Kunmiao's gonna call me! Argh ): x2

2010-03-23T20:35:00.002+08:00

A little misunderstanding leads to things happening in a weird way.

Peach flavored Yami Yogurt is infront of me now :D Gonna blog fast & eat it! Damn craves for it. Hahah! All thanks to the very sweet girl, Huimin. She went down just to get it for me( she said so ). Damn sweet uh! Love her ttm :D

School was great tday. Thought SS gonna be damn bored & most prolly fall asleep but didn't in the end thou. 5 stations for P.E nearly died but still fine :D I hope i don't get muscle ache on my tummy tomorrow. Can die! Have to go back to school on Saturday to get our coursework done, lucky till 1pm only or else i got a feeling baby gonna scold people already. HAHAH ! Anyway, still meeting him on Saturday for movies i guess? Suppose to have picnic, but i guess have to postpone already :D

Still thinking whether I should go to school tomorrow or not, seems boring yknow? ): Having a workshop till 6pm. Oh my ... That seriously sucks .

Bai :D Yami yogurt now!

2010-03-22T20:15:00.003+08:00

School reopen today . Shiok :D Better then staying at home doing nothing. It's better with friends around you isn't it? :D Well, report book not signed ): Argh! Lessons today was pretty boring, tomorrow's too. Wonder why they change the time table. Tsk! 1st week of school have lesser stuffs because CCA is cancelled & Sec1-3 is having their level camps . Sec5 gonna have their ... workshop -.-' & it's like the whole day!? My gawd ... Cabbed home with Kunmiao after school. The first weirdest & ghey driver i ever seen & also damn kpo! Kunmiao said he drive super slow!

Didn't went for tuition today, same goes to Kunmiao & Siewvoon. Too tired already. Had nap & baby woke me up at around 6.30pm. I hope i can sleep later. Flu again, fcuk. Kay, gonna do Maths 10year series now :D

2010-03-21T14:48:00.003+08:00

{ 20 March 2010 }

Sorted things out w baby for the past few days. So well, met him today during evening. I went over to find him since it's like so late already. Didn't went out thou, just stayed there & we talked. Around 8, went out to CWP, had Dian Xiao Er for dinner. Bused home. Baby wanna dota at my place with my brother, so they played till 3+ & Daddy asked him to stay over for the night then. Slept at around 3+ 4am with baby & he left like 11am I think because I'm still sleeping! :D

Ivy's back in SG today! :D Welcome back !

Kay, school starting tomorrow. Excited! Holidays is way too boring for me nowadays ): I wonder why too. Homework not touched at all. Goodluck to me tomorrow. Report book not yet sign, no eyes see -.-" Kay, argh ): Bai! Gonna have my lunch now, damn hungry!

2010-03-19T21:24:00.002+08:00

Didn't sleep well recently, for don't know what reason -.-" Woke up at 5+ & went back to sleep at 6+am in the morning today. Slept till 1pm, watched disc w my sister & prepared. Bused to Hub, redraw $ & waited for Huimin & Jason. Bused to clinic, went to see our skin doctor again. Argh ): It's so exp ! I nearly died hearing the price but well, i guess it's worth yeah? (: Before that, ate dinner at the Coffee shop beside the clinic. After that, bused home & I'm here now.

I'm having a terrible flu & I've eaten medicine too but it seems useless! Dying from the sneezing & shivering. Cold weather recently ): If there's school, it'll be better. Maybe homework tomorrow since I've nothing to do too :D Or maybe swim at my auntie's condo? Shall see then :D

Kay, bai! Off for show now & calling ah voon later :D

2010-03-18T17:16:00.002+08:00

I'm now at SiewVoon's house blogging while she's helping her Mum doing stuffs i think.

Anyway, I went to have a haircut just now :D Bought serum for my hair too :D & Daddy scolded me for wasting so much $. Argh ): Anyway, my hair is much shorter & neater! Me like. hahaha! Daddy drove me to SiewVoon's house. Thankyou daddy! Muacks :D She's not home yet at that point of time, so I've to wait outside her house. It's pouring heavily & cold can!? Argh ):

SiewVoon's Mum showed me Revita Lash's brochure. I love it so much laaaa ): But it's so damn expensive laaaaa! 200+ ): Who gonna buy it for me?!?! Kay, stop dreaming. HAHAH!

Auntie Zoey gotta Show's luo concert tix for me already! Damn shiok :D Can't wait cannnn!? She's gonna get the tix tomorrow already. & 2 months later, I'll be able to see my future husbanddddd :D LOLOL! winks*

Gonna out now, ladies night later i suppose? But i'm kinda tired to go lehzx, feel like going home already ... yawns! Kay, She's waiting for me! Baiiiii :D

p/s ; somehow .... yknow, maybe i miss you.

2010-03-17T19:18:00.002+08:00

This would be better for both of us.
Maybe we'll/I'll suffer but at least i know, you once loved me & i loved you too.
Thanks for everything you given me, I'm really contented.
A gap that I'll never fit in, i believe you can find someone who can fit in it.
A girl who can communicate w your brothers & friends.
I'm sorry I'm unable t do it. I've tried my best, I believe you see it too.
Glenn, thanks, thanks for being w me all this while.
My N's period, my hard times w my friends & family members.
I've never once stop loving you, i believe you too.
I'm sorry, our promise will never be fulfill.
Be happy, baby.

A girl who loves you wholeheartedly.

2010-03-16T22:22:00.005+08:00

One last time, i promise.

I believe in myself, only myself. & maybe my friends. I choose to believe what i see & what i think it should be like. Never, believe in others. Because i know, it's all lies. I can seems stupid to you, but that doesn't mean I'm really stupid. I can tell who is being fake here. & yes, is damn fake. For goodness sake, I'm not a person w/o brains (: I can tell things about .. sensitive topics. All thanks to you guys out there. If only, If only, only him w/o his ____. Wouldn't it be fabulous? It seems that they come in a package.

Till now, it's still in my head. Somehow, i still let myself down.

Even then, if things changes, it's too late for anything.

Lesser & lesser things in common.. Lesser & lesser topics on phone. Time shows everything.

I've enough hurt that I suppose to have. Bear in mind, is Hurt.

2010-03-15T01:18:00.003+08:00

Think & thoughts, when it's time, i believe i will show it.
People's mouth, people's thought, i can't control.
Got ____ ( fill in then ) again & again, I've to bear w it silently.
& I've no one t talk to at this moment of time but only Kunmiao.
I'm letting myself down for not speaking up.
I'm letting myself down for being ____ ( fill in then ) again & again.
Because, I'm not as strong/brave as how you think I am.

You people seriously sucks, knowing you guys seriously sucks my life.
Actually you ain't my friends anyway.
But, w you all this kind of peoples around the world.
You've sins on yourself. I believe karma will befall on you guys.
Think you're that _____ & _____ ?
You guys sucks w your asses up on your head w/o any brains so you all can't think you're even ___ & f___ (:
Yes, i shdn't be bitching you people here, but why I am?
Maybe because i cared & I felt so stupid t care for you guys & your words that affect me.
You guys don't deserve my attention at all.
& I find you guys stupid, because i found it out all.
Maybe behind, you guys are talking about me still. One day, you will have your retribution.

I'm stupid t cry over this matter even it happen so many times before.
But to think, crying makes me feel better.
& I'm not ashamed t say i've cried.
Congratulations to you guys that you all got my attention.

I get myself into this pile of shit when it's like so fcuking useless ,
I regretted everything, including _____ . Yes, seriously, regret.

2010-03-15T00:56:00.001+08:00

Thanks Kunmiao for hearing me out, appreciated. I really appreciate it a lot.

Best friend, indeed. (:

2010-03-13T21:22:00.003+08:00

Maybe it's only something that went wrong.

Friday, 12 March 2010

After school, skipped English bridging. Saw Jiayi as he came back to school for something. Bused home w them (: Reached home, on phone w SiewVoon & prepared after that. Head out to Hub to wait for Shiyun & co. Shiyun came to look for me & followed by Justin Seah. Bought 14Tix for Kaiji. Went to NTUC & meet up with the rest. Zhao xiao came the latest & we bought tibits for later movie. Bused to Chomp Chomp to meet with Deon, Jiayi, Kianloong & Jason. Had our dinner when we reach there, kinda disappointing. Kunmiao & me broke after eating. We don't know where our $ gone too -.-" always like that! Some of them walked back AMK while some of us ( Kunmiao, Ivy, SiewVoon, Shiyun & chengwee ) bused back. I bought frolick on the way to bus-stop :D Shiok! Walked around Hub & decided to settle down at My Dessert House for some desserts. Chengwee left to find the rest at Kpool. Chat at My Dessert house. Time for movie & we went up to meet up with the rest. Movie was great! After movie, deciding where to go & everyone decides to go home. I'm bored & I don't have that ' feel ' to go home! Argh ): but i've no choice but to go home. Slept at around 12+ .

13 March 2010

Woke up at around 11+ today, msn with Shiyun & Chengwee. Prepared & waited for baby to come over my house. Cabbed over to IT fair, nothing to buy & we left. Marina Square next for Swensen dinner :D Bought tix for 'Happy Go Lucky' & went to kiap toys again. Baby's favourite -.-" He caught 1 toy & it's mine! HAHAH :D Andersen's Ice Cream next! Baby want to eat Couple fondue, fine w it :D Ordered Earl grey tea too. Me like! Went for movies. Uh, kinda boring. Cabbed home after that cause baby's lazy. Tsk! Always like that.

Home now, On msn :D Bai!

p/s ; HOLIDAYS ARE HERE :D TIME FOR STUDY TOOO ):

2010-03-11T18:33:00.003+08:00

" Memory itself is an internal rumour "

Suppose to blog yesterday but too lazy & tired. After school, Ivy, SiewVoon & I went over to Novena & meet Kunmiao there. Went Cotton On as i wanted to buy shirt. Shopped there awhile. Shiyun called & something happened well but it's okay now :D can't wait for tomorrow! Kunmiao , better come & join us kay! Didn't have my size at Novena's cotton on, so decided to go over to 313 since there's my size there. Baby say I'm willing to do anything just to get my shirt. LOL Parted with Ivy & SiewVoon. Kunmiao accompanied me there & get my top, thanks friend! :D As usual, Forever21, New look, Yami yogurt before going home. Was complaining that i was hungry so we decided to try the shop selling la mian at basement. Disappointing, waste my 15bucks. Argh! Mrted back to Novena & bused home from there :D Thanks Kunmiao!

Today had Science test. Suppose to go CCA but Kianloong & Kane psycho me not to go because we went to the wrong comp lab. So went back class to find Kunmiao & Jingwen. Chatted & Bused home w Jingwen at around 4.30? I remembered something that i really felt so ... Sighs ): I forgotten to bring my wallet to school today, so i've to drop coins for my transport & then .. I DROP 1.55$ FOR MY 3 STOPS BUS FARE! Omg, i nearly died there! my 1$ ! Not being budget here, but I'm really poor kay! I'm here now & having terrible headache. Don't know what's wrong w me but the feeling sucksz! ):

Show having his 舞法舞天 concert at Taiwan soon! Argh ): I wanna go! I wanna see him. Damn it! but i can't ... sighs ):

2010-03-09T19:58:00.003+08:00

曾經依靠彼此的肩膀

Lack of sleep! Monday blues! Kay, i'm lazy to blog yesterday & i've forgotten what i've done too. oh i remembered something but not posting it out, too lazy & I'm falling asleep anytime yknow!? Anyway, talked about today then. After CT, bridging programme's test now. Sucks kay! & Detention everyday really drain me out ): Hot weather, butt hurts ( sitting on floor for many 2hours) & sleepy . Argh! Waste my time only lehzx! Anyway, today marks the last day of detention. Damn happy! Means i don't have t sit there for hours again! I'm not gonna skipped CCA anymore! Tsk!

Maths test was difficult! I doubt I'll get 65 & above to get out of bridging but well, I tried & did my best. Tomorrow having SS test, I hate to memorize essays yknow?! & I'm having a terrible headache ):

Time for SS essays & baby's bad! He wish i failed the paper so i have to continue bridging for my own good! Maths, you're now my friend but i want you to be, my best friend :D

We aint close anymore. No more sweet messages, nothing. Maybe you're tired already.

2010-03-07T10:57:00.004+08:00

Out w baby yesterday ;D the best outing i ever had! Because .. I've been shopping the whole day! But i only bought 1 tee from Forever21. Kay, that sucks! I've been spending tons of money on clothing this month & last month already! Baby kept nag non stop about me spending money like drinking water ):

Met baby at Amk station because i woke up late & I don't wanna go over to baby's house because I'm afraid I'll fall asleep at his house again! Mrt-ed to Somerset & we went 313. Forever 21 for my Tee & Cineleisure next. Bought tix for ' Being human ' & frolick next :D Shared w baby Cup B & walked over to ION. Shopped around, wanted to buy E-royce chocolates but didn't in the end. Bought junk food(s) to share & baby treated it all :D Thankyou dear! Decided to go P.S Cafe since we're nearby. This time round, treated baby for the chocolate cake that I've been telling baby months ago! Walked back to Cineleisure for our movie. The show was great, not that bad :D Baby like it a lot! Kinda touching too. Went home after that.

Clothes from closetsfemme.lj finally arrived :D Me like, quality not bad too. Gonna order from them clothes again. Oh my gawd, sickness is here again! ): money rolling out, not in. Sighs.

Gonna out soon, bai!

p/s ; fcuk you pea brain kiddo(s) . Stop talking about people's past . If you doesn't have emotions, doesn't mean others don't have. Don't be a kpo & start spreading people's stuffs. Also not your problem, you talk so much for what? Go suck his cork la -'- yeah, I'm being crude here. So? you both made me like that. I believe in Karma.

2010-03-04T23:49:00.002+08:00

Nothing much happened in school. After years & months, i finally went for my CCA :D I'm so proud of myself. Anyway, we ( Kianloong, kane, bryan ) playing Viwawa' Sushido. went for like 1/2hour & was told that we can already already!? Waste my time but we still continue playing till around 5pm? Bused home with Bryan after that.

Argued w baby, forget it. Speechless ...

Bai! (:

2010-03-03T20:01:00.002+08:00

On phone with Kunmiao till 2plus in the morning. Slept & headed for school. I find it a miracle that I'm not late for school despite the lack of sleep I have :D English & chem CT papers were given back today. As expected for my Chem, i got like 4marks? & English, i failed badly. Will work hard ( when will it be manzx?! ). Fire drill today too , damn it! Superb warm weather -.-" Queky came & find me because i created trouble for CCA's teacher. Tsk! After school, went for bridging programme & went for detention with Kane. Stupid Deon say his gonna after bridging but LIE! he went straight after school! Argh! Kay, nevermind. Talked t Kane for the whole 2 hours while serving detention. Done English homework too :D Played Bingo with him because it's damn boring & the weather sucks! Parted ways after signing out. Went back class to look for Kunmiao, Jingwen, Huimin, SiewVoon & Cheng Wee! Chatted till around 6 & we went home separately :D

Baby didn't have t go for outfield & his like so happy but I'm having CCA tomorrow -.-" I hope it'll end early & I can leave that bloody place. I hate CCA man thou I can enjoy aircon but no no t CCA ! Whatever -.-" 2 more days of detention. I find it so pathetic! Argh.

It's the last year already. Being good friends for so many years, doesn't it a pity t having ' cold wars ' or whatever you can name it this year? & not enjoying the fun time now since O's still months away. Things have its own solution, i believe. Everyone have everyone's attitude. Friends should overcome problems together isn't it? I believe you both are really good friends & really cherishing each other. Friends around you both really having a hard time. We're once a group of good friends, even now. We're still a group of good friends, we should be together, not having one less, HM & SY .

2010-03-02T20:55:00.002+08:00

Lead me my way, it's time to face the truth.

Kunmiao didn't came to school today but she missed out something damn exciting! Boringzx. Balan wasn't here too so no banded lessons for English. Mdm Su took our class & Jason was kind enough to sit beside me knowing I'm alone! :D Thank yeahzxz! Chat w him till end of lessons, shiok but did our work too! P.E was kinda slack .. I'm damn tired & feeling jelly all over. hahaha! F&N was kind of great because i finished what I'm suppose t do, left a tiny little bit, gonna start research soon & touch up on TA . Boringzx. Maths bridging, left after finishing the work. SiewVoon, Ivy & Huimin went to watch Wolfman. Didn't go as i didn't want to watch that show. So homed & Slept till around 8pm. Guess I'm having difficulties to fall asleep today again, please .. i hope not. Anyway, I dreamt of him(Show luo) again! Shiok ttm :D :D :D but i forget what's it all about ): ): ):

Pocky for Kunmiao & maybe myself . Anyone too? (:
Bai.

2010-03-01T22:56:00.004+08:00

Somehow, looking thru someone's photo/facebook/blog.
I seriously wonder how come my mind would wander so far, it totally went wild.
When i know, what kind of feelings after that, I'm still being stubborn.
That irritating feeling came back, that feeling i shouldn't have already since last year when things was clarified with me.
Yes, It happened long ago & i should forget it, but why?
I'm asking myself, yes why? Why can't i forget it when people can forget it so easily?
I find myself so hard t accept it, accept what i should/have t accept.
In the first place, this shouldn't all happen isn't it?
I don't know, I'm having a terrible headache.
Xueting, it's time to forget, forget what you should forget.
It'll only make you even hurtful.
Time doesn't prove anytime. It stays, it seriously stays in you.
Even though, it's not about me. I still can't forget it.
I know, after this, I'll be me again. Definitely I will be.
The strong one again ..

Time for bed i guess, tomorrow will be a better one, with girlfr(s) around, definitely it will!

Still, i prefer to keep quiet about it.

2010-03-01T22:22:00.002+08:00

How i feel, read my lips.

Baby & i went for my house reunion dinner yesterday with my family. Daddy fetched baby t his camp & we went woodlands, Auntie's house for a gathering. Stay till around 11+ & we left. I was messaging w baby all the while & he said something so .. touching. hahah! But, it's rare he'll sweet talk t me kay! So must cherish that :D You said oh, dearest (:

School today after 2days self-claim holiday & with weekends it's 4 days! So, my mood totally gone & I'm having my holiday mood now. Argh! School was alright. During recess, was trying handphone to watch Autumn's concerto & watching halfway, student councilor came & we had t leave. Damn you kay! Went toilet & talked for a little while before heading to Geog lessons. CME lessons watched some videos & blah blah blah. F&N test was totally ... fail! Don't even understand what it's talking about. Lunched with Shiyun & Jingwen. They came my house while waiting for me t prepare. Huimin came awhile alter. Went Hub & look for Kunmiao, Ivy & SiewVoon. O2Skin t shop because they're having sales! Bought stuffs up t 4x + bucks & now i felt so guilty! Starting t feel broke already! & while blog shopping, I saw 2 clothes that I wanna buy it ): but getting 1 first. Sighs ): Xueting's shouting for moolah~ Tuition & went NTUC. Surprisingly, Ivy, Shiyun & Huimin still at the area, met up with them again & went shop. Home at around 7+. Baby called just now & talked w him till around 10pm & he went t bed. I'm here now, gonna bed soon i think .. so restless now.

CCA(s) teacher is getting on my nerves. Why only me? fark you! -'-

Kay, bai! Movies with the girls tomorrow i guess?

2010-02-28T14:22:00.003+08:00

27 feb 10

Woke up in the morning, went market to get ingredients. Homed & cooked for baby & his parents. Cabbed over his house & baby cabbed home from camp too. Met him at home & ate lunch. Baby kept complaining it's okay only! Be honoured i cooked for you kay! Argh, don't complain too much or i slap your butt :D Baby talked to his parents & soon, i fall asleep -.-" Baby woke me up afew times but he failed & he only managed to wake me up like at 6pm when our movie starts at 5.35pm HAHAH! Prepared & head out, didn't watched movie thou. Mrted to AMK & Baby decided to go his leg massage while i shopped around hub in the meantime. Bought rubberbands & clips from JEAN. Cabbed to Tong Shui, baby's treat! Thankyou love :D Bused home after that. I packed my stuffs in my room & baby dota with korkor. He went home at around 12 & I slept at around 1am :D

28 feb 10
no 30th this month, so ...
Happy 15th Month Anniversary, baby! :D

It's been another month. Life's been good for us only we didn't managed to contact often, that's all but everything will be over soon :D Am waiting! Kay, loveyou :D

Reunion dinner in the night again ( official one ) . Baby coming over later . Teacher cancelled tuition in the morning, so slept till around 1pm? I'm skipping my Physics tuition later. Sian. I'm feeling so tired despite waking up at 1pm -.-" Kay whatever, body aching like no people's business. bai!

2010-02-26T22:58:00.005+08:00

Bride's car . I think only this lifetime, once!

Auntie & Her Husband :D

Mummy & Daddy! :D

25th Feb 10

Happy birthday Huimin!
Hope you enjoy your day today thou I'm not there but I doubt it'll make any difference too rights? :D Anyway, 17th this year already, time to be more mature already kay? Think twice before doing something already! We won't always be there for you anymore. Be more independent. As usual, I'm always here w you when you need a listening ear. Don't keep everything to yourself, later got heart problems. LOL. Kay, Hope our friendship last till forever kay! Me love you. :D

I skipped school today, my auntie's wedding too. Woke up at 7am, prepared & waited for the groom to arrive. Played games & took Ang Bao :D Head over to Groom's house together w my auntie & those Jie-Mei ( I'm on of them too :D ) Sat there, took Ang Bao & ate there too. Oh it's somewhere near Kunmiao's house too. Hahah! Back home at around 12+. After tea ceremony, cabbed to J8 to collect auntie's wedding gift. Reached home to find that they went to hotel already. So after doing my hair, slept till around 5+ & headed to raffles hotel. Dinner was fine, baby's not here kinda pity too or else we would have taken pictures :D Then back home, slept at around 1+.

Skipped school today too(26th Feb 10 ), slept till 1+pm. Woke up, youtube-d for xiaozhu :D Asked Auntie Zoey out to Hub. Prepared & met her at bus-stop. Walked around Hub & went NTUC. After that, went to eat at S-11 since we're craving for seafood. Ordered 'Hum' , stingrey & chicken wings. Ate & headed home.

That's for the day ;D Photos uploaded too. Meeting baby tomorrow :D Miss him!

bai!

2010-02-23T20:16:00.002+08:00

Last thing to do, is not to be with you..

shall i say, school is damn slack today? For the first time? CT for the 1st 3period & P.E after that. Watched a video but Kunmiao, Ivy, SiewVoon & me was having our own conversations. Shiyun lent me her recipe book & I found some suitable ones. Thanks ah! MT lessons need not t say uh, teacher nearly died. SS lesson, we went library for just 5-10mins & teacher release us for next lesson -.-" Ms sim is not here for F&N lessons, so we got our own time in the lab for 2hours before schools end. Yknow, today, F&N students were 'great'! Some using facebook, some watching drama & others doing other stuffs. LOL Went for lunch w the usual. Cabbed home after that.

Woke up at 7+pm & called baby awhile. His gonna call back in like few minutes later. Science CT tomorrow, die. -.-"

Baby, remember that, I always love you & I always do. (:

2010-02-21T15:06:00.002+08:00

i can't live without'cha

Helped out daddy the whole day yesterday & baby came in the afternoon. He went arcade before coming over & gotta 2 soft toys for me :D 1 mickey & minnie's cushion & 1 winnie the pooh. Hahah! :D Still prefer the Mickey & Minnie's cushion! hehehe! Around 11.30pm, went home & bathe, prepared. Cabbed to Huimin's house with baby & stayed there awhile. Gambled & Baby played Mahjong with my friends :D Went home at around 2+ near to 3. Baby cabbed me home & he went home too. Called baby & chatted awhile. Off to bed at around 3.15am.

Woke up today at 1pm -.-" omg! Can't believe it! but I'm really very tired. As usual, Youtube for Show luo & watched till Ivy messaged me. I forgot there's tuition today! Bathed & stuffs. Messaging w baby & on msn with Huimin now. Having some kind of h2h talk but everything is fine :D

Kay, off to tuition, I'm gonna be late! :D J8 later!

2010-02-19T22:20:00.003+08:00

'The fate of love is that it always seems too little or too much.'

Weekends here again! Don't know why I'm having that feeling that there will be school tomorrow! I miss school out of sudden even thou I'm still not really studying for O's, maybe it's friends around me makes me wanna go school!Anyway, damn tired recently & I kept overslept -.-" Most prolly because I'm always on youtube watching show luo & Baby isn't happy oh. Anyway, school today was alright. Maths lessons was preparing for common test, same goes to other subjects too actually. Bridging programme in the afternoon always makes me so sleepy ): Head off to Hub with Shiyun, Huimin, Ivy, SiewVoon, Jingwen & Kunmiao. Bought stuffs & went home .

Was on phone with baby maybe around 1/2 hour ago & we chatted about something. Well, I guess I've said something wrong but i think it's something maybe i really don't wish he would do it unless , he want it .... the way i said it. Forget it, shall not think anymore. Guess i spoilt baby's mood too. Meeting him tomorrow, shiok! Love :D

Gotta skipped Huimin's bbq which is tomorrow. Damn guilty & unhappy(maybe?) but promise will go if I've gotta the time kay? (: Provided it's not that super late uh! Hahah.

On msn with Chengwee, Shiyun & Huimin. Guess all of us are tired. Kept so quiet throughout the whole convo especially Chengwee! & Shiyun, being the bad/bo-liao person, always trying to busted someone.

Not forgetting, Thanks Kunmiao for the cute little socks you gave me! :D

2010-02-17T22:35:00.002+08:00

The scent of roses, beside me, made me miss you so ...

Back to school today, damn bored kays! Kunmiao wasn't present in school today & i think she MIA too. Can't even contact her. Anyway, hope she's back tomorrow! Anyway, Geog bridging remedial cancelled! :D Went Mac with Ivy, Shiyun & Huimin. SiewVoon parted ways with us & went home. Yesterday was still craving for MacNuggets but i ate Mac Spicy today. Kay enough of nonsense. I don't know what to update anymore. On phone with Huimin & msn with Shiyun. So busy! :D Just woke up at 8pm, wonder what time I'll be sleeping too.

Baby gonna outfield again .... ):

Bai!

2010-02-15T14:18:00.003+08:00

12 roses - Be mine

I'm blogging thru my auntie's comp now. Was suppose to online and blog just now but didn't have the time to do so. Anyway, ~~will upload photos soon~~ :D lols.
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Thursday, 11Feb 2010.

F&N students had steamboat & Thanks Jason for giving us 2 cans of abalone. Had fun that day! :D F&N rawks! HAHA !

Due to Shiyun's shaky hands, it turned out like that!

Presenting Khairul! :D Shiyun took this picture! Oh, is all these pictures. I was busy w other things at that time. hahah!

Done by Khairul & Me! :D

Thanks Jason!

13Feb2010.

Baby gave me 12 pink roses on the 13th of Feb when he came over to find me. So sweet of him! Love him damn much. & till now, the roses have not died yet. LOL cute! It's still inside my room.

Couldn't take the whole picture of it ):

Baby came at 7am in the morning yesterday to bai nian w my parents & relatives. Damn funny. I've not yet even woke up & he called me to open the door for him already. hahaha . Daddy kept on disturbing baby too. Baby left at around 11+ in the night & I'm still not satisfy! ): I want him to accompany me longer! Argh. Baby left to play mahjong w his friends. Anyway, Baby's meeting me later still. Yay! Gonna bai nian w baby's parents tomorrow since he doesn't have to book in the morning & I've got school the next day :D :D :D ~~Kay have to stop blogging already. Bai!~~

For the second day, baby came over in the afternoon, i was at the temple w family & baby cabbed over. After that, Auntie drive us to drive-thru Mac for some Ice cream! Had hot fudge :D Went back Ahma's house for dinner & went praying again. After praying, they decided to go fish prawning. Auntie drive us there again. Those adults chilled there. I went for my fish therapy since I'm not interested in fish prawning. Baby, brother, & Uncle went fish prawning themselves. I was on phone w Shiyun & Huimin :D Went to find them after that. Around 1.30am, return the rods(?) & decided to go geylang for some soya beancurd! Baby left us & went for his mahjong session. Guess because it's only the second day that's why they didn't open so went home then ):

Today, I'm gonna over baby's house to bai nian w his parents. Shall go soon & Steamboat in the afternoon at my relatives house. Baby coming over too. The whole new year, i guess most of the time baby is always w me. Tsk! Kay , bai!

2010-02-12T13:51:00.002+08:00

Speak to my heart.

Valentine's Day & CNY celebration today! Huimin sang during Brunch time concert! (: 5G & 5F went crazy cheering for her. hahah! Gave out the Valentine's Day present for those who i prepared for! Received some too from Girlfr(s). Thanks a lot! Released at 11am today but damn teacher doesn't allow us to go. So i sneak away & went to look for Ivy! & waited for Shiyun & Co. to come out . Tsk! Kunmiao wanna run but SiewVoon is so slow! Anyway, went for lunch w them at my house nearby & i went home. Gonna sleep now! Gonna help Daddy later ( actually is now, but i guess i'm really tired. I need some sleep ) HAHAH! ^^

Argued w Baby & we stop replying to each other's messages. That's normal for us isn't it? I can be unreasonable but there's always a reason behind it. I hate it being like that. Yknow what i really wanted but sometimes ... It's kay (: Nevermind!

Shall go to bed now! Waking up at 3 or 3.30? ): Tired ....

2010-02-11T19:13:00.002+08:00

Being fake only let people despise you.

After 1 month, for my secondary 5 life, the 1st time i was released at 1.45pm. Damn it! Mdm Pari didn't come to school today, so there goes my practical but I'm happy! Since Kunmiao & SiewVoon gonna SSC, suggested to Shiyun that we should follow them over. So bused over & many funny things happened on the way. Cotton on, Daiso, Subway & Giant before heading home. Funny/Unglam pictures with SiewVoon but I'm not posting here. Yknow, I don't have that habit to post pictures unless is Show Luo. Tsk!

Oh, During Craft & Tech lessons, Something happened at Art room. Ivy & Co. came over to kitchen to find me & Jingwen because we're having steamboat. Tsk tsk tsk! I seriously doesn't know how should i say about it. Somehow, maybe, i should keep a distance from you, because I'm aren't aware how you treat me. With sincere or not? Fake or real? I couldn't tell. Anyway, Ivy wasn't feeling very good the whole day so bought a balloon for her & treated Kunmiao Shiyun & SiewVoon cotton candy(?)!

Yesterday, around 10+pm, when i was waiting for cab home, Baby called. Chatted for 5minutes & batt went flat. Bought Mac home. Quarrel with him & he went to sleep. I went to bed too. Damn tired! Woke up late today for school too but not late for school!

Gonna pack my Valentine's day present for them tomorrow! :D :D Can't wait! & I'm damn tired ):

2010-02-10T17:58:00.002+08:00

A short post before going to Toa Payoh for my appointment! :D School was alright, but damn tired! Lack of sleep recently & new year is approaching! Damn excited! Cabbed home with Ivy after Geog bridging programme. Hist students didn't have bridging programme today so Shiyun, Kunmiao & Huimin, Jingwen(?) I think went to TongShui. Argh! I wanted to go with them but ... sianzxzx. Kay nvrmind. Next time then! Time to go or I'll be late & I've not yet finish preparing too.

Didn't contact baby for 3 days already. Am waiting for his reply. Better call/message me soon kay! But I doubt we'll contact today too. Argh.

Bai!

2010-02-08T16:30:00.004+08:00

Love is blind, but friendship closes its eyes.

Just out from shower, having tuition from 5-6.30pm at hub. Seriously, i feel like giving it a miss! I'm so tired & I could fall asleep anytime, serious! I didn't had a wink since I'm back from school. Blame myself for being so obsessed with Show Luo that i went Youtube to search for him since I'm back from school! Omgzxzxz! Shiyun is obsessed with Ren Guang Xi/Xiao Le ( Autumn's concerto ) now. She's mad! Like me! :D Listening to 灰色空间 now. Somehow, i think this songs affect me quite a lot. I don't know why either, just having that kind of feeling. Yeah, yknow ...

Shitzxz! My tragus piercing dropped & it hurts now. On msn with Kris'baby now. Baby didn't contact me since his last message at 6+ am in the morning. Miss him nehzxz! Bet his having a hard time at tekong now! Poor thing ):

Bai!

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Guess youtube is having some problems now. In the afternoon, the loading speed was alright but now!? It's slow like hell! I've loaded my Autumn's concerto like 5mins ago & it's not yet done! Argh. It's time for me to sleep but I'm gonna finish this part before i head to bed. I'm real tired. Hope tomorrow will be better for me! :D Baby haven't called me since the whole day & .. I guess he's still having some training that worn him out. Waiting for him to be back on Wednesday & then we'll celebrate New Year & Valentines together! Wonder what baby will get for me for Valentines :D Excited!

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2010-02-07T23:00:00.002+08:00

Firstly, my skin is only best viewed using Mozilla firefox. Sorry to those who told me you can't viewed it thru Internet Explorer. I've asked Kristin'baby, but she could do nothing about it. So well, Sorry(:

Didn't meet baby today, he booked in in the morning today already. Woke up at 8am when tutor is already at my house! Quickly washed up & started having tuition. Ended tuition at around 10.30am & went back to sleep after talking on phone with baby for 5mins :D He went to bed too. So woke up at around 12? Watched Youtube :D My show luo! Omgzx, mad cute! Baby kept complaining & i saw his tag in the morning too. hahah! Bathe & stuffs, went out for tuition. After tuition, headed to J8 with Ivy & SiewVoon. Wanted to buy assessment books for my tuition but don't have the one that i used to do in for last year. Went Charles & Keith & m)phosis, headed to eat smelly tofu next. Disappointing! Ate damn a lot today & skipped dinner too! Headed home at around 7pm & used comp. On phone with baby too & watching my show luo on youtube! LOL :D Guess I'm too obsessed with him but I've got no choice! Just finish doing my homework for Geog & Maths! Guess it's time for bed too but i still don't feel sleepy. Maybe youtube again!? :D

New year approaching! Excited? Yes! I am! & Valentine days too. Still wondering what to get for baby! Couldn't think of any ideaszxzxz! ):

School tomorrow, boringzx? Common test after straight after New Year. Stupid school! Argh

Bai!

2010-02-07T00:04:00.004+08:00

Obsessed.

Went out with girlfr(s) yesterday. Before that, went Hougang with Huimin because she wanted to consult my skin doctor for her skin. I saw someone that look alike with John'Daddy, messaged him & asked him where is he. Ended up, it's really him! Omg! Shocked me. But well, at least we met kays! Went off & parted with Huimin. Bused to Vivo, stupid bus ride took me around 1hour+. Reached there & saw someone i didn't want to see. But he didn't see me thou, so it's fine :D Watched ' My Ex ' which we wanted to watch it weeks ago. Its disappointing, more to gore actually. But well, wasted my 10bucks still. Winnie & Jingwen went home. The 4 of us took the wrong bus & reached TPY . Slacked at Mac till around 1am+ & cabbed home. Slept then (:

Baby called today & tell me he'll book out today instead of tomorrow( Sunday ). Daddy called & ask me to help him tend his shop. So well, messaged baby & went down to help him. Huimin came & lend clothes/accessories from me & left. Baby came to look for me at parent's stall, helped out awhile & went home. Prepared & left home with baby. Cabbed down to Bugis Street & walked around. With my help, baby finally bought all his new year clothing & I bought nothing ): Damn sianzx. Bought everything & bused back AMK. Bought baby's camp stuff & headed home. Baby just reached home & he went to sleep already. So well, time for my sleep too. Goodnights! Bai! :D

Oh, before that, I'm damn obsessed with Show Luo this few days. He's so freaking cute, cute to the max! Omgzx, nearly faint because of him. LOL :D Baby's jealous, but .... HAHAH !

2010-02-04T18:29:00.004+08:00

Friendship is always a sweet responsibility, never an opportunity.

Kay, school today is damn tiring! I don't know why, but i felt so weak. During practical, pathetic Huimin is almost doing everything & I just did some washing & chopping. That's all! Thanks girl :D Recess with Kunmiao & co. English lesson nearly fall asleep but still managed to keep myself awake! :D Huimin went for audition for CNY celebration & she got it. Congratulations! Jiayou kays? Bused home with Ivy & Huimin. Dead tired now .. Doubt I'll be sleeping later too, but definitely will sleep early tonight.

Oh yeah, recently been so obsessed with Show luo , wondering what's wrong with me. Can't admit his really damn handsome! Winks*

Just done with my blogskin. Thanks Kristin'baby again for your help :D Sorry to trouble you too! Did some changes & it's not really done yet. Again, I've lost my links. For those who i can't find your links by blog hopping, please tag me to get linked kay? Thankyou!

At least, me & baby did message awhile today & he didn't replied already. Guess his busy ba. Can't wait to see you again. Better come back soon! xoxo.

Like I've said in my previous post. We aint close with you & so you shut the fcuk up. & I believe we'll prove you wrong one day. That's for sure . Bai! & i think i wouldn't want to see your fcuk face anymore. & please stop talking to me, i wouldn't want to talk to bitches that uses their butt to think before they talk. People doesn't have to follow your steps kay. Please leave, I'll be even happier! ^^v Oh, please look at your own face before you speak anything kay? People look like one, doesn't mean you doesn't look like one too! I think you look 101% more!

Bai!

Sealed with a kiss.

2010-02-03T20:37:00.003+08:00

Nothing happened much during lessons/school. Only during assembly, they invited 98.7FM i think, if i didn't remembered wrongly, to our school & did some games/quiz & stuffs. Head for lunch after that. After eating, while i was talking to SiewVoon, i spilled my bottle of water on myself! Felt so dumb out of sudden -.-" & my skirt is totally wet! kay la, not totally but most of it -.-" Damn uncomfortable. Head back to SS bridging programme. Cabbed home with Kunmiao after that. Dead tired & the weather recently really kills. Prepared & 136 to Punggol clinic located at Hougang/Serangoon(?) for my review. Spent 60$ this time round. Heartache! ): I paid myself kay! Argh. Homed after that. Despite knowing how fat i am, i still buy tibits home. Goodluck to me ):

baby haven't contact me since like morning 5+am & I'm waiting. Be back soon, you better contact me soon ass! Missyou :D

P/s ; Careful of your words. We/I aint close to you, for whatever you said, you're seriously getting on my nerves. Think twice. We/I aint your good friends. Mind your language, I think I'm being kind towards you already. Everyone have their own limit.

Two souls but a single thought, two heart that beat as one.

2010-02-02T22:23:00.003+08:00

School was quite relax today. Shiok! Didn't have homework today & i've yet to finish the geog worksheet. Haven't went to check it on e website! Gonna do it tomorrow, still half awake thou i woke up at 8pm . Gonna go sleep soon again! Anyway, head to AMK library with Ms Sim & D&T students while Art students went Bishan's . Slacked there because I've no card & I can't find books too ): Cramp nearly killed me just now too -.-" Left at around 3pm. Skipped CCA again, bet the teacher will find me tomorrow because i told her i'll go today! hahah! Went to Central to have lunch with Huimin, Jingwen & Shiyun. Head home after that.

I find myself so fat! ): Was on phone with baby just now, & he can't stand me saying ' i'm so fat ' to him almost every minute. He nearly went crazy & he kinda got pissed off but i don't care! I'm so fat! ): Gain weight already Argh! Gonna diet!! ( I'm always saying it w/o doing it ! Tsk ) Baby have been so sweet recently, i don't know what gotta into him but well, still not quite used to it. But i still prefer not getting used to it because it all depends on his mood!

I've programmes on Saturday already when baby's in camp ): Boringzx kays! Another Saturday w/o you! Kay, bai! Off to bed( most prolly :D )

A thousand words speak my heart.

2010-02-01T14:28:00.004+08:00

School was alright today. Got back my maths test, results better then what i expected. Gonna work hard :D Nothing much to post today too.

Well, Baby got confine for a week. So won't be meeting him ( i don't know which Saturday is that ) so well.. (:

Tuition later. Having a dumb headache now! Lunch's infront of me now & waiting for Autumn's concerto to finish downloading before i could catch it .

Bai.

Yes, disappointed again!

2010-01-31T14:40:00.004+08:00

Yes, disappointed again! AGAIN! Fcuk! -'- nothing could describe my feeling now. Only knowing myself messaging him things to make his life difficult. YES ! I'm always like that! & nonsense stuffs venting my anger to Huimin. ( not really, i'm telling her how difficult my life is! )

Totally sucks when i know i planned to meet you already & ended up you called & said no. Yesterday you said you'll accompany me today. So this happens again. Yes AGAIN! I HATE IT KAY! I HATE IT! DISAPPOINTMENT!

If " sorry " could cure, i wouldn't be blogging here & I wouldn't feel like killing someone & punching someone till that person die!

Kay, nice one. Flu & swollen eyes came to look for me. I've nothing to do now! SO WHAT?! HE CAN'T MEET ME ALSO WHAT!

Bai! Off to bed.

p/s: I hate to rely on you. i seriously do. I wish i was like the past so i wouldn't be bothered so much either. (:

We're fine ....

I’d rather leave it there with all the pain locked inside than leave it without a trace of you.

2010-01-31T00:15:00.003+08:00

Went for reunion dinner with Ivy, Kunmiao, SiewVoon, Shiyun, Huimin, Winnie & lastly me! :D Before that, I went home after school, starting baking my eggtarts. It turn out nice! Huimin came over & helped me while i prepared. Cabbed over to casurina road(?) upper thomson for our dinner. Sorry for being late >
Woke up like 8.30 in the morning, started baking eggtarts again for baby this time round :D Nicer then yesterday's. Cabbed over baby's house. Kay, my cabbing habit is back again. Argh! This way, i can never save $ & deposit inside my bank account for after O's use! Baby ate finish the eggtarts in less then 15minutes & i brought over 12! Tsk! Slept after that, damn tiringzx! Woke up at 4+ & prepared. Ate our lunch/early dinner at MacDonalds. Mrted to Summerset & shopped around. Baby bought nothing & i saw a checkered hoodie top, wondered is it unisex. Gonna go back & take a closer look. teehhee! Baby like it too i suppose? Can get it as couple top. shiok! Kay I've tuition tomorrow. Sister sleeping on my bed now ( she wanted too ) & I'm gonna squeeze with her now. Baby playing his dota now & he kept repeating the same thing when we're sms-ing. see! Now no reply. I hate dota, boyfr's snatcher. One day I'm gonna stop baby from dota-ing. Ass !