Today, Baby daddy's birthday. Well, Happy birthday! Just message Baby mummy's to ask her to pass the message to him. hahaha! Baby called me yesterday to remind me to message her. LOL :x & i think i failed to do something for baby . Sorry my dear (: I told you yesterday the reason already. Don't be disappointed okay? Loveyou loadsss!
Just received some songs from JunJie'大哥哥 thru msn just now . It's nice :D I'm gonna to my maternal parent's house in awhile time. Byebi! Updates again later .
Please tag uhs! ): Blog's so deaddddddddd. argh.
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Went to Maternal parent's house and slept there as I'm very tired because I was woken up by a nightmare ! Argh! Woke up by baby's phone call & chatted for a little while before i went to prepare & head out with my mummy. Cabbed to Toa Payoh's Kiddy palace to buy sister's swimsuit then cabbed home after that. Ate dinner & I'm here now!! So damn boring! ):
I'm damn craving for SweetTalk's MilkTea with Pearl or Starbucks Caramel Frap! )): & my Twilight Saga: New Moon! Anyone?! Huimin's accompanying me to chill at starbucks! Love her manzxzx! :D
On phone with SiewVoon & she's counting her money again & again . Talking about $ issues again & again. I'm so so so bothered by it too ): ): ): $$$$ where are you ?!?! I think I'm richer when I'm studying compared to now! Argh! Daddy&Mummy, I want daily allowance pleaseee ):
Blabbered on Sunday, December 6, 2009, @ 10:28 AM.
My love for you, doesn't fade off with time.
Hello peeps! :D I'm here to blog again. It's quite a miracle I'm home on Saturday. I couldn't find anyone to head out today because everyone have their own programme & me the pathetic one was stuck at home today.
Well, I've a sudden crave for caramel frap from Starbucks ): anyone willing to get it for me? :x Baby's not in Singapore ( i think i've said it a lot of times since the day he went Taiwan ) so no one will get it for me . Wanted to chills at starbucks just now but stupid Huimin doesn't want so well, stayed at home then.
Was sneezing nearly for the whole day but it got better after i took a nap in the afternoon. Yes, I'm damn tired! Till now, although i just woke up not long ago, I'm still feeling sleepy & my body is aching badly now. Guess i didn't sleep well just now.
I downloaded Twilight saga:New Moon just now from a website & the quality sucks thou so didn't watch it in the end. I want to watch it from the cinema but then, everyone have their own programmes everyday so they don't have any more spare time. No, i don't want to watch it in the cinema alone ): sounds zibi eh! Anyone wanna catch it with me?! Sounds very pathetic!
Now, i'm starting to wonder will i regret to tender my resignation letter so early because I'm afraid i've nothing to do each day & will complain to baby everyday. But anyway, I'm quite lucky because Baby having 1 week of block leave after his back from Taiwan. I hope it's true & don't dua me, NS always do this kind of stuffs. Hate it!
I'm so bored, talk to me on msn!!!!
p/s ; baby! call me soon you ass! Imys!
Blabbered on Saturday, December 5, 2009, @ 8:56 PM.
My heart ached when i miss you too much.
After i tender my resignation letter, work for me became more tedious -.-" imagine working everyday morning shift till the nights. that really sucks, to me uhs ofcos ! ): & i just gotta home at around 9+ today. Sighs, bus-ed home w Lijing as usual. Monday working at 9am. Faint* Nothing much happened to me recently anyway ^^v Life's good but if baby's around, that's even better.
3 days more before i officially resign, seriously i can't wait for it to end real soon because i'm really dead tired everyday ): on msn now, & gonna off real soon. Baby called me just now when i'm eating. Had a little chat w him & we hang ): miss him damn much. Come back soon okays ? Baby seems alright over there, i guess his used to the environment & everything there. That's something pleasant to hear!
Was suppose to watch movies w Kunmiao, Siewvoon & Ivy but last minute they cancelled it, so well didn't managed to watch case 39 today & not saying about my Twilight saga: New Moon. No programmes tomorrow, anyone wanna ask me out?! :D I'm dying to see my Twilight saga: New Moon ): x100
I've to stop blogging now because i've practically nothing to blog about. Just come here to blog something & please tag or click my nuffnang ads ): damn pathetic when my blog's dead .
Blabbered on Friday, December 4, 2009, @ 11:45 PM.
I'm feeling alright.
Worked today was okay, not as bad but i only managed to knock off at around 9.15pm? & i work from morning 9.30am. Had a talk w my In-Charge & i resign already. I've to type out a resignation letter which Yong is helping me now & I've to work till next Wednesday . After that, I'm free! & gonna enjoy my holidays to the fullest before getting N's results in any case that i didn't do well ! I can't wait seriously to stop working & to meet up with Siewvoon or whoever who wanna meet me! :D :D :D
Baby finally called just now! So damn happy to receive his call & i thought he forgotten about me or found another girl there! ): But well, i told him I decide to fetch him from airport just now on the day when his back in Singapore! Baby knows about my feeling, he knows what I'm thinking. I guess baby's worried if people bullied me at work because suddenly i told him i resign a minute ago. Seriously, he reads me like a book, he knows if i cried or not, whether I'm upset/angry/happy. Contented (:
I'm working morning shift tomorrow, sucks! I've to sleep early & wake up early too. I hate it! Bear with it, Xueting! Last 5 days! Chills! It's better then 1x days left isn't it?! (:
Blabbered on Wednesday, December 2, 2009, @ 10:26 PM.
12 days left / I fallen way too deep / Stop crying.
At first, i thought it's only 2 weeks & 2 days , it'll past in a blink of eye but now , I'm wrong. Totally wrong with this kind of thinking. I'm very miserable & feeling very terrible now. I hate being like that but i can't stop myself from being like this!
When i walk on streets, i saw couples holding hands being sweet towards each other, i'll think of you . When i hear the songs playing on my computer, I'll miss you. Whenever someone open the door, I'll think it's you who came to give me a surprise but it's all illusion. It's all one sided. Why am i thinking so much & missing you like a crazy woman who needs to be admitted to IMH ( abit kua zhang but who cares ? )
I'm on msn with Huixuan'wifey, she told me a lot . She ask me to cry if i really wanna cry but i can't . I can't be so weak . No i can never be this way, i must stay strong for the sake of me & baby. i shouldn't let him worry about me .
Apart from this, I've lots more to worry about. I've to worry about my pay & everything. Being sick is also a crime? Why can't humans be sick just because they're working? Can i predict the future & tell people that i know i'll be sick tomorrow so i'm taking an MC in advance. wtf ? that's nonsense seriously. I had enough, i don't like working in this environment. I'll quit my job, if it's possible tomorrow. I'd breach my contract & give up everything now including the present i wanna buy for baby. I'm sorry dear, I've let you down because i couldn't carry on the plan that i had in mind now. I'm sorry to let you celebrate a birthday that's not happy. I'm not a good girlfriend, I'm sorry.
I miss you, Baby. Call me soon, I need you to keep me going on & on.
p/s ; it's 12.01 now, I've left with 287 hours 59 mins more before i could see you.
Blabbered on Tuesday, December 1, 2009, @ 11:09 PM.
I've no choice to start blogging in the early afternoon, goodness! Too lazy & tired & sick to go work you know! I'm still not yet a business woman or whatever shit you name it. I'm just a student earning some income for my holidays! & they're killing me with the schedule they've assigned to me ): Kill me please!
Today, the start of the month again & let's do the countdown & lets see what's my plan for this month! :D - 4/5 dec , movie with Siewvoon & Ivy (?) - 10 dec , PAY DAY ! ! ! ! ! - 12 dec , Out to town to find baby's present again ( must get a perfect & suitable one! ) - 13 dec , baby's back from Taiwan / fetch him from airport :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D - 18 dec , N's level results ( I think so ) - 24 dec , last day of work + Christmas count down! anyone wanna go w me? :x - 31 dec , Count down! :D
i think this month i still have a lot of free time , you know! I still wanna more programmes coming up this last month before my school starts again ): but work is taking up too much of my time & i don't have enough cash anymore & a lot people is working now. I don't want to start banking out $ from my bank account anymore! I still have 50bucks with me in my wallet but after going to the doctor later, i guess half of it will be gone ): Mummy say she's not gonna pay for me this time round! Tsk!
Blabbered on , @ 1:33 PM.
Happy 1st year anniversary my dearest Glenn baby! Loveyou lots!
Well, before this day end, let me blog about something. Although today marks a very important day for us but we still didn't celebrate it together, most of all, Baby's in Taiwan now.
365days of being with you my dearest boy, I've learn a lot from you, you taught me a lot too . You taught me how to prawn, how to love a person well. You're seriously a good boyfriend except your attitude! :x We argued in public ( only once , damn embarrassing ) , argued on phone/ face to face, jealous about each other & a lot more . Most importantly, we're still together, like magnets. I know i can't live w/o you & you can't live w/o me too. We'll grow old together. Baby, Imys like how i used to. Loveyou truck loads!
Work today was terrible -.-" i did a lot of mistake during work today! Wonder what's wrong w me ? i hope it doesn't affect my work because baby went overseas & my mind is all about him . I'll kill myself ! & i only managed to knock off at around 11+pm at night when i reported to work at 9am! Can you imagine that!? -.-" but i earned quite a lot for my OTs . I hope it cover up my pay when I'm on MC so i can earn more! 10 days more before i get my official pay! Wanna see how much i earn :D Oh yeah! So damn happy about it, I've left with 17 working days before i stop working! How happy can i be rights! Thou no $ & i wouldn't know if i'm able to get to sec 5 , i still hope everything goes well.
Baby didn't called me today because his out to field camp, so i hope to receive his phone call tomorrow cause i really miss him a lot ): Hopefully his back by tomorrow! :D
I've to off now, working morning shift tomorrow again -.-" i hope things will go well for me & I'm able to knock off early tomorrow! argh -.-"
i feel like tearing again when i miss you, how? When i did any mistake at work, is you i'd talk to but now you're not here. I can't . I'm feeling very terrible now.
Blabbered on Monday, November 30, 2009, @ 11:37 PM.
